Monday, August 18, 2008

"80 ringgit is still an 80 ringgit lar.."

It was a very fine day..last friday after office hour, my husband drove us to Ipoh, Perak..my husband got work there..so i decided to go with him n brings d babies along..we reached ipoh around 8:45pm..our 1st stop was jusco ipoh..hehe..we were all very hungry, so jusco would b d best stop 4 all..

we went out from jusco around 10 something..aneen didn't eat at all..she was juz happy playing in d playground at the food court..she was among d smallest but we could hear the voice from outside..

so we reached the heritage hotel around 11pm..ahh..can't wait to check-in and settle d kids n everything..it was a long journey..at d lobby, aman shah went out from d car n took d trolley to put all the things in..i went out to help him since there were cars queuing behind our car..when i want to take more things from inside the car, it was LOCKED..my door n all other doors..n ayyen n aneen were INSIDE D CAR!!


aman shah was busy taking out our things from the boot..slowly i told him, "aneen locked the door.." "WHAT??!!!" the engine, aircond n radio were on..n d kids were inside d car..i said told aneen to open d window..she always play with the button..aman shah said, no use because i locked d window button already..oo ya allah..ok..now what we do is we try to ask aneen to push d window lock n then let her open d window..she should know that because she always play with all those buttons..

it's quite difficult to ask aneen to do that because near that window lock, there are so many buttons..but we managed to get her to unlock d window..d problem was that there were other buttons near there n she might get confused..so i brought her to the co-pilot seat..n tried to make her open the window..

meanwhile, ayyen started crying..n people started coming..we were at the lobby entrance..i dunno what they said about us..but believe me, we are not that kind of parents and things happened accidentally..the hotel staffs tried to open the lock..n the potter told us that he called the locksmith already..

we waited for the locksmith and kept trying to ask aneen to open the window..at first she was laughed n was happy looking at the people around us..then i think she juz realised what happen and she started to cry..aman shah kept saying that worse come to worst i'll break the window..i said break lar..he was panicking..

so many suggestions n ideas came out from people around.."mana kunci spare?" "ada kat rumah.." "pergi lar ambik sekejap" "rumah kat kl" "ooo.." cuba pecahkan tingkap belakang nie yg suku nie, x rugi mana..lps tue blh bukak kunci pintu tue.." "mm..masalah nyer button central lock ada kat depan, dekat driver seat.." "ooo.." n this brilliant chinese uncle, slowly spoke to whom i dunno behind me, "they should break the window lar..its juz few cents.." i turn my back n say, "even if it cost the whole car, i dun care..i juz wanna let my kids out!!" "oo..no..no..i was talking about the window only, not d whole car.."

after half an hour they stucked inside the car, the locksmith came..within few minutes he managed to open the door..i heard people around asking, how he did it..i said, "it's his job.." aduhh..what a relieved..

thank you for all the suggestions, attentions, hands that we had that nite..it was a long nite for us..people like tunjuk2 us n said whatever they want..who cares?? i know what happened and i know it's nobody's fault..this is when we'll say, "things juz happened.."

so, next time, make sure u have spare car keys in your wallet or pocket..x use if u keep it in your handbag because you still cannot do anything if you left your handbag inside the car..or if both of you are coming out, make sure at least windows are open..but still, if you have kids like aneen, they will help closing the windows for you..hahahahahha..i also dunno lar..

it was very tiring..n the locksmith cost my husband, "usually i'll take rm400..but since it's night and u have kids, rm80 only.." hahahahahaha..my husband said, to me lar, "yeah at that time do whatever u have lar kan..but the end of the day, an 80 ringgit is still an 80 ringgit lar.."

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Thank you ALL!!

Am sorry all..it's quite dissappointing when u browse to a blog and the entry u read or u see was the same one that u saw yesterday..very busy..with what?? i also dunno..hahahahhaa..work things lar..what else..the laptop that i'm supposed to use now is with my three-selfish-brothers..i thought i can update this blog during night time..but seems that would b the hardest things to happen lar..

So..what Aneen got on her birthday?? I'll just upload the pix here n share d joy with u..






young musician?? it's from Uncle Hakam n co..

so nice this pink nike..tq uncle yen n mummy fida..





ahh mamaya..aneen like this dress..bandung mari?? NOOO..mummy said it's from sogo..tq..


mm..bj kurung 4 raya..so ladylike lar mummy's gal..tq wan yah..


n d cute turtle from ayah sham n mak long rita n co..aneen refused to let this turtle go..it's hard to take a photo of d turtle's big eyes..






mm..from mama lina with love..what an adorable english gown..i like it..i like it..



this sweet gown is from aneen's beloved atok n tokmi..tq..atok..tq tokmi..tq yum yum leaves..







this long sleeves suit is frm auntie yatie next door..tq..hehe..mayb bcoz she always saw me going out during night, she gave me this..tq..tq..




aa..this is from ki bah n co..hehe..he knows i'm such a sexy gal..tq ki bah..mmmuuuahhh..





this barbie is from uncle jaja n co..hehe..uncle jaja juz got a baby gal last month..congrats..so now he's starting to learn buying toys for girls..hehe..mummy..i need more dress for my barbie..



soo cute..this cute teddy bear is from opah umi..hehe..
tq..come again next yr eyh..






mauuseeeeeee..hehe..aneen still can't pronounce mickey or minnie mouse..it lost along d way..this bag is from uncle bob n auntie ras..yiiieehaaaaa..auntie ras, duit raya dun forget k..


woooo..ayah ji..mummy x give aneen play with this wooden shape fitter..she afraid i'll knock ayyen's head with it..bcoz opah saw i did that to ayyen with my plastic shape fitter..but tq ayah ji n mak nani..can't wait to play with it..ayyen, u can take my old one..





what?? tok..now aneen also have my own laptop..tak heran lar tok punya tue..mine have musics n very colourful..n use battery only..so saving..tq daddy..tq mummy..luv u..adik..if u 1 this, ask for the new one from mummy..u can't take mine..NO SHARING!!!


hmm..lots of bj raya k..hehe..mummy so relieved..hahahaha..because now only got ayyen's new bj in d cupboard..aneen's all she wore it already..so these new dresses i have to hide it somewhere else..hehe..


oo yeah..aneen also got lots of $$$..tq for those who were soooo generous..hahahahaha..luv u all..mmmuuuaaaahhhh..


okeh..i will update soon with all d pics took by daddy on d day..now i have to finish my work..zohor punn belum lg nie..i started this since morning..never tot dat i managed 2 finish it today..alhamdulillah..

Monday, August 4, 2008

Aneen's Birthday!!

She's 2 already..my dear princess is a big girl now..we held her birthday party last saturday..hard to invite everyone, due to the tight budget..hahahaha..x lar..it was a last minute planned..alhamdulillah..all went well..aneen was very happy when ppl wish her happy birthday..til d next morning when she woke up, still she shouted at her daddy, "daddy..eppy 2 u......."

n d lil ayyen also shared the joy along with his sister..he got gifts as well..y?? hahahahaha..i dunno..thanx for those who came and making d big RAJA DHIA NAZNEEN INSYIRAH a happier girl...

i'll update later d details on what happened that day..now still got so many things need to be done..my Dato' will be outstation next week..so i have to clear all the claims n cheques by this week..or else, nobody will sign d cheques and everybody will blame me for them being poorer this mid of d month..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...





Friday, July 25, 2008

She's Making Me Crazy


Arrrgghhh!!! i'm loosing my temper with aneen lately..

She's so naughty..
She's so stubborn..
She know what's right & what's wrong..
She know when i say no, it means NO..
But she still wanna do things..
Like the way she want it to be..
Like the way she like how it to be..
And she's making me crazy..

YES, she is only TWO..
but i know, she know, what i know..
HUH..where did she get all this from??
I asked my husband, "sama x muka i dgn aneen??"
And with selamba he said, "sama..degil punn sama.."
Am i?? Pity mak if i was like aneen when i was at aneen's age..
but i surely do know, that i'm not..
because, if i were like that, mak will definately say, "sama sebijik mcm awak masa kecik dulu.."
there - i rest my case..so, i'm x like her n she's not like me..
And she's making me crazy...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Kids @ D Arcade

Look at the kids..based on d pics u can make ur own story..but my story goes like this...



Aneen was playing with some fishing game..Ayyen was still looking around and trying to learn what is the thing..


Ayyen looked at Aneen and wonder, what make she so happy with that stick thing??










Ayyen thought, mayb i should give it a try..u'll nvr know how it really feels until u try.."kak..let me try this kak..excuse me.."



"Adik..tepi..dangan tacauuu..tatak tgh main nie.." "japp lar..nk try jer..ehh..best aa kak..patut lar dr td senyap jer..apa tak ckp best main benda nie.."








"Alaa..bukan mcm tue lar dik..alaaa..nk main jugak..daddyyyy.."











"Ehh..nape org kat situ bising-bising aa?? kat situ lg best ker..cer kakak tgk.."
"A'ah kan..cam best jer main yg tue..kita g sana pulak aaaa.."









Watching them growing up really cheering my life..waiting for them to grow up, MASYAALLAH..

Monday, July 14, 2008

Officially 30 years old

Hmm..last saturday, i'm 30 already..hehe..wat to do, we cannot hold d time and ask them to wait for us..time n tide wait for no man, remember that..

so..30..mm..dunno wat to write..hahahahaha..so excited abt d arrival, n yet, x words i could say abt it..mm..30..juz another number..


i got big apple from my hubby n my kids sharp at 12am..yeah..d babies r still awake..but i was so tired..i slept early dat nite..i'm 30 u know..so u should know dat i'm a year older than i was b4..so, let me celebrate my day with lazying my eyes..


so..i woke up in d morning with a lot of plans in my head..i wanna go to visit my colleague's baby who was juz went an operation..(she's juz 2 and her nerve was attack with menangitis til she lost her hearing..only 2 n she already went an operation 2 put a cochlear implant inside her ear..i only went 2 d hospital, bcoz of myself, twice - juz 2 give a labour - only!!), n my bestfren since standard 3 held a birthday party 4 her son in sungai buloh (n she was born 11 of july, a day older than me..we nvr missed wishing each other happy bday since years..hahahahhahaa..)..yeah..that were d plans 4 d day..mm..


how it turn-out 2 be?? we juz stayed at home..doing d washing, etc..lunch at mak's..she made n nasi dagang 4 me!! thanks mak..hehe..n then after that we went to d alpha angle..i juz want to let d kids play n enjoy themselves..what else would b better than that?? even on your birthday..aneen enjoying d ownself riding..ayyen as well..like he's d same age as d sister..pretending 2 b an older boy..hahahaha..n then we juz spent our time there..x shopping..i broke already..tis month i spent a lot of my pay juz 2 buy toys 4 them..hahahha...


at nite we juz spent d time at home..so relaxing..home sweet home..


thank u 4 those who sms/called n wishing d best 4 me..luv u all..

here who they r n their wishes..hehe..so enter frame..


paicah - Selamat hari jadi. semoga murah rezeki dn panjang umur (01:17am)

irda - hepi bday deng! semoga pjg umur & murah rzki. dah makin tua ni,cpt2 ler tmbh koleksi anak, hehehe.k, kim slm raja (08:11am)

k.lina - Epi bday 2u, epi bday 2u, epi bday 2 dedeng, epi bday 2u.. (08:59am)

chang - Happy hari tua tok besan! semoga capai kebahagiaan dan kejayaan! (09:50am)

nadd - epi besday mummydeng. guess wat? wan gal bt wan shahrizal might wanna share bday cake with u..haha (11.21am)

don - yo geng, hepi beday. smakin tua dah ko. jgn amik botox plak..hahaha (13:47pm)

min - hi deng happy birthday..may happyness be with you all around (15:31pm)

abg sham - happybirthday, dapat saya makan nasi dagang (19:03pm)

erah - hepi 30th besday. 1st year angka 3. kena soh raja aman bg hadiah besar, huhuhu (20:51pm)

erma - salam sis..heppy besday..huhuhu..smoga pnjg umur & dimurahkan rezeki..Amin! hehehe..x g celebrate ke? (21:34pm)

ayah su - askum. hepi belated besday. muge panjang omo (20:37pm -13july)

k.zieck - hepi belated bday, smlm keje, x sempat nak wish. (09:06am -14july)


and callllss from those who remember..tq..mmuuaahhhhhhhh..


and..i got nice cream sling bag frm mak on sunday..tq mak...

Friday, July 11, 2008

The BIG THREE-O, I am

Huhuuuuuuuuu..Happy bday to me, happy bday to me..happy bday to deng..happy bday to mee...



Alhamdulillah..2mrw is my BIG DAY..i'm turning 30 lorr..

Alhamdulillah..with Allah's n My Parent's Bless, i turn to be what i am today..
Alhamdulillah..with d BIG THREE-O, i'm
1. a wife - when i was small, i always imagined that i'm getting married at 30..hahahahha..so dreaming to be a so-called career lady lar kan..
2. a mummy - with my 2 babies, who ever thought that?? hahahaha..but, i'm happy some people sometimes forget tis true fact..

mm..wat else to get, to achieve, to have??
1. i want to have my own house..insyaallah 1 day..any day around d corner..where?? dunno lar..hard 2 get good house with a good a.k.a reasonable price these days..
2. a better job - of course lar with better offer, rite..anyone?? need a hard-like-stone-PA???
3. save more money to go 2 mecca..mm..dat shud b d long-term plan..my short term - i ONLY want to go to korea n bandung..hahahahahahha..astaghfirullahalazim...

ahh..so lalut..i called/sms/told my brothers - only 4 bros - about my big day..i asked gift frm them..so many excuses i received, so far, only frm 4 of them..

mak wanna cook nasi dagang..i said cook on my birthday lar..then she said, u cook urself lar..mm..better i juz go to ulek mayang n get 1 4 me..

my husband..hahahhahahaa..i told him, i don't want makan2 di hotel mana2..i want material..or trip..hahahahaha..jangan kacau dia..dia tgh pressure what 2 get 4 me..hahahahahha..daddy, laptop cukup lar..x payah pening2..hahahaha..

okeh dear..got to go now..later i will update u on how i feel being older by 1 year..later lar..now still young, no feeling..hehe..

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Someone's Special Day


Happy Bday My Gal..many happy returns..
semoga dimurahkan rezeki, aminn..
dan dipanjangkan umur, amiinnn..
luv u..mmuuuaaaahhhhhhhhhhh..
d happiness wish shud b glittering..tp x blh lak biler dh post kat sini..sowwii...
p/s: so, wat shall i get as a souvenir nie?? hehe..;)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

A Day @ Pyramid Bowl

Due to my busyness n lazyness, i got x time 2 update tis blog..hehehe..plus, too many issues really caught my attention tis days..so, my time was full with browsing d net 2 update my 'cpu' on wat happened so on n so on..most of d time, i got 2 read d thing in d morning n when i browsed back late afternoon, d website or d certain blogs like gone..i needed 2 be invited by d owner lar tis lar n dat lar..n sometimes, d sign of "this page is under construction"..WHAT??!!!

luckily such thing wouldn't happen 2 tis blog..hehehe..can, or might, but i dun want..hehehe...
Anyway, since i got few times (i need 2 finish d hono things or d writers n d stringers will keep calling me asking 4 their payments..), i would like 2 share wit u guys some photos of my family n my babies..

It was sunday, 29th june..tnb held a bowling tournament with d media sides..my husband was with d Astro Awani team..proudly he said 2 me, "i dpt nombor 13, dari 13 group.." hampeh..talking like so pro..u can bully adik n adan lar..others' it proves u can't..hehehe..

The tournament was held at pyramid bowl sunway pyramid..WOW!! it's bigger than before, i mean d building lar, x d bowling alley..hehe..last time i was there like 2 yrs ago..now they have jusco n many other shops..during my ITM times, i used 2 'lepak' n watching movie there..b4 we have another 'lepak' place called mid valley n klcc..hehe..

Aneen really enjoyed d day..ayyen s well..they woke up early morning..x so early, but still we had 2 wake aneen actually..we reached there around 11:35am..d game started at 12 noon..


Look at his friendly face..my smiley iron boy..



Time to sleep..who cares about d noise..he fell asleep around 12:30 n woke up 1 hr after dat..

Pretend to b a shy gal..duhh!!

mummy n mummy's luv..i think fairuz did d shoot..

fruits of my heart, they r..



time 2 go back..wat a tiring day...

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Character


Watch your feelings
They become your thoughts
Watch your thoughts
They become your words
Watch your words
They become your actions
Watch your actions
They become your habits
Watch your habits
They form your character

muhtaaj ilallah;madzacker ibnussubky

my brother email me this..when i asked him was it his own thought or quoted from someone else, his answered was, u've been knowing me for 26 yrs sis and u asked me that?? hahahahaa..i like it n i juz wanna share it wit u, my friends...

Friday, June 20, 2008

Holiday in Terengganu (ep 2)

Hmm..we all slept at m.long's house..there were sooo many of us..me, aman shah n d kids, got a room..bcoz we reached there early..my parents, also got a room for them; m.long saved it for mak..my wami (mak's younger sister) and her husband, also got a room..my cutam (mak's youngest sister) and her family, slept in a room downstairs, ayah su n family, slept at d 1st hall..my bros, at d 2nd hall..ayah sor n his son, slept in front of d tv..hehehe..luckily mama, mak's older sister a.k.a nadd's mother, stayed at her sister-inlaw's..

FULL HOUSE!! hehe..it's x dat we can't stay elsewhere, but tis time, everybody wanna stay at m.long's..it's like when i was small n we all went back 2 tganu for raya..everybody were there..we meet, we eat, we talk, we laugh, we went to batu burok, at nite - we went to gelas besar..tis was something like dat, but not quite..tis time, not enough quorum..many of my cousins couldn't attend d wedding..luckily, my zz dearest cousin was there too!! she's m.long's youngest mother of 2 n my age..hehe..so we r like satu kepala since small until now lar..hehe..besides nadd n norza..hehe..

ayah long said, from outside, d house looks like used cars sale..hahahaha..actually next to m.long's hse is m.ngah's hse..n d house was vacant..only my cousin, ang, lives there with wife n son..m.ngah stays w k.intan..so there's still 3 empty rooms there..but nobody wanna go 2 dat house..d hse was haunted..hahahahahaha..it's true!! seriously..nobody wanna go there..so scarry...

okeh..2nd day there, saturday

d wedding

alhamdulillah..sekali lafaz, ju belongs to aman..d ceremony went well..it's only dat d temperature was so high n it was so hot..so we didn't stay long..
hehehe..i forgot to tell u guys wat happened d nite before..aneen slept 11:30, thanks to her opah..hehe..n she woke up around 1..hahahahahaa..to shorten d story, whoever slept at m.long's last nite, really found it very hard to sleep..hahahahah..she couldnt closed her eyes n cried, almost thru d nite..mak went upstairs around 4 n aman shah took d baton..i was there, sleeoing beauty..hahahahaha..weii..mak was around, wat else to do, sleep lar..besides, aneen asked for her, x me..hehe..;)

and then, in d morning, everybody was like, radio mana bunyi aa?? sapa x tdo semlm aa?? sapa nangis bising aa?? hahahahaha..nasib aa...so, she didn't sleep d whole nite, n morning..n she fell asleep when we all on d way to ju's house..from 10:00 am..n she woke up around 5 pm!! yiehaaaa..she missed d ceremony, d lunch, everything...hehe..lucky us...

aman shah said, tis time he want to go to batu burok n hang out there..i said, u go lar, bring ur kids along..i wanna stay at home..so dat day, when aneen woke up n i changed her, i asked aman shah to bring d kids to batu burok..i sent adan, my brother, to go wit aman shah..n u know wat, i sent them to go to d pantai..when i went there for spot check, they all went to a&w and had tea there!! mmm..i waited beside my car around 40 mins then only i saw them..zz juz laughed..i followed her..



ala..aman shah is here already..am sorry all, have 2 cont tis next time..till then, mmuah...njoy ur weekend...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Holiday in Terengganu (ep 1)

Hmm..we are back..to our beloved hometown Gombak-KL..


Alhamdulillah..d days went so fast n it feels like yesterday we reached my m.long's house in Lorong Gemia, K. T'ganu..n as i told u earlier, we were there since friday n we came back last monday..wat happened there?? i'll try to wrap it up as simple as accurate as short as i can..


friday

early morning..


As usual, aneen didn't sleep at all..she was all awake all nite..n ayyen joined his sister in staying awake dat morning..n 2 add d spice 2 our nite, while i was doin d packing, suddenly d hse was black-out..for seconds, everybody was quite..if i'm x mistaken it was almost 1 something..aneen n her beloved ayyen, were playing inside d room wit all d clothes..i was at d kitchen, preparing their milk basket..ayyen suddenly cried out loud..mayb because he was surprised n scared 2 d sudden darkness..aneen shouted my name..my husband took his phn n called 15454..hehe..as a TNB staff, he did wat he had 2 do..x point of him left me all alone w aneen when he was busy 4 d launching of dat hunting no. if he didn't use it..;)


I took d candle n lite it up (when we shopped b4 we moved 2 our on hse, d candle was among d 1st thing dat i put in d trolley..it is very important.. we dunno when we will use it, but when we really use it, its a need n must have thing)..suddenly aneen, "mummy..eppy 2 u.." hahahahaa..me n aman shah laughed.."yeah aneen, happy birthday 2 u.." n she still wit her eppy 2 u..she was so happy wit d candles..n ayyen was so uncomfortable..it was dark n so hot..my husband took d portable clip fans n try to cool his prince..n when he called d 15454 again, they told him there was a problem wit d cable at batu caves..this is wat happened when d irresponsible human being out there acting like they care 4 nothing n stole d cable, wire, copper n watever they can sell..n their act troubled other ppl..i wonder why tis kind of ppl come out from their mother's womb?? n d operator told us dat it might took 3-4 hrs 2 settle d prob..aduhhh!! im thinking, x way d kids goin 2 sleep tonite..my husband said, we'll move very late lar like tis..mmm..up 2 him, he's d driver..luckily 10 mins after dat, d electricity came back..alhamdulillah..i quickly put ayyen 2 sleep..aneen was stil wit her eppy 2 u wit d candles..lots of things need 2 b done..


i got to sleep around 1 hour something n woke up at 5am..aneen was still awake..hahahahhaha..she's our small lil bodyguard..so i continued packing n looked around if i missed anything..around 6, i woke my husband n changed aneen's shirt n trouser..by 6:45 we were inside d car already..n my brothers were still packing n my parents were still inside d hse..so we started our journey 1st..before we reached greenwood, aneen fell asleep already, juz like how we tot thing would b..mm..hope she sleep well along d journey..


aman shah wanna try to go thru Jabor..some says its nearer n faster..so we followed d signage to Jabor..n suddenly he sounded so frustrated.."i dh agak dh..there must b other way..tis is jalan pantai.." when i looked around, oo..we were in cherating already..hehehe..so, we must missed any junction dat supposed 2 lead us 2 Jabor..few mins after dat, mak called.."where r u??" "Cherating.." "aaa?? mak dh agak dh u'll missed d junction..u should follow d signage to muktafi billah..d Jabor signage lost somewhere around.." "mm..mak smpi dulu lar.." "mm..budak2 buat apa??" "sleeping.." "mm..ok lar..c u at m.long's.." "mm..ok..."


so we reached KT around 12:30pm..n we stopped 4 times..mak reached half an hour earlier..hehehe..so aman shah said, "not much different lar kot between jalan Jabor n jalan pantai.." hehe..


so, we were in tganu again, after almost a year n a half..d 3rd 4 aneen, n d 1st 4 ayyen..

dat evening we had tea at my k.intan's hse..it was a short notice..n she only prepared laksa, banana fritters, roll pie w chicken curry filling (nadd..dlm bhs susah nyer yea..hehe..), rojak, caramel n murtabak raja - for 15 ppl..hahahahahah..like i said, it was a short notice..i dunno wat else will b on d dining table if we told her earlier..thank you k.intan...

ahhh..time 2 go back..my husband juz called..i hv 2 go back by bus..i hate short notice like tis..i'll missed 5:50 pm U2 rapidkl..aaarrrrrgghhhhh..

2 b cont...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Happy Daddy's Day!!

"A father is always making his baby into a little woman. And when she is a woman he turns her back again." -- Enid Bagnold

None of you can ever be proud enough of being the child of SUCH a Father who has not his equal in this world-so great, so good, so faultless. Try, all of you, to follow in his footsteps and don't be discouraged, for to be really in everything like him none of you, I am sure, will ever be. Try, therefore, to be like him in some points, and you will have acquired a great deal." -- Victoria, Queen of England

"That is the thankless position of the father in the family-the provider for all, and the enemy of all." -- J. August Strindberg

"Blessed indeed is the man who hears many gentle voices call him father!" -- Lydia M. Child

Terengganu, here we come

Yayyy!! tomorrow i'm goin back to tganu, my mak's hometown, for mu cousin's; Aman, wedding..

It's d 1st long journey to ayyen..i dunno how he'll b along d journey..i juz hope he sleep most of the time we r on road..my husband plan 2 start d journey around 5 am or right after subuh..it's about d same time wit aneen's sleeping time..

we all gonna stay at mak long's hse..it's gonna be very pack there, dat's wat i heard from mak lar..hehe..pack punn pack lar, sure very happening..it's been a while since d last gathering we had..

as for me, d last time i went back to tganu was raya last year..& i was there because aman shah had his TNB open hse raya..aneen was like few months only..and we were there like 2 weeks after raya..so we met only uncles and aunties who still lives there..juz few left..others 'migrated' to kl already..heheheeh..but whenever we met, it's like all makang ikang, g jalang..u won't have any idea dat actually some of us even born in kl..rite nadd?? hmm..

so..d wedding is between ahmad azman tajudin & juliana sharida..aman is my ayah de's eldest n basically this is ayah de's 1st kenduri..unfortunately d timing is x rite..x many of my cousins will be around..u c, my mak has 15 siblings, n it also means i have around 80++ cousins n i dun want to count how many nieces n nephews we all have..it's like, u have 2 start ur saving for angpau since now!!! (for anyone dat their acc balance like me lar kan..)

back 2 d wedding story..hehe..d akad nikah will b on d 14 june, tis saturday..n d kenduri at ayah de's hse will b on d nxt day, 15 june..

i took leave til tis monday, so i dunno whether i'll b back on d 15 or 16...

oo yeah..we collected money..some of us wanna buy presents themselves..but for those who joined d collection team, we managed to get around RM1400++..my wami bought a fridge..she went back there yesterday n mak said she told d shop person to wrap d fridge nicely!! hahahahahah..how nice?? i dunno..i can't wait 2 c it tomorrow..

So guys..wish us safe journey..n save fuel!! hahahaha..huwaaaaaaaaaaa..i dunno how much it's goin to cost us..hopefully x dat much..(in your dream lar!!!)

Monday, June 9, 2008

Not feeling well

Hi all..am sorry for not updating this blog..my babies all are not feeling well at the moment..my sleeping hour?? so weng like the fuel lar..aduhhh..

Juz wanna share something with u, d beloved readers..

Last Friday we went to d clinic..aneen's temperature is not likelly encouraging..sometimes she'so hot..while ayyen there's up & down..so we brought them 2 c d doctor..n of coz Klinik Famili TTDI, and d doc was Dr Soraya..(i like her face; so soft n so lawa..)

Ayyen's temp was 37.5 degrees..
Aneen's temp was 38 degrees..

Aneen was amazingly behaved..usually its very hard 2 bring her to sit still n let d doc do d check-up..even if im x feeling well, d doc also found it very hard 2 check me because of my overprotective daughter..but tis time, she let d doc take d temperature, check her chest n lung n she opened her mouth when d doc asked her to do so..hahahahaha..so big gal lar my princess..

And while d doc had her check-up, i asked Aneen..juz 2 distract her..

"Aneen nk ubat??"
"Nanak..nanak ubat..ubat x tedap.."

Hahahahahha..Dr Soraya juz laughed.."x tedap ker??" still her answer was, "nanak..ubat x tedap.." hahahahahaha..

So, as a return for her refusing 2 take any medication, i asked d doc 2 insert d pill inside her b***..heheh..she cried, but not as loud as she always do..

U have 2 choose aneen, it's either u take ur medication thru ur mouth or thru ur b***..i won't take NO for answer...

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Guess who??

It was raining and I dunno where's their blankies..so i juz took mak's tudung and put it on Ayyen..at 1st he was mad..then he's like, i'm d son, u r d mother, do watever u want..hahahahaha..





Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Mummy..UP!!!

Its been this way since d last 2 days; when i was sleeping, aneen woke me up.."mummy..up..angun mummy..up.." and she asked me for something..


the first day it happened 2 days ago..me n my husband went to our friend's wedding at Dewan Perdana Felda..we left aneen & ayyen at mak's dat night..hehe..that day aneen woke up at 1:00pm!! and after that she didn't sleep at all..hehe..she was playing around n watching her ceria n playhouse disney channel..


So we left them around 7++ after maghrib..hehe..ayyen was asleep at first..we waited til he woke up by himself but it seems hopeless..mayb he was very sleepy n tired bcoz he didn't sleep much that day..ahh..all tis happened 2 days ago, means on sunday k..so we woke ayyen n changed his diaper and cloth n brought him to mak's house..so, i left ayyen n aneen very fresh n so awake okay...


We went back around 11:30..(mak already told me to come back not so late!! hehe..cannot promise aa mak..) from outside i could hear aneen's crying..when i came in, she was crying with closed eyes and mak tried to put her back to sleep..ayyen was sleeping..mak said aneen was asleep around 9 something n ayyen 1 hour later..ayyen juz woke up juz now n mak gave him milk and he juz continued his sleeping handsome..


Hmm..should i repeat the fact that aneen slept at 9 and now it's like 11 something n she still wanna sleep?? and ayyen was asleep like since 2 hours ago and still sleeping?? in my head, huwaaaaaaaaaaaa..what time i'm going to sleep?? tomorrow i'm working..aduhhh..and how should i bring rayyan home without make him awake???


Suddenly mak said, ayyen tinggal sini lar..if u take him, he'll awake then what time he's going to sleep again?? huhuuuuu..settle 1 problem..aneen mak?? bawak dia balik lar..hahahahahaha..this is when we can apply what orang Melayu or orang tua-tua always said, Langit tak selalunya cerah..hehehe..


So, i brought aneen home..my husband asked me, where's ayyen?? Ayyen sleep at mak's house..i planned to sleep over at mak as well because me n ayyen never been apart before..but, what time should i go to mak's?? aneen definately will want to come with me..i asked my husband to come with me, but he's too tired to move already..(i wonder where his promised on he's going to take care of aneen tonite when he took d coffee at d ballroom juz now went..) so i guess i'll juz wait til aneen sleep than i'll go to mak's house..


Suddenly..mummyy..mummy..angunn..up!! mummy..ohh..i fall asleep in front of the tv..what aneen?? what do u want?? mummyy..butakk!! butakk!! she showed me her TWISTIES pack on her right hand and her bowl on her left hand!! aduhh..i looked at the clock, it's 1:30 AM already!! huhuuu..huwaaaaa..hahahahahah..huhuuu..i dunno what is the right thing 2 say here..i juz took d twisties n put half of it into d bowl..she juz watched me n then ate her twisties while watching her playhouse disney ch..


to make it short, she slept at 5 something that morning..she's so aneen...


and last night, i went to my tailor's house..next week i'm goin back 2 terengganu..my cousin is getting married..so, i've no baju to wear..(hahahahahaha..really???) so, after i cooked d dinner, again, we went to my tailor's house..my husband put aneen n ayyen inside d car get their milk ready..when i came in inside the car, aneen showed me her sunglasses..hahahaha..it is night lar syg..nobody is wearing sunglasses during night time..she asked me, cantekk?? canteekk..syg mummy mmg canteekk..so panca sitara..and she's not wearing hers, she was wearing her daddy's adidas (if im x mistaken lar..he's such a collector..)..so u can imagine d sunglasses is so big for her face..


Not that far from our house, not even reach greenwood yet, aneen fell asleep already..hahahha..my husband said, i thought she was adjusting d specs..and the truth is she was struggling not to fall..n i tried to take the specs frm her, "eeehhhhh.." HAHAHAHAHAHA..so trendy n rugged lar my daughter..


Hmm..so we came back and reach home around 9:30pm n aneen still sleeping..hehe..when my husband put her in front of the tv, then only she awoke..so, what time she's goin to sleep tonite?? No!! the question should be restructure..What time she fell asleep THIS MORNING?? mm..nobody knows..


N as usual, suddenly..mummy..mummy...angun!! mummy..up!! mummy..yea aneen..why?? mummy..nak u'uk..AAAAAA?? i looked at the clock..it's 3:30AM..mm..what else she wanna throw away at tis hour?????


2 nites in a row, aneen woke me up and asked for something..i wonder, tonite or the exact word would be, tomorrow early morning, what time she's going 2 wake me and what else does she want...

Friday, May 30, 2008

Dunno wat 2 write

feel like jotting something here..but my condition x allowed me to do so..
i feel like vomitting
so dizzying
so tired
so zombie

all bcoz - aneen slept at 6AM today!!

her sleeping time totally turning up side down till 360 degrees..like nenek kebayan u know, "siang tidur, malam berjaga.."

and everytime i wanna sleep, she'll ask me to wake up.."angun mummy..UP!!"

and everytime i yawning, tears will come out, n she'll say, "mummy..angan angissyy.."

HUWAAAAAAA..god knows there's a big flood in my heart at that time..mummy work lar sayang..

but she's only 2 yrs old..what can she understand about it?? n d most important question is, WHEN she's goin to understand it??

i forgot when was d last time i really sleeping in my room with all of them sleeping like any other babies...

anyone..pls help me..!!!!!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Thanks Maan

Before i forgot, i want to THANKS MY BELOVED HUBBY 4 SENDING & SPENDING TIME HERE, AT MY OFFICE, WITH ANEEN & AYYEN, LAST NITE..


THANK YOU..THANK YOU..THANK YOU..


U see, i'm working at a small publishing company..(so many people asking me am I working??) as a PA..hehe..2 executive chief editor..my cousin said, ala2 ugly betty lar..n then she quickly changed her sentence..but this 1 not ugly lar, pretty betty..hahahahahah..yeahh rite..(anyway, thanx k.noor..xoxoxo)

N since i've a degree in masscomm (LONG LIVE MASSCOMM UITM!!), to make it sounds so perfect, majoring in journalism, i kinda also need to do some editing, translating and writings as well..depends on what my boss want me to do..its like sharpen my blunt writing skills..hehe..

2 make it short (i'm infected with my nadd disease), yesterday was our deadline for our special issue..so everyone were so busy finishing or at least trying 2 finish whatever articles, news, write ups dat they have to do..so did i..but then it's still like unfinished business..usually, since im only incharge in admin, so when everyone else stayback at the office, i can juz go back home on time to my babies..

But yesterday once i stepped into my hubby's car, my phone started ringing..my office number appeared on d screen..we went 2 giant, still got few calls..mm..i don't do much, but i do help..and when we came home, aneen was sleeping..it was around 7:30pm (huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...) n ayyen juz woke up..so i told my husband, i think i wanna go 2 d office after dinner..n b4 we had our dinner, ayyen slept again..hhahahahah..so lucky them..

Around 10, Aneen woke up..it's about time, so we went to my office..n there, my husband waited there with Aneen n Ayyen till i finish helping watever i can help lar..aneen was playing around..hehe..like she works there as well..

After 2 hours, about 12, we went back home..n u guys know something, around 2 hours in the office, x sign of sleeping or wanted to sleep from aneen or ayyen..only d daddy kept yawning..poor daddy..

THANK YOU MAAN..U JUZ CAME BACK FROM PENANG AND U WERE SO TIRED BUT U STILL WANTED 2 SEND & COME WITH ME TO THE OFFICE..LUV U..MMMUUUUAAAAAHHHH......

PAMPERS, anyone??

Hmm..PAMPERS, anyone?? I have 10 at my house at the moment..yesterday my husband called me, "yang, pampers hari nie kat Giant, RM26.99"..so, he fetched me from work and we went straight to Giant Batu Caves..

The store limit it 2 3 packs per person..usually, my husband will take 3 and i'll take another 3..so we are save like til the following month..both Aneen & Ayyen are using pampers..the usual price would be RM36.99 at Giant and RM44 at Sogo..so much different, which i dunno why..so, every weekend, my husband always look at any hypermarket sale ads to see whether there's any sale on Pampers or not..

It all started when i was still pregnant of Aneen..mak taught me to start buying pampers, whatever brand, from now on..so dat u always ready sith stocks and won't feel so pain when u need to buy more pampers, in d middle of the month..so, when Aneen came out, 5 packs of pampers, variety brands were ready 2 be used..hehe..and that habit still going on now, it's a good habit wat..ddduuuhhh..

Aneen is using L, Ayyen is M..but i think Ayyen need to use L when hi finished his M pack..at Mak's house, still got stocks..d packs that u see in the picture only at my house..at Mak's, there's more..hehehe..

Having 2 babies need you to plan your budget wisely..as 4 me, this is 1 of the way..this month we buy pampers, nxt month we can spend the money to something else..or we can juz save it..mayb we can spend it on their milk..hehe..wait til i tell you about their so lips licking good milk..

So, last nite we juz 'donated' another RM162.00 to Giant..mm...so generous...

Monday, May 26, 2008

1st Fall!!

Yesterday we went 2 Giant 2 buy some groceries (SOME?? RM190.30..thank u daddy..mmmuahhhh..)..Aneen was sitting inside d trolley and Ayyen was wit me in d baby carrier..

While we were shopping, aneen suddenly wanna walk by herself..she didn't want to be held or carried.."nak alan.." ok fine, alan..so she walked here n there..so free n so big girl..i think those in giant yesterday recognised my voice already.."Aneenn!!" "yea mummy.." we were like dat almost all d time..aduhhh..

finally, we were DONE!! okeh..so we all went back..on d way out, in front of d entrance, aneen fell down..she started 2 cry..ya ALLAH, she fell at d road, there's a slope there n she's so 2 yrs old walking..i took her and carried her..she almost quit crying when she saw d blood on her both knees..ARRRRGGHHHH..she cried even louder..poor her..

ayyen was smiling n playing with his sister..everytime aneen's crying, ayyen will start laughing, smiling n playing..hehe..so naughty..

aneen fall asleep inside d car on d way back..

when we got home, i clean d wounds n put some afiat on it..she started crying again..aduhh..pity her..1st time in her life..hahahahha..she doesn't know, more 2 come in future..heheheh..
she tried 2 hide her wounds with her elmo's leg..look at her sad face..so hurt u know..only those who had it knows how it feels..hahhahahahha..poor my lil princess...

They Are Not Twins!!



Everywhere we go, people will ask, twin?? Hehe..NO!! They are different by 14 mths..hehe..


When Aneen was a baby, people always said dat she looks like her opah..my mother lar..if dat so, means, looks like me lar..Nooo..like her opah..like me lar..only cuter..hahahahaha..poyo lar those people..my daughter, looks like me lar..10 hours of laboring, u want 2 give credits 2 others aa?? wat lar u..



Now Ayyen is 7 mths..n people says he looks like his tokmi..my mother in law..PULAAAKKKK..weiii..my son lar..of coz lar looks like me also..thou only 4 hours in dat cold scary witty labor room, he's mine u know..

When Aneen was born, d nurse in d labor room told me, "Puan, anak Puan ada lesung pipit.." hehe..i juz smiled, alhamdulillah..however she's gonna look like when she grows up, i dun care, she'll always look sweet..i dunno..those who have dimples, always look sweet, rite?? im sure my Adik, Cutam n Nadd agrees wit tis tot...

Hehe..my best friend, mizan said, "doh anok dio, sumo nok ikut supo dio..sikit pung dio x wi rupo oghe laing.." So, they looks like me lar..basically..they have my eyes..they have my features..they have my love..

(hahahahaha..wat love got to do wit all tis?? i also dunno..juz feel so dizzy rite now..mayb due 2 d bihun dat i ate during lunch juz now..i think we cannot eat bihun 4 lunch..my cousin nadd also had bihun 4 lunch 2day, n rite now she's also suffering of headache like me..mm..so lalut..)
Ehh daddy..dun worry..they got ur name with them..hehe..dat 1 registered in BC, IC n all u know..so, they are also yours lar..
Still..they both are not twin..i dunno why people keep asking dat..they have d same head..their hair amount, also almost d same..but d sizes r different..rayyan is 7.7kg last week..n nazneen i think is around 11kg now..1 is walking, running around already, n another 1 is still in d stroller..twin?? which part??

the above pic was Aneen when she was same age as ayyen now..in tis 2 pics, aneen and ayyen look d same..when i was pregnant 4 d 2nd time, we had a 3D scan..d baby inside looked exactly like aneen..hahahaha..d face, d chin, d nose..everything..when he came out, also looks like aneen..but now, they have their own looks..of coz lar kan..hehe..

Amazingly, 1 looks like my mother, n another 1 looks like my mother-in-law..n people still say they r twin...subhanallah..

Lil Hairless Armies

Hmm..last friday i took a leave..mak had 2 send Adik to Matriks Melaka..and no one else going to take care aneen n ayyen..so who else going 2 take care of them if not their mother..so I had 2 stay wit dat 2 lil hairless armies..hehehe..so scary..but yeah, i was stucked wit my own babies, on last sweet long friday...



In the morning, it's not dat hard..because aneen woke up around 1:45 pm!! hehe..so relax aa..x really..she slept at 5:15am!!!!!! Luckily i didn't have 2 go 2 work, so i stayed up wit her..n i was very lucky because she ALLOWED me 2 watch cinemax ch..hahahahah..not so boring lar..so unlucky lar d daddy..he failed to watch d MU-Chelsea match because his princess controlled d tv..sorry daddy..u juz need to learn more on child psychology..i wasn't only got 2 watch my movie, but she watched it 2gthr with me..hehe..;)

So..i cleaned d house, washed and dried d clothes, cook, n so on n so on lar..wat we always do when we the wife are home lar..ayyen woke up around 10 something n then slept again around 11:30..well..so many things could b done when they r sleeping..there i found d meaning of d word PEACEFUL..hehe..



But of coz, once their eyes r open, there goes d real world..hehe..malay says, baru tahu langit tinggi rendah..i can't do anything..both of them will follow me..aneen will b like my small shadow..n ayyen, will follow with his walker..even 2 d kitchen..hahahahahaaa..there's a time when i know ppl around dat area can hear my voice..aduhhh..they juz dunno how 2 shut up n stay still..



Hehe..like i always said, it's very tiring..but they are my sweetheart..x matter how tired i am, end of d day, when they look for me 2 get them 2 sleep, all d tiredness gone..my body, still got weaken..but my spirit n my love, grow stronger..but, i do wish i had a maid..i wish...