Now it's not KENAPA, it's APSAL

Last Tuesday my cousin Nuzli came with her preggie wife Aishah to our house..they are expecting their 1st baby..alhamdulillah..juz want to share the conversation between Aishah, me and Aneen..

Aishah : Dalam perut auntie punn ada baby tau..

and she kissed ayyen and aneen goodbye..

and looking confusedly at me,

Aneen : Mummy..APSAL auntie eat orang??

huhhh?? me and aishah looked at each other and burst out our laughs..

Me : haahh auntie..apsal auntie eat orang??

Aishah : (hahahahaaha..) Auntie tak boleh jawab lar..sorry Nazneen..

Aneen : Mummy..APSAL auntie eat orang??

Me : Baby yang dalam perut auntie tue nk eat..dia x pandai eat
sendiri..so dia duduk dulu dlm perut auntie..nnt dia dh
pandai eat sendiri, dia keluar...(ok tak my answer??
huhuuuuuu)

and then aneen juz keep quite and continued watching her higglytown heroes..fuhh..what a relief..

well..i need to read more and more books, articles and jurnals..she'll ask millions of weird questions..and i need to give answer that suits her age and knowledge..susah wooo!! and soon ayyen will join her..arrggghhh...

Got attacked by gastroentritis

Yesterday my apak's cousin, celebrated her birthday..hehe..kinda weird - an old lady celebrating her own bday - every year without missed!! Again, she celebrated her own birthday k, the majlis (party is really not suite in this case) was organised by her..i think she bought the cake herself..hahahaha..funny..but if she's happy that way, who are we to say things?? hehe..i know i did saying things here..duhhh!!

well..there i had nasi bukhari, curry meat and melons..and a PRAWN!! got chickens and all, but i didn't take it..it didn't look that yummy, if u get wat i meant..as for dessert i took some pengat pisang..ok lar tue..i'm getting fatter..hehe..fatter fatiha..mm..sounds nice..

oo yeah..this bday majlis took place during lunch hour - my parents came to my office and we went to the house in bukit damansara..after that i came back to the office..

the story began around 4 o'clock..i was doing my job - yesterday was my deadline..and looking for bills that needed from my colleague..i feel uneased with my stomach..usually i will come home late than other day during the deadline day but yesterday sharp 5:30 i went back with my colleague..my stomach is getting uneased more and more..

when i got home, i just lied down on bed and reading my novel - rooftop rant by hlovate..but the pain was sooooooooooooooo hurt..i was like pusing-pusing and guling-guling and gulung-gulung on the bed..sakit giler k..after maghrib my husband brought me to the clinic..i vomit on the way..luckily we had plastic bag inside the car..we dunno when we gonna need it...

so we went to Pusat Perubatan Kohilal and again, i was so lucky, my fav Doc Rainey Azmi was there..he checked me, which part of my stomach was hurt..and he said my body is hot - hot in temperature k..not hot, HOT!! hhahhaha..and diagnosed me with GASTROENTRITIS..i heard it for the first time..he said something like infectious in my saluran pemakanan..aa?? the whole stomach was hurt..i can't move..so that it was?? so right now i'm browsing the net to know what i'm having..;)

Gastroenteritis Causes

Gastroenteritis has many causes. Viruses and bacteria are the most common.

Viruses and bacteria are very contagious and can spread through contaminated food or water. In up to 50% of diarrheal outbreaks, no specific agent is found. Improper handwashing following a bowel movement or handling a diaper can spread the disease from person to person.

Gastroenteritis caused by viruses may last one to two days. On the other hand, bacterial cases can last for a longer period of time.

Viruses

Fifty to seventy percent of cases of gastroenteritis in adults are caused by the noroviruses.

Rotavirus is the leading cause of infection in children.

Other viruses that cause gastrointestinal symptoms include:

• Adenoviruses
  
  
• Parvoviruses
  
  
• Astroviruses

Bacteria

Bacteria may cause gastroenteritis directly by infecting the walls of the stomach and intestine. As well, some bacteria like Staphylococcus aureus can form a toxin that is the cause of symptoms. Staph is a common type of food poisoning.

Escherichia coli can cause significant problems, and one type of the bacteria, E. coli O157:H7 can also affect kidney function.

Salmonella, Shigella and Campylobacter

Salmonella, Shigella and Campylobacter are also common causes of illness.

• Salmonella - the cause of typhoid fever is contracted from handling poultry or reptiles such as turtles that carry the germs
  
  
• Campylobacter - from the consumption of undercooked meat, unpasteurized milk
  
  
• Shigella - typically spread from person to person

Clostridium difficile

Clostridium difficile (C difficile) bacteria may overgrow in the large intestine after a patient has been on antibiotics for an infection.

Parasites and protozoans

These tiny organisms are less frequently responsible for intestinal irritation. You may become infected by one of these by drinking contaminated water. Swimming pools are common places to come in contact with these parasites. Common parasites include these:

• Giardia - The most frequent cause of waterborne diarrhea, causing giardiasis
  
  
• Cryptosporidium - Affects mostly people with weakened immune systems and causes watery diarrhea

Other common causes

Gastroenteritis that is not contagious to others can be caused by chemical toxins, most often found in seafood, food allergies, heavy metals, antibiotics, and other medications.

perghhhh..so i got it from the prawn..only had one prawn and it really hit me aa..so i got berbondong-bondong pahit pills frm the doc..and 2 days mc!! oo yeah..doc said i demam..mm..didn't care about that at first..but, ok..and again, i got mc for 2 days..yeahh..long wiken for me..yabedabedu....

ouch!! it hurts!! no move involving stomach movement please..tq...

ok..ok..mummy highlight ayyen pulak...

these past few entries, i always talked about aneen..seems like bias lak kan..so unfair..ok..ok..this entry mummy will talk about u my dear rayyan irtiza..

rayyan irtiza..1 yr old and 8 mth..soon, becoming 2..mm..what he can do now??

- walking..cannot stop..only stop when it's time for MILK!! he is one but he is everywhere (when we are inside the house lar kan..)

- riding a.k.a 'rempit'ing..allah..if u see him with his bikes, and the way he turned the bikes, and the way he climb the hill of pillows with his bikes, u'll think that he must be the best student of any rempit school..(tok likes to watch him doing the 'stunt'..smiling all the way whenever his grandson is in action..)

- acting..mm..whenever i got upset or mad of them (which is almost all the time lar kan..), he'll make face..then he'll go into the room..sitting on the bed, and then smiling alone..can aa?? mummy tgh mrh dia nie..dia main2 cantu lg..aduhhh..

- reading..hahahaha..alhamdulillah, juz like his eldest sister..he juz love to read..now his opah is teaching him alif ba ta..hehe..after bismillah, he straightly goes to ba..forgot about alif..then looking for nun, ghin..hahaha..skip all other alphabets..mana boleh dik..and then he'll jump to wassalamu..hahahahhaa...

- fighting..fav fighting par title would goes to uncle T, my second brother..allah..uncle T juz call out his name, he starts making face already..and the fighting begin..letih dgr..sometimes uncle T got hit by anything nearer to opah or mummy or opah and mummy..definately the things flew from our hands lar kan..

- talking..hehe..mak told me, yesterday's breakfast, she was eating alone with ayyen..she fed ayyen ns goreng..after the 1st bite, ayyen said to her, "opah..cedappp.." hehe..mak said, "mak sorg jer..tahan jer lar gelak..pandai sgt cedapp cedap nyer.." hehe..and many more other words..and he can like answer our questions in sentences..alhamdulillah, my kids cepat jalan n cepat bercakap..it is juz we need to control where they are going and what they want to say..ahh..whenever i marah him, he'll say to me, don't do that..apa?? up to me lar..i'm your mummy..huhhh..

- dressing up..hahahaha..yeah, it's true..i'm not making stories..perhaps, i shall say that he's better than aneen..he juz loves playing with my and mak's tudung..playing with the hat..and shoes..and whatever, that can he can put on him and make he look at the mirror and said, "cantikkk.."..aduss..this part very dangerous..i need to really control on this matter..cuak k..

mm..what else ayyen?? tell me..ahhh..i know..i know..

- biting..mm..for this past few days, he juz love to bite his sister..everytime they fight over the books, bikes or anything, usually bikes, he'll bite her..everyday, in this week, when i came back home, i'll see the 'hate' bite on aneen's arm, back, chest..hehe..way to go adik..well he won't start if aneen didn't start 1st..she juz loves taking whatever adik is playing with..saja kay, purposedly (dh redundant lar plak)..so, she deserves it lar..but still, i'll marah ayyen juz to show that, it is bad to do that..

what else?? dunno lar ayyen..my mind is jammed rite now..daddy is asking for udang goreng n bawang byk2..those bawang kat umah already expired..mummy is thinking of 'taking' some bawangs from opah's..hehe..

okeh..i'll jot some more when i remember..as for now, thats it..luv u ayyen..mmmuuuaaahhhhh...

From my hubby with love..

i know this cost u lots of sweats and hours and thots..
yeah..some people can get 7 of this easily..
so what??
it's from my husband okay..
thank you maan..
really luv it..
like i said, nnt bg lg yea..
hehe..it doesn't have to be the same thing..
hahahhaa..
this is what i call as
"TESTAMENT OF LOVE"
not because of the price..
but for the sacrifices you made to get it for me..

and you old man (phone), get lost!!
hhahahahhaa...

and my princess already posing with it..
becareful aneen..it's priceless...

First Time!!

yayy!! got it already..the story began two weeks ago and its FRIDAY!! hehe..usually i will go out on friday..well, when else i could go around without having to shout calling names in public or changing diapers or stop for preparing milk for the kids?? my fav spot, definately Jalan TAR or Sogo or Sogo AND Jalan TAR..hehe..

but last two weeks i had so many cores need to be done in the office..my colleagues all asking me why aren't u out?? "Imam masjid Sogo dah panggil tue.." hahahaha..yeah..yeah..yeah..say whatever u want..my work gives me pay..without the pay, imam Sogo panggil ker imam masjid wilayah ker, i cannot go anywhere u know..

well..still..not going anywhere, doesn't mean i'm not windowing anything..hahahaha..been so berkenan with the tshirt bought by Ilin for her babies..so i tried for the first time, buying online thing - bought the tshirt..so i made order and paid online (thanks maybank2u!!) ..hehe..after a week waiting, i got it last nite..yeahhuuu..nice tshirt..juz like shown in the blog..thanks nora for sending me the tshirts..and thanks ilin for giving me the add..nnt bagi lagi yea apa-apa yang menarik...

aneen was so happy..she juz can't wait to wear it..hahahaha..tunggu yea aneen..nie baju raya ke-8 tau..sabar...

"kenapa Aneen pandai??"

nazneen insyirah is gonna be 3 next month - exactly a month after today..she's going to be 3 but somehow we do think she's more than 3..whenever she's gaduh with her adik, she'll get upset and say things like, "eiii budak nie..bukan macam tue.." - hey aneen, u are different by 14 months only..not that old..or she'll say "adik, jangan main purse opah..nnt opah marah" - adik starts playing with purse opah when adik 1st saw her playing with purse opah - with all the cards, coins and notes..and last nite when apak was having his dinner, i heard aneen said to ayyen, "adik..jangan main kuah.." and few seconds after that, i heard opah said, "oo..marah adik jangan main kuah, dia main tak apa.." kantoiii..

at that age, she can think and different things right or wrong already..but still, she's a lil kid..even she knows it is wrong, still she want to do it..the 'i-want-to-do-that-instinct' is inside her..hehe..become like mummy ahh..good girl...

the thing that we really cannot stand nowadays is when she starts asking kenapa this and kenapa that..aduhh..almost all the time she'll asking questions..and yeah, sometimes, we do have the answers..and sometimes we don't know what to answer..and most of the time, we are lazy to say or answering things..it's very tiring when she juz keep repeating the question..

mak told me, aneen woke up one morning and asking about makcik nuyu (k.nurul that always come and clean mak's house and live in front of the house).."opah..makcik nuyu ada x??" and then mak who was doing housework at that time juz said to her, "makcik nuyu work..work..work.." and mak add some more, "kakak (k.nurul's eldest and 16yrs old) school..school..school.." aneen looked at her confusedly "why opah ckp banyak-banyak??" hahahahhaa..mak had to tahan gelak (rasakan mak..), and said to aneen, "opah nk work..nnt aneen tny opah banyak-banyak.." and so then, she didn't ask mak about k.nurul anymore..she juz waited for k.nurul to come and then after k.nurul finished her work, aneen will go to her house to play with kakak..

"mummy..kenapa baby menangis??" "mummy..kenapa daddy dia tak hug dia??" "mummy..kenapa mummy work??" and so many others kenapa...

yesterday, i came back from work and saw my brother's car..oo..he came back from lumut..he juz called me on sunday asking to speak with anak sedara saya - aneen and ayyen lar..and now he's in front of me..this boy, always play and make jokes like that..all of suddent, he's home..and then, he juz went back..so yesterday he came back juz for a while..he said he's from klang and need to go back to lumut immediately because he need to finish his report by tonite blablablabla..

ayyen and aneen are so manja with their maulana..so they were following him from back to front, front to back..they were like his lil shadow(s)..hehe..and i asked ayyen, "ayyen, maulana work where??" ayyen said, "lumut.." pandaii..and aneen suddenly said "kay marine mummy.." i praised her, "pandai aneen.." and she asked me, "mummy, kenapa aneen pandai??" hahahahaha..my adik's friend was there, laughing..my apak was behind aneen, smiling..and i juz said to her, "mummy punn tak tau kenapa aneen pandai..tp mummy bersyukur sangat aneen pandai.." that was the best kenapa that i had..i'm so thankful with God gifts..just ask me anything aneen, i don't mind..if i cannot answer, ask daddy..he also doesn't mind..kan daddy??

the only reason why i won't forget michael jackson

it happened in 1993..after my PMR (it was the 1st yr known as PMR and the new system of education for form three has been applied) (ehh..why it always happened during our years aa?? UPSR punn kita kena dulu, PMR punn kita jugak..hmm..)

nobody cared about us..nobody was bothered with whatever we were doing..they were all buzy with their studies and coming exams - final year, SPM and STPM!! so we were all like u r free and do whatever u wanna do, as long as u r inside the schoolgate..hehe..

so, as to show that the teachers still doing their job, many activities were held..like drama, nasyid (sekolah agama mana blh buat pertandingan karaoke..), pantun&syair competition, and i also forgot whatever i had that time..i was living in my-friends-own-world!! i think they also had netball competition between classes..there were 3 ummu habibah, ummu kalthsom, ummu salamah and ummu umairah..i was in 3 ummu salamah..

seriously..i couldn't remember any of the activities..i juz remembered we were moving from library (school library) to maktabah (hostel library - it is a library in arabic..;))..took the attendance..and then i think we were soooo free..(but i knw there's one eye that always following me and my other 11 frens - she's the reason why the whole school looked at us as we were such a trouble group in that school)..

but i do remember this one activity..english nasyid..every class need to present a nasyid but in english..the funny part is i also what was the song that sang by my classmates..seriously..i tried and tried and tried..nope..i totally forgot..besides, it was like 16 years ago!! (maaaaaaaaa..so old ahh?? that long?? waaahhhhhhhhh..) and i still remember the song that won that english nasyid competition..the 1st time i heard it, i also like it..and i definately know that this song will win..

whoever in 3 ummu kalthom that chose the song, congratulations..u were such a brilliant, who think outside of the box..i nvr thought that we actually allowed to do that..please know people, in 1993, it was hard to find an english nasyid..seriously..we juz had ..aaa..what was that group name?? the nasyid group from wat, smap kajang?? huwaaaaaaaa..i'm getting older..need to eat kismis aa balik nie...

the song was heal the world by no other than deceased michael jackson a.k.a allahyarham mikael..it has deep meaning and everytime i heard this song i remember the nasyid competition..and it reminds me whatever me and my friends were doing being a teenager..hahahha..so naughty..or we were juz being normal and other peoples were soooooo muslimah solehah..

we might not be the best that she hoped and wanted us to be, at that time..but gals, today we are someone and somebody that we should proud of..and these all were not because of her..we had our time and we cherished our moments..we did make our school a better place for us at that time..seriously, we did...

Heal The World lyrics

little girl talking

((i think about the gererations
and thay say thay want to make it
a better place for our children & our children's children
so that thay thay thay know it's a better world for them
and i think thay can make it a better place))


There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me

You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
heal the wordl we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)