Dunno wat 2 write

feel like jotting something here..but my condition x allowed me to do so..
i feel like vomitting
so dizzying
so tired
so zombie

all bcoz - aneen slept at 6AM today!!

her sleeping time totally turning up side down till 360 degrees..like nenek kebayan u know, "siang tidur, malam berjaga.."

and everytime i wanna sleep, she'll ask me to wake up.."angun mummy..UP!!"

and everytime i yawning, tears will come out, n she'll say, "mummy..angan angissyy.."

HUWAAAAAAA..god knows there's a big flood in my heart at that time..mummy work lar sayang..

but she's only 2 yrs old..what can she understand about it?? n d most important question is, WHEN she's goin to understand it??

i forgot when was d last time i really sleeping in my room with all of them sleeping like any other babies...

anyone..pls help me..!!!!!

Thanks Maan

Before i forgot, i want to THANKS MY BELOVED HUBBY 4 SENDING & SPENDING TIME HERE, AT MY OFFICE, WITH ANEEN & AYYEN, LAST NITE..

THANK YOU..THANK YOU..THANK YOU..

U see, i'm working at a small publishing company..(so many people asking me am I working??) as a PA..hehe..2 executive chief editor..my cousin said, ala2 ugly betty lar..n then she quickly changed her sentence..but this 1 not ugly lar, pretty betty..hahahahahah..yeahh rite..(anyway, thanx k.noor..xoxoxo)

N since i've a degree in masscomm (LONG LIVE MASSCOMM UITM!!), to make it sounds so perfect, majoring in journalism, i kinda also need to do some editing, translating and writings as well..depends on what my boss want me to do..its like sharpen my blunt writing skills..hehe..

2 make it short (i'm infected with my nadd disease), yesterday was our deadline for our special issue..so everyone were so busy finishing or at least trying 2 finish whatever articles, news, write ups dat they have to do..so did i..but then it's still like unfinished business..usually, since im only incharge in admin, so when everyone else stayback at the office, i can juz go back home on time to my babies..

But yesterday once i stepped into my hubby's car, my phone started ringing..my office number appeared on d screen..we went 2 giant, still got few calls..mm..i don't do much, but i do help..and when we came home, aneen was sleeping..it was around 7:30pm (huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...) n ayyen juz woke up..so i told my husband, i think i wanna go 2 d office after dinner..n b4 we had our dinner, ayyen slept again..hhahahahah..so lucky them..

Around 10, Aneen woke up..it's about time, so we went to my office..n there, my husband waited there with Aneen n Ayyen till i finish helping watever i can help lar..aneen was playing around..hehe..like she works there as well..

After 2 hours, about 12, we went back home..n u guys know something, around 2 hours in the office, x sign of sleeping or wanted to sleep from aneen or ayyen..only d daddy kept yawning..poor daddy..

THANK YOU MAAN..U JUZ CAME BACK FROM PENANG AND U WERE SO TIRED BUT U STILL WANTED 2 SEND & COME WITH ME TO THE OFFICE..LUV U..MMMUUUUAAAAAHHHH......

PAMPERS, anyone??

Hmm..PAMPERS, anyone?? I have 10 at my house at the moment..yesterday my husband called me, "yang, pampers hari nie kat Giant, RM26.99"..so, he fetched me from work and we went straight to Giant Batu Caves..

The store limit it 2 3 packs per person..usually, my husband will take 3 and i'll take another 3..so we are save like til the following month..both Aneen & Ayyen are using pampers..the usual price would be RM36.99 at Giant and RM44 at Sogo..so much different, which i dunno why..so, every weekend, my husband always look at any hypermarket sale ads to see whether there's any sale on Pampers or not..

It all started when i was still pregnant of Aneen..mak taught me to start buying pampers, whatever brand, from now on..so dat u always ready sith stocks and won't feel so pain when u need to buy more pampers, in d middle of the month..so, when Aneen came out, 5 packs of pampers, variety brands were ready 2 be used..hehe..and that habit still going on now, it's a good habit wat..ddduuuhhh..

Aneen is using L, Ayyen is M..but i think Ayyen need to use L when hi finished his M pack..at Mak's house, still got stocks..d packs that u see in the picture only at my house..at Mak's, there's more..hehehe..

Having 2 babies need you to plan your budget wisely..as 4 me, this is 1 of the way..this month we buy pampers, nxt month we can spend the money to something else..or we can juz save it..mayb we can spend it on their milk..hehe..wait til i tell you about their so lips licking good milk..

So, last nite we juz 'donated' another RM162.00 to Giant..mm...so generous...

1st Fall!!

Yesterday we went 2 Giant 2 buy some groceries (SOME?? RM190.30..thank u daddy..mmmuahhhh..)..Aneen was sitting inside d trolley and Ayyen was wit me in d baby carrier..

While we were shopping, aneen suddenly wanna walk by herself..she didn't want to be held or carried.."nak alan.." ok fine, alan..so she walked here n there..so free n so big girl..i think those in giant yesterday recognised my voice already.."Aneenn!!" "yea mummy.." we were like dat almost all d time..aduhhh..

finally, we were DONE!! okeh..so we all went back..on d way out, in front of d entrance, aneen fell down..she started 2 cry..ya ALLAH, she fell at d road, there's a slope there n she's so 2 yrs old walking..i took her and carried her..she almost quit crying when she saw d blood on her both knees..ARRRRGGHHHH..she cried even louder..poor her..

ayyen was smiling n playing with his sister..everytime aneen's crying, ayyen will start laughing, smiling n playing..hehe..so naughty..

aneen fall asleep inside d car on d way back..

when we got home, i clean d wounds n put some afiat on it..she started crying again..aduhh..pity her..1st time in her life..hahahahha..she doesn't know, more 2 come in future..heheheh..

she tried 2 hide her wounds with her elmo's leg..look at her sad face..so hurt u know..only those who had it knows how it feels..hahhahahahha..poor my lil princess...

They Are Not Twins!!

Everywhere we go, people will ask, twin?? Hehe..NO!! They are different by 14 mths..hehe..

When Aneen was a baby, people always said dat she looks like her opah..my mother lar..if dat so, means, looks like me lar..Nooo..like her opah..like me lar..only cuter..hahahahaha..poyo lar those people..my daughter, looks like me lar..10 hours of laboring, u want 2 give credits 2 others aa?? wat lar u..

Now Ayyen is 7 mths..n people says he looks like his tokmi..my mother in law..PULAAAKKKK..weiii..my son lar..of coz lar looks like me also..thou only 4 hours in dat cold scary witty labor room, he's mine u know..

When Aneen was born, d nurse in d labor room told me, "Puan, anak Puan ada lesung pipit.." hehe..i juz smiled, alhamdulillah..however she's gonna look like when she grows up, i dun care, she'll always look sweet..i dunno..those who have dimples, always look sweet, rite?? im sure my Adik, Cutam n Nadd agrees wit tis tot...

Hehe..my best friend, mizan said, "doh anok dio, sumo nok ikut supo dio..sikit pung dio x wi rupo oghe laing.." So, they looks like me lar..basically..they have my eyes..they have my features..they have my love..

(hahahahaha..wat love got to do wit all tis?? i also dunno..juz feel so dizzy rite now..mayb due 2 d bihun dat i ate during lunch juz now..i think we cannot eat bihun 4 lunch..my cousin nadd also had bihun 4 lunch 2day, n rite now she's also suffering of headache like me..mm..so lalut..)

Ehh daddy..dun worry..they got ur name with them..hehe..dat 1 registered in BC, IC n all u know..so, they are also yours lar..

Still..they both are not twin..i dunno why people keep asking dat..they have d same head..their hair amount, also almost d same..but d sizes r different..rayyan is 7.7kg last week..n nazneen i think is around 11kg now..1 is walking, running around already, n another 1 is still in d stroller..twin?? which part??

the above pic was Aneen when she was same age as ayyen now..in tis 2 pics, aneen and ayyen look d same..when i was pregnant 4 d 2nd time, we had a 3D scan..d baby inside looked exactly like aneen..hahahaha..d face, d chin, d nose..everything..when he came out, also looks like aneen..but now, they have their own looks..of coz lar kan..hehe..

Amazingly, 1 looks like my mother, n another 1 looks like my mother-in-law..n people still say they r twin...subhanallah..

Lil Hairless Armies

Hmm..last friday i took a leave..mak had 2 send Adik to Matriks Melaka..and no one else going to take care aneen n ayyen..so who else going 2 take care of them if not their mother..so I had 2 stay wit dat 2 lil hairless armies..hehehe..so scary..but yeah, i was stucked wit my own babies, on last sweet long friday...



In the morning, it's not dat hard..because aneen woke up around 1:45 pm!! hehe..so relax aa..x really..she slept at 5:15am!!!!!! Luckily i didn't have 2 go 2 work, so i stayed up wit her..n i was very lucky because she ALLOWED me 2 watch cinemax ch..hahahahah..not so boring lar..so unlucky lar d daddy..he failed to watch d MU-Chelsea match because his princess controlled d tv..sorry daddy..u juz need to learn more on child psychology..i wasn't only got 2 watch my movie, but she watched it 2gthr with me..hehe..;)

So..i cleaned d house, washed and dried d clothes, cook, n so on n so on lar..wat we always do when we the wife are home lar..ayyen woke up around 10 something n then slept again around 11:30..well..so many things could b done when they r sleeping..there i found d meaning of d word PEACEFUL..hehe..

But of coz, once their eyes r open, there goes d real world..hehe..malay says, baru tahu langit tinggi rendah..i can't do anything..both of them will follow me..aneen will b like my small shadow..n ayyen, will follow with his walker..even 2 d kitchen..hahahahahaaa..there's a time when i know ppl around dat area can hear my voice..aduhhh..they juz dunno how 2 shut up n stay still..

Hehe..like i always said, it's very tiring..but they are my sweetheart..x matter how tired i am, end of d day, when they look for me 2 get them 2 sleep, all d tiredness gone..my body, still got weaken..but my spirit n my love, grow stronger..but, i do wish i had a maid..i wish...

Really Tired

Aduhh..yesterday i was home around 6 smthng..alhamdulillah nazneen n rayyan already in their pyjamas..but dat would b d only thing dat i could b relieved of..towards d nite, they were so challenging n so demanding..and i feel so tired thru d nite..

and my husband - there's gonna b a BIG match between MU n Chelsea around 3 am, so he was sleeping..quite early..so i kinda warn him, if u r tired, it's ok if u wanna take a nap watsoever..but, if u sleep now, so dat u can watch ur match, u know wat i'll do..hehehehe..so garang aa..YES, I AM!!

then he woke up n play with his babies..hehe..sian lakiku..but i was really tired..look at aneen..i gave her bubur mcD..n u c wat happened..

so messy..d bubur was all over her face, d dining table, d shirt, d trouser, E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E!! n u can c d fear in her eyes..she was afraid i'm goin 2 pissed off..

n now..so dun care aa..really enjoying d mess dat she did..oh god..i have 2 take her n give her a bath..aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

n as for rayyan..he was so angry being so long in d walker..when i took him down, he was rolling all over d floor..i have an own self moving mop u know..aduhh..look at him..instead of sitting inside d walker, he prefer playing wit it..

"do watever u want mummy..i'm happy wit my toy..u can go n take care dat selfish kakak..dun worry about me.."

mm..n of all tis mess n tiring hour, i was blessed wit a 10 mins rest..aneen fell asleep around 10:30..n then ayyen took turn around 11:00..huhuuuu..n i take tis time 2 watch trek selebriti jimmy wit mama rina..hahahahhaah..they went all over d places, where mama rina used 2 school, work, lived..as far as i could remember, tis is d episode where jimmy did lot of travelling..hahahahahaha..my husband found it's very hard 2 finish his maggi n watch tis ep trek selebriti at d same time..

and around 11:15, aneen cried my name..yieeehaaaaaa..i looked at my husband n he looked at me..n then we both turn 2 look at d clock..like 15 mins after dat, ayyen woke up..huwaaaaaaaaaaa..n last nite, or early tis morning, around 4am, aneen finally fell asleep..her brother slept earlier than dat, but still x as early as other normal babies...