It's OK Deng, It's Really OK...

To the Mom of a Nursing Toddler

It’s ok that you’re the only one who can get your child to take a nap.

It’s ok that you’re the only one who can put your child to sleep at night.

It’s ok that you can’t imagine a night away from your child.

It’s ok that you can imagine a night away from your child.

It’s ok that you sometimes resent your child’s very big need for you.

It’s ok that you sometimes feel so full with radiant love when you think of your child’s very big need for you.

It’s ok that your child always, sometimes, “still” nurses in the middle of the night.

It’s ok that you offer to nurse your child when you are tired and you want to sit still on the couch for a few minutes.

It’s ok that you offer to nurse your child to ward off a tantrum.

It’s ok that you “still” offer the breast.

It’s ok that you sometimes really, really don’t want to nurse and you offer something else instead.

It’s ok that you sometimes feel touched out.

It’s ok that your skin sometimes crawls while you nurse.

It’s ok that you spend lots of nursing sessions zoned out on your phone.

It’s ok that you find warm, cozy pleasure in nursing your child.

It’s ok that you can’t imagine not sleeping right beside your child.

It’s ok that your child doesn’t sleep with you so much anymore.

It’s ok that you don’t know when you’ll wean.

It’s ok that you have no idea how your child will ever stop nursing.

It’s ok that you have a plan to gently, slowly wean your child.

It’s ok that you want to speed things along with weaning.

It’s ok that your nursing toddler nurses more than your friend’s nursing toddler.

It’s ok that your nursing toddler nurses less than your friend’s nursing toddler.

It’s ok that nursing glues the two of you together, and you “still” often feel lost when you are separated from your child.

It’s ok to wonder when you will have your life back, your body back, your sleep back.

It’s ok to savor the smell of the two of you melding together.

It’s ok to not want your old life of “freedom” back.

It’s ok to want only this.

It’s ok to resent this.

It’s ok to feel all the feelings all at once.

All of it is normal.

Mammals have nursed their babies into toddlerhood and beyond for millions of years, feeling the complexity of emotions along the way.

Nursing never has and never will look just one way for every mother and child.

Listen to your child, listen to yourself.

Accept what is. Don’t read into things too much. Go with your instincts.

Feel the love.

took and inspired from : http://nursememama.com/2014/11/03/to-the-mom-of-a-nursing-toddler/

I'm Sorry KAKAK

KAKAK,

i realized lately, i easily get angry with you..
whatever you do, irritates me..

your stubbornness is killing my patience, (which i own very little of it)..
at the same time, i know, u always trying to please me, hard..

KAKAK,

i always say things harshly at you..
never give you a chance to defends yourself..
its like i forgot, you are The Bless from Allah to me..
among the best things that Allah grants me..

KAKAK,












for everything i said and did to you..
i know, i can't erase it from your memory..
but i do hope you forgive me, 
and look at it as it is the way how i show you my love..
i know it's the wrong way, but i'm still learning to find the right way..
to you and to me,
for the sake of both of us..

kita serupa?? sangat serupa?? jadi sebab tue mummy tak boleh tengok awak?? hopefully ini mitos kakak..because mummy sayang awak..sama macam mummy sayang adik..awak anak saya..mestilah saya sayang awak..hisyyy!! Serius kakak, 



but please, jangan buat saya marah..saya GARANG..apa punn, AMPUNKAN SAYA..MMUUAAAAHHHHHH!!!

The Feelings

Found this in FB..from a page called FunMania..like the wordings..I think all mothers would feel the same way..KIDS (of mine)..read this, print this & keep this at your bestest place..tq..

At first you moved,
only a little.
I could always find you,
right in the middle.
As time went on,
you really started to grow.
It wasn't a whole lot,
in fact, it was rather slow.

Before I knew it,
you were all over the place.
It kind of felt like,
you were running a race.

People would ask me,
if, you were a boy or a girl.
I would sit and wonder,
if, you would have curls.

There are so many things,
I really want to know.
But, you are hidden inside,
so the answers don't show.

How much will you weigh?
How tall will you be?
What color is your hair?
Will you even like me?

I hope and pray,
you feel like you belong.
I never want you to feel,
like you are alone.

Your Dad and I,
planned you from the start.
You, my dear child,
were made straight from our hearts.

In about a week or so,
I'll meet you, for the first time.
For you are the product,
of your Dad's love and mine.

There will be no one like you,
not any place in the world.
It really doesn't matter,
if you are a boy or a girl.

We are both so happy,
that you even exist.
The gender doesn't matter.
you'll be hard to resist.

I hope I make you proud,
that I am your mother everyday.
Because, you have filled my dreams,
in more ways, than words can say.

It won't be long before,
I can look you in the eyes.
I can feel the excitement growing,
I know I'm going to cry.

Don't worry my angel,
those tears will be of joy.
It won't matter to me,
if you are a girl or a boy



As the baby kicks around in the womb, the mother wonders what he or she will be like. One thing she knows for sure this baby will be loved unconditionally

Pregnancy: a commitment that sets meFree...to love unconditionally..Pregnancy is the privilege of experiencing God's miracles on earth
"In my flesh I see the mark of God". Nowhere is this more apparent than in the experience of a pregnancy.

Watching and feeling this little miracle grow inside you, knowing that one day you will hold this child in your hands is one of the greatest gifts that can be experienced.♥

K.A.M.I

The kids are growing up..up up & away!!! She is 7 this year..more n more n more like me..and very close to her Daddy..she's a typical Daddy's Girl..like me lar, truly Anak Apak..ahaks..what's new??? And he is 6 this year..like my little shadow..wherever i go, he'll be there..cuddling, playing, SULKING!! Hisy..very garang, also like me..what's new???

This blog of mine is soooooo bersawang..why?? MALAS..hihihih..plus, Facebook is a totally distracted to this blogging..teruk kan?? and also because my writing skill (ada ker??) is already berkarat..hukhukhuk..

There are so many things to tell and update..but i don't know where to start..so better don't start?? hahahahaaha..yeah..if not i'll having prob on how to stop it..again, another excuse..ok..will pay a visit again, when i am rajin..bila?? when i am rajin..;)

Lucky

Lucky
Songwriters: Caillat, Colbie Marie; Fagen, Timothy James; Mraz, Jason Thomas;

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jason-mraz-lyrics/lucky-lyrics.html )
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh


© GOO EYED MUSIC

Senang sangat teka teki tue

Since i was small, i like to play puzzle with Apak and my brothers..everytime we got the chance to sit together, we always gave each other teka-teki that for us, still new and hard for others to get the answer..sometimes, saja jer bagi peluang 2-3 hari to get an answer..it's the same thing when i met my cousin..and i always gave them the right answer..until one stage, before my cousin gave me a teka-teki, he'll say, "malas aa bagi teka-teki kat awak..awak boleh jawab.." Hahahaha..kebetulan lar li...

Like, binatang apa yang kaya?? Binatang apa yang kedekut?? And, kenapa piano jatuh dari kapal terbang?? U can try and give me the answer..i'll tell you whether you are wrong or right..

I still remember my brother, Adan, once he gave me a teka-teki..it sounds like this, "kenapa aiskrim cair di tengah panas??" He was 7 at that time..so i took some time to answer his smartest and brightest teka-teki..sadly for him, i gave the right answer lar kan..duh!!
And when my husband joined our family, dia punn tumpang sekaki the excitement of main teka-teki with us..but i love his latest teka-teki most..

Last tuesday, and also his birthday, he was sent to Sarawak to attend a meeting..and I forgot to bring my phone on that day..later on the afternoon he gave me a call.."u dapat tak mms i??" so i told him i left my phone..and he said, "cuba teka i jumpa siapa?? I ambik gambar dengan siapa td?? Siapa lagi hensem??"

Hahahaahaha..i said, "Dr Fazley lar.." hahahahahaha..and he was soooo surprised.."There are over 5.6 billions manusia kat dunia nie, macam mana u boleh teka yang betul??" hahahaha..Daddy, senang sangat teka-teki tue..i punn tak tau macam mana i boleh jawab..tapi i tau lar itu jawapannya..seriously guys, my husband tue frust punn yea jugak..i tak tau, sebab i gave him the right answer or sebab i gave him that answer..

Hubby told me, he asked Fazley either they can take photo or not?? And then siap he told Fazley, "my wife minat sangat kat u.." hahahahaha..i terharu..and i also malu k..hahahaha..being A Fazley, of coz lar boleh kan (ayat-ayat yang akan buat my husband rasa cam nak campak i keluar dari kereta..)..and then my husband said, "i nak tanya dia, siapa lagi hensem.." Spontaneously Fazley said, "of coz lar dia kata husband dia.." and my husband said, dalam hati dia, "mm..yea sangat lar tue.." hahahaha..still, i luv u lar maan...

Happy Birthday Dear Hubby

Happy Birthday Maan

I draw a circle, not a heart, around you
My husband, the one I love
Because a heart can break
But a circle goes on forever.

Happiness is being married to my best friend
Who understands me and knows me..

Deng Anaz

~~~

Daddy

We are little
But we love you
BIG

Happy Birthday Daddy

Aneen & Ayyen


May Allah Bless U
and Give Us Barakah
Amin..

NOW..Sejak Bila Kami Sepakat?

Right the day after i wrote about this book, i went out to get 1 copy..am very happy to have my own copy..hehehe..thou there's a slightly different in spelling aneen's name, still, it's about aneen and ayyen..and the characters in the book, like sooooo coincidence as well..they have pak man (hubby aman shah), puan farina (me fatiha lar kan), nana (aneen's best kakak sepupu)..hehe..to be frank, i still has no time to read the book..just went thru a glance..

when i showed the book to my brothers, all asking me, "siapa tulis nie??" so i told them, siapa lagi?? hehe..they are all truly and qualified to be my brothers when none of them believe it.."yea lar tue.." "hahaha..agak-agak aa.." "penipu.." and when Apak asked me, both my youngest brothers shouted at me, "aaa..Apak tanya tue, tak baik tipu.."

And later that night when i was talking to my mom at dining table, i heard Aneen crying..and then Ayyen joined her..my Adik told me, "tue diorg berebut buku dengan Tok..diorg tak bagi Tok baca..diorg kata tue mummy punya book.." "buku mana dik??" "buku naznin rayyan lar.." hahahaha..punya lar banyak buku Mak selalu beli, tak hingin Apak nk pegang..but this one sampai Apak rebut dengan budak-budak tue..i had to bring them out of the room or else tak habis budak-budak tue bergaduh dengan Tok karang..

So then i got the idea to write a book on 'Sejak bila kami berdamai: Tok vs Cucus'..idea jer lar..nak menulis?? dah berkarat dah segala frasa and prosa kata yang ada dalam kepala nie..
Ramai jugak yang mention about this book since that..hehe..i know, i know..but i'm not the writer..hehe..

AND..Can u believe this?? They actually have sequel..hahahahaha..seriously, this is very spooky (Aneen's fav word nowadays)..haven't read the Sejak Bila Kami Berkawan, yet, now the new one is coming out..waaaaa...

Permusuhan antara Rayyan dan Naznin semakin parah apabila tarikh pernikahan kedua-dua orang tua mereka kian hampir. Ayah Rayyan yang sekian lama menduda, jatuh hati pada ibu Naznin, seorang ibu tunggal. Adakah permusuhan mereka berakhir kerana perkahwinan itu?

978-967-5406-41-6;
Tarikh Terbit: 18 February 2010 ;
Jumlah Muka Surat : 272 halaman

at first i didn't know until my friend tagged me at facebook on this book..i looked at the cover, why so different?? then i realised..it's a different book..hahahahhaa..

ok..tomorrow start cuti lagi, Maulidur Rasul..if sempat, i'll look for this book..can't wait til pesta buku..if i can get this earlier, better..

oo yeah..handsome kan my anak teruna holding the book..sibuk nk bukak sweet..mummy dia yang over excited suruh dia ambik gambar...

Amarah

Wanita bukanlah perhiasan mata
Wanita adalah pelengkap di jiwa
Yang perlu kau corak dan bimbingi dia
Dan pasti bukan sekadar dengan kata-kata

Manis mulut lidah kau berapi
Tanpa sedari hati kau sakiti
Ku menghargai segalanya
Namun mungkin kau yang lupa
Fikirkanlah dengarkanlah suaraku

Kau tak bisa hapuskan amarah
Walaupun engkau tahu
Aku mahu kamu mahu
Aku tahu kamu tahu
Ku takkan tunjukkanku amarah
Kerana aku tahu segala yang berlaku
Tetap akan berlaku di mana kudratku
Dia yang menentu Dia yang menentu

Hati wanita terlalu rapuh kau genggami
Yang ingin selalu dimanja dan disayangi
Ku bukan tagih janji yang kau hancuri

by Siti Nurhaliza & Kris Dayanti

I'm not a fan of Siti, or even Kris..but I juz like the song..seriously, I do like the song...

Sejak Bila Kami Berkawan?

I woke up early today for my morning walk..it's been 2 days now and i'm planning to have it as a routine..hehe..manusia hanya merancang tetapi tuhan yang menentukan..tgk lar macam mana nnt..well..enough on that..

As i told u before, i woke up early today..so around 11 something, after a big fight with dear doter, i fell asleep..trust me, fighting is more tiring than 5km walking..so i slept..when i woke up, it's 1:17 already..so i took my phone and look if there's any 'unheard' call or msg..2 msg - one from my auntie asking for a phone number of my cousin, and the other one from my brother, Baby..it sounds like this, "ada buku novel remaja sejak bila kami berkawan: rayyan vs naznin" WHAT?? Immediately i replied his msg, "BELI!!" And so he said, he'll try..

As i told u before, i woke up early today..so around 11 something, after a big fight with dear doter, i fell asleep..trust me, fighting is more tiring than 5km walking..so i slept..when i woke up, it's 1:17 already..so i took my phone and look if there's any 'unheard' call or msg..2 msg - one from my auntie asking for a phone number of my cousin, and the other one from my brother, Baby..it sounds like this, "ada buku novel remaja sejak bila kami berkawan: rayyan vs naznin" WHAT?? Immediately i replied his msg, "BELI!!" And so he said, he'll try..

I woke up early today for my morning walk..it's been 2 days now and i'm planning to have it as a routine..hehe..manusia hanya merancang tetapi tuhan yang menentukan..tgk lar macam mana nnt..well..enough on that..

And now it's 4pm already..everytime i heard my brother's voice, i'll ask, "awak dapat tak??" arrgghhh..suddenly all of them sounds alike..hahahahah..it's like i forgot the fact that this brother always come home late whenever he's out of the house..hehe..

I really can't wait and so i switched on my netbook and start searching, sejak bila kami berkawan..as soon as i typed 's''e''j', terus keluar result sejak bila kami berkawan..waaaaa..aku ketinggalan keretapi ker?? U know what, there's a result of 464,000 of sejak bila kami berkawan..hahahahah..seriously, i do ketinggalan keretapi..but of course the one that really talks on what i've been searching for only few of them..

here is what i found, it's from pts.com.my:

The synopsis:

"Rayyan dan Naznin adalah rakan sekelas yang sering berkelahi. Ke mana sahaja mereka pergi, mereka pasti bergaduh sehinggakan semua rakan dan para guru pening kepala memikirkan kerenah mereka. Namun campur tangan antara ayah Rayyan dan emak Naznin menjadikan mereka berdua tergamam. Apakah yang berlaku? Adakah mereka akan berhenti berkelahi?"

RM 14.50 / RM 17.50 (Sabah & Sarawak),

978-983-3654-99-4;

Tarikh Terbit: 27 August 2009 ;

Jumlah Muka Surat : 256 halaman

14 chapters and 256 pages..need to get the book first, then i'll know..and who is this ainin naufal?? why those names?? hehe..mesti sebab best kan..well..smart people thinks alike..need to get in touch with her..already sent msg to the cover doer..hehe..

Dialogue of The Day

Scene 1:

Sunday - 7th feb

I was in penang with hubby..one day trip, so we didn't bring the 2 kids..1st time i slept without both of them..i had to off the phone during charging because the system macam dah nk kong jer..and when i on the phone, i got few sms..the most unforgettable one for that day was from mak, "kenapa mami tak call ayyen?? mami notti.."

Scene 2:

Monday - 8th feb

Usually every morning if she awakes, she'll come with Apak to send me to the bus stop..but that day she didn't want to come..i asked her few times, "no mom..aneen tak nak.." yeah..now, kengkadang i'm mom and hubby is dad..suka suki jiwa jer tukar nama orang..so that nite she asked me, "tomorrow mummy work dengan siapa??" i told her with tok..and i asked her, "aneen nak ikut??" and she said, "no..tak nak..aneen want to be besar like daddy.." and i asked her again, "like daddy?? aneen tak nak besar like mummy??" and she gave the most honestly answer ever, "no..mummy tak big..mummy small jer.." mm..i looked at daddy..daddy punn angguk-angguk sambil lipat baju and smiled..

Scene 3:

Tuesday - 9th feb

Ayyen is so particular on what to wear and everything must be accordingly to what we've been doing everyday..a routine is a routine..and he is such an observant..if there's something we do or wear or not, he'll ask..i was at the office and i got a sms from Mak, "apasal Opah tak pakai baju breast?? Mami pakai.." huhh..it's a 18sx story..but i just had to put it here..

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Yupp..my dearie son and daughter so banyak cakap..and not to forget, so banyak soal as well..sometimes menghiburkan, and sometimes memeningkan kepala..camana-mana punn, ai le yu so macc...

Uncle Ray yang tidak serik, terkena lagi

Yeah..my everdearest brother seems like forget whose he's dealing with..few months in Jakarta makes him dunno his niece and nephew anymore..

This happened last night..ayyen was playing around while we all were having dinner..and suddenly Adan felt like teasing him.."ayyen minum susu jer.."

Ayyen looked at him in his anger version .."Heyy!! Bukan susu lar!! Milk jer.."

Terus Adan tepuk dahi and had a big laughed..Adoiii..susah betul lar diorang nie..nasib lar uncle ray dapat anak sedara yang speaking london version kampung padang balang tue..tapi tue lar, sungguh tidak serik uncle ray nie...

this is another story..tapi tak kuasa lar nak buat other title kan..because this one even shorter than the previous one..

usually after we had dinner and puas these 2 kids semak n sepahkan rumah mak, we'll go back to our house..before keluar rumah, aneen n ayyen kena salam everyone inside the house 1st, then baru boleh balik..if not, confirm mummy akan ugut, tdo dengan opah..hehe..being them, tak nak lar kan..

so semalam same thing lar..ayyen salam his tok that at the time was watching tv..and then he came straight to me who was waiting for him in front of the grill..so i asked him, "opah ayyen tak salam ker??" and then suddenly he laughed, "ehh..ehh..ayyen forgot pulak.." hahahaha..ala ayyen..macam pakcik-pakcik lar u..mummy punn tergelak jugak..adoii..then he went to salam Opah, yang pada ketika itu sedang membaca salah satu dari 3 novel yang baru sahaja dibelinya....

Uncle Ray terkena

Ahh..lagi cerita terbaru..cerita yang semakin hampir dengan status 'jaafar tonggek' belum apdet lagi..hehe..tak apa, cerita ini pendek sahaja..baru sahaja berlaku semalam..diceritakan oleh opah Aneen..mak saya lar tue..hehe..cerita bermula apabila Uncle Ray Aneen a.k.a adik saya Adan sedang makan durian..Adan sedang bercuti selama sebulan dari UIN Jakarta..anak manja, cuti sikit mula lar bukak website Air Asia cari tiket yg bersesuaian dengan poketnya..jumpa aje pulak tue..ok..ok..meleret tak ingat dunia karang..

..back to my story..

Knowing that anak sedara dia tue tak makan durian, secara bersahaja dan berniat untuk mengusik dia mempelawa Aneen makan sama.."Aneen nak durian??"

Juga secara bersahaja dan langsung tiada niat untuk mengusik, Aneen menjawab pelawaan uncle Ray dia tue, "Tak nak Uncle Ray..Aneen don't eat durian..Aneen eat apple.."

Haaa..kan dh terkena tue..padan muka Uncle Ray..

Oo yeah..currently i'm at home, baby sitting my dear Ayyen..high fever - 39.2 deg..kesian dia..tapi tue lar, ada tenaga sikit jer, terus gunakan sepenuhnya..tak sampai 10 mins, berbaring semula..poor Ayyen..

*jaafar tonggek - ganti nama kepada perkataan 'dahulu kala'..siapa yang menciptanya tak tahu ler..but i've been using it since long, tak ingat dah bila..ingat ker semua org guna..hehe...

alfatihah to hajah enson (hubby's grandma) that passed away last nite..

Another Eps of Sayang Cucu

Yea..yea..saya tau, saya sudah tertangguh dlm mengapdet blog saya ini agak lama..hubby mesti marah (walau tidak disuarakan sbb saya tidak memasukkan cerita-cerita yang melibatkan pelaburan wangnya dan bakat 'profesionalnya' dlm bidang fotografi tidak diwarwarkan ke alam maya)..anak-anak saya juga mesti mrh bila mereka sudah tahu membaca nnt, "kenapa kitorg x glamer januari 2010 nie??!!" Ampunn ya amat..tapi saya cuba untuk mengapdet cerita-cerita hiruk-pikuk saya dlm mengadap karenah anak-anak saya sepanjang bulan ini sebelum habis bulan ini..hehe..(i've 3 days off this weekend..i'll see what i can do..)

Kisah ini berlaku semalam..sebagai seorang perempuan (hanya perempuan yang memahami naluri perempuan), saya tahu kenapa saya ternampak terompah bertumit kaler merah jambu saiz Aneen di muka pintu bilik emak saya semalam..terdetik di hati, baru tue..jadi saya bertanya pada emak, "mana dapat tue??" seperti biasa, mak saya akan memulakan hikayat seribu jam sehari bersama cucu-cucunya dengan, "Allah......" hehe.."mak pergi YB (kedai kasut Yebeng yang terletak di greenwood), yea lar, mak gardening pakai crocodile.." yea mak..tiada siapa tanya kenapa mak pergi kedai kasut tue..tapi mak bermula dengan ayat mempertahankan diri atau dalam kata lain menjustifikasikan sebab untuk mak ke kedai itu..

Mak sambung cerita mak lagi, "mak tengok-tengok semua selipar harga 30 ringgit..mak tanya budak tue, x ada yg murah ker?? Budak tue jawab kat mak, "standard lar tue kak.." Amboi berlagaknya dia..Mak punn terus tunjuk kat dia selipar mak tue, "Makcik nk buat pergi pasar jer punn..xkan nk pakai yg nie.." Mak punn cakap kat budak-budak tue, Opah cari kat Bata lar mcm nie..mati keras gak mak 20 ringgit.." Aaaa..xkan terompah Aneen tue 20 ringgit?? Sambil bercakap sambil mak tunjuk pada saya satu arah, di atas lantai berhampiran dengan mak berdiri ada sepasang frogs (mcm crocs gak lar) warna biru..oo..Ayyen punn dapat sepasang..

Masih lagi belum tamat cerita mak, "Pandai pulak dia, keluar kedai, dia cakap kat mak, "it's ok Opah..kita cari shoes Opah kat kedai lain pulak.." hahahahaha..memang pandai anak dara saya itu..sekali lagi ditekankan di sini, hanya perempuan memahami naluri seorang perempuan..

Macam dia tau Opah dia frust x dapat cari shoes yang dia nak..yea lar, Aneen sendiri ada berapa psg kasut - sandal adidas, white minnie mouse crocs, selipar pergi pasar, white boot, dan yang terbaru yang opah dia beli semalam tue lar, dancing shoes katanya (sbb terompah tue ada tumit)..kalah mummy dia..Ayyen pulak, ada jer untuk tumpang tuah kakak..x balance dunia kami kalau beli barang untuk seorang sahaja..yea lar, 'kembar beza 14 bulan' kat rumah tue suka dengki-mendengki..pening nk layan..

Mmm..habis cerita ini sampai sini dulu kot..nnt saya cuba apdet lg yea..


note to dee..amacam dee percubaan aku untuk membahasa Melayukan blog aku nie?? berjaya x?? hahahaha..

note to daddy..d..tlg bwk diorg keluar yea wiken nie, i nk apdet blog..tp jgn pergi tempat best2 pulak..nnt i nk ikut, n menambahkan lagi koleksi cerita yg x sempat diblogkan..hehe..

Thank you Aneen..

I was not feeling well since 2 days ago, my body temp suddenly got very high..so yesterday i just lay down on my bed..aneen came and asked me, "kenapa mummy sleep??" so i told her, "mummy sick lar aneen.." with a sympathic face, she said, "ow..i'm so sorry mummy..u stay here, i get soup for u.." and then she covered my body with blanket, and blanket, and blanket and pillows..waaaaa..so steamy..and then she went to prepare the soup for me..with ayyen lar..

few minutes later, "here mummy..your chicken soup.." she hand me the soup.."thank you aneen.." "you are welcome..sedap tak mummy??" "nice aneen..thank you.."

i wish dalam nakal-nakal and keras kepala dia (macam siapa lar tue) sifat dia yang caring nie kekal sampai bila-bila..amin..

the taste of the soup?? really you want to know?? the answer is..


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..i also don't know..because she cooked it with barbie kitchen set tools..and no fire allowed...

It's not funny dik..

Happened last night @ mak's house..

They both were playing with the shoes (my old heels inside the shoe cabinet)..both of them love playing with the shoes..when I saw them, i scolded both at their hands..Ayyen trying to get protection from Apak by sitting on his lap..and Aneen was putting back all the shoes inside the cabinet..

And I was like bebel suka sangat main, mummy dah cakap berapa kali don't play, don't lar..Ayyen was smiling at my bebelan with mengada-ngada face on Apak's lap..and Aneen still not done with her 'duty'..suddenly Aneen said, "it's not funny dik.." immediately I looked at her, her face was selamba tak ingat and still berkemas..so I terus tunduk and heading to the kitchen to tell hubby (he was preparing burger..oo yeah, this happened after dinner..he is thin and he DO eat a lot..)..

On the way I saw hubby coming my way with penyepit in his hand and he asked me, "Did she say....??" I was like angguk-angguk and trying my very hard to hold my laugh..adoiii..

Yes adik, it's not funny..when mummy marah, means mummy marah lar..

Aneen..you are funny...

oo yeah..it was my jumper..

Almost forgot to tell..Aneen was wearing my jumper..yeah..my mak is passing all my bajus to her cucu..all this while it all was kept well in a bag..yea lar, i'm the only gal in the family..all others are brothers..hehe..i don't know how to tell, but something really touch my heart whenever I look at her wearing whatever was mine before..can't wait til she's 21..mak will pass my 21st locket that she took away when i was 22..funny huh..i thought one its mine, its mine lar..but mak said, "awak dh 22..buat apa pakai loket 21.." oo..i don't know there's such theory..mm...

Kids' Outing Day

On 24th Dec, me and hubby took our annual leave juz to spend a day, experimenting what it's gonna be if we bring the kids to the movie..all this while we heard stories of our friends bringing their kids to the movie etc, but we've never tried..it is simply juz because Aneen don't like darkness..going to the movie meaning you have to stay in the dark..which is so not her likely lar..and Ayyen, maybe he'll bored because he's the kind that cannot stay sit in a place doing nothing..and to make it worse, they both might yelling and screaming wanna go out from the movie before it end..the possibility of other people to stare at us in a way of asking us to go out is very high here..so, we juz gambled..bawak jer..kalau kena keluar halfway, or before thath (huwaaaaaaa..), kita keluar..

So, Aneen's main interest at the moment is anything that got to do with the word or identity of A 'PRINCESS'..apa lagi cerita yang ada sekarang yang ada kaitan dengan that word?? So, we went to watch The Princess & The Frog..hehe..a week before we went out, i already tunjuk-tunjuk dia trailer and pix of this movie, whenever terserempak lar..and then thru internet..so, we got her familiar with the story first..as for Ayyen, belasah jer..dia mana kisah apa jadi kat dunia lain selain dari dunia dia..so I don't think we going to have much problem with him..dia suka, suka lar..if dia tak suka, memang tak boleh buat apa punn dah..

On the day, we woke the kids up early..got them prepared and everything and we went out a bit early..we chose One Utama as our destination..so we got there and straigthly hubby queud for the tickets with Ayyen..while I went to get some foods with Aneen..tak breakfast tue, terus gi jer..tapi bekal makanan diorg, mmg I dh bawak..ramainya hamba Allah masa tue, tak payah cerita..and then (kihkihkih) when i looked people around me, ramainya orang bawak anak kecik..ramai jugak lar yang kira-kira baya Aneen & Ayyen masa tue..

So, masuk lar panggung..as what we expected, Aneen was so clingy at the first about half an hour jugak lar..she was sitting on her daddy..so unlike Ayyen, that sat on his own..macam dh besar punn yea jugak mamat tue..selamba jer duduk sendiri..hehe..to our surprised, dia memang tak buat hal (so uncles, if nak bawak Ayyen tgk movie, dipersilakan)..trailer and iklan punya lar banyak, agak meragam jugak lar our princess tue nak keluar and so on..i told her, "abang tue dh lock pintu, kena tengok sampai habis baru keluar.." hehe..

And alhamdulillah..we got to watch the movie till the end..our seats are juz near to the stairs, so Ayyen got to play there, with his new friend after minutes of watching..a good and nice boy really not his middle name..

After that we went to have our lunch and then we walked around and brought the kids to the Starship Galactica..RM20 per kid and need to be accompanied by an adult..and everyone need to wear socks..i knew that they need to wear socks but i didn't know that they need to be accompanied by an adult..so me and hubby got new RM3.90 socks each that we bought at the entry..huhh..tak pasal-pasal..Oo yeah..we also get to ride on the animal's ride yang jalan-jalan keliling that 2nd floor..that bangla said 6 minutes, but i don't think it was..very fast lorr..macam tak sempat duduk dah disuruh turun..we brought A LOTS OF COINS on the day..dah tau, mesti nanti they all nak naik pape kereta yang tak bergerak yang ada kat keliling tue..

And we went back about 4 something..Ayyen fell asleep when we were still on the way out from the parking lot..and Aneen 'tumbang' on the way back..

We had a good time..her uncles was like, "yea ker?????" when Aneen told them she watched The Princess & The Frog..so our next movie would be Shrek 4 and Alice in The Wonderland..yay!!

note to daddy..thanks Daddy for belanja us keluar jalan-jalan..nanti kita keluar lagi yea...

note to all..pictures were taken from the camera phone..that would explain a lots on why there's a jalur-jalur on the pictures...

Find me here, if you can..

Aneen is here..among these other faces..few pics of her..ada yang same pic, ada yg different ones..cari lar kalo rajin..hehe..Ayyen x ada..kenapa ntah..ada jer budak2 yg kurang coman dr Ayyen kat sini (statement emo seorang mummy!!)..it's ok Ayyen..kita cuba lagi lain kali...

Abis daahhh..

Yea ibu-ibu, teman-teman sekalian..sesungguhnya isomil that i bought during sogo sale itu hari finished already..and yesterday hubby bought another 4 tins..how long its gonna last?? mm..i dunno..

Actually i could say, Aneen is growing up with the milk..she basically refused to take any other solid food..except for nasi minyak (which is her favorite - tp "aneen xnk green, pink rice..aneen nk yellow jer"), nasi ayam (plain nasi ayam - without chicken.."aneen xnk chicken, aneen nk rice jer"), nugget and fries (mcD sahaja yea..yang from KFC, "x sedap lar mummy..tue bukan nugget..tue bukan fries.."), cake (choc cake only!!), cupcakes (topping & creamynya sahaja..cake mummy yang habiskan), big apple's pink donut (also topping & creamynya sahaja), maruku and keropok (ganu kiteee!!)..see..i could list down things she eats..

And as for ayyen - sungguh senang membela anak lelaki..he eat all and try all..yeah, he's allergic to egg, mango (both actually can't eat mango, they'll vomit if they eat) and other things..but he juz love to eat and the foods love him too..

So, siapa yang ckp i borong hari tue?? 10 tins tue..kira lar berapa lama ketahanan 10 tins tue...