Fruits of My Heart

Lucky

2011-02-22T09:08:00.001+08:00

Lucky
Songwriters: Caillat, Colbie Marie; Fagen, Timothy James; Mraz, Jason Thomas;

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jason-mraz-lyrics/lucky-lyrics.html )
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

© GOO EYED MUSIC

Senang sangat teka teki tue

2010-03-26T16:59:00.005+08:00

Since i was small, i like to play puzzle with Apak and my brothers..everytime we got the chance to sit together, we always gave each other teka-teki that for us, still new and hard for others to get the answer..sometimes, saja jer bagi peluang 2-3 hari to get an answer..it's the same thing when i met my cousin..and i always gave them the right answer..until one stage, before my cousin gave me a teka-teki, he'll say, "malas aa bagi teka-teki kat awak..awak boleh jawab.." Hahahaha..kebetulan lar li...

Like, binatang apa yang kaya?? Binatang apa yang kedekut?? And, kenapa piano jatuh dari kapal terbang?? U can try and give me the answer..i'll tell you whether you are wrong or right..

I still remember my brother, Adan, once he gave me a teka-teki..it sounds like this, "kenapa aiskrim cair di tengah panas??" He was 7 at that time..so i took some time to answer his smartest and brightest teka-teki..sadly for him, i gave the right answer lar kan..duh!!
And when my husband joined our family, dia punn tumpang sekaki the excitement of main teka-teki with us..but i love his latest teka-teki most..

Last tuesday, and also his birthday, he was sent to Sarawak to attend a meeting..and I forgot to bring my phone on that day..later on the afternoon he gave me a call.."u dapat tak mms i??" so i told him i left my phone..and he said, "cuba teka i jumpa siapa?? I ambik gambar dengan siapa td?? Siapa lagi hensem??"

Hahahaahaha..i said, "Dr Fazley lar.." hahahahahaha..and he was soooo surprised.."There are over 5.6 billions manusia kat dunia nie, macam mana u boleh teka yang betul??" hahahaha..Daddy, senang sangat teka-teki tue..i punn tak tau macam mana i boleh jawab..tapi i tau lar itu jawapannya..seriously guys, my husband tue frust punn yea jugak..i tak tau, sebab i gave him the right answer or sebab i gave him that answer..

Hubby told me, he asked Fazley either they can take photo or not?? And then siap he told Fazley, "my wife minat sangat kat u.." hahahahaha..i terharu..and i also malu k..hahahaha..being A Fazley, of coz lar boleh kan (ayat-ayat yang akan buat my husband rasa cam nak campak i keluar dari kereta..)..and then my husband said, "i nak tanya dia, siapa lagi hensem.." Spontaneously Fazley said, "of coz lar dia kata husband dia.." and my husband said, dalam hati dia, "mm..yea sangat lar tue.." hahahaha..still, i luv u lar maan...

Happy Birthday Dear Hubby

2010-03-23T10:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Maan

I draw a circle, not a heart, around you
My husband, the one I love
Because a heart can break
But a circle goes on forever.

Happiness is being married to my best friend
Who understands me and knows me..

Deng Anaz

~~~

Daddy

We are little
But we love you
BIG

Happy Birthday Daddy

Aneen & Ayyen

May Allah Bless U
and Give Us Barakah
Amin..

NOW..Sejak Bila Kami Sepakat?

2010-02-25T16:11:00.004+08:00

Right the day after i wrote about this book, i went out to get 1 copy..am very happy to have my own copy..hehehe..thou there's a slightly different in spelling aneen's name, still, it's about aneen and ayyen..and the characters in the book, like sooooo coincidence as well..they have pak man (hubby aman shah), puan farina (me fatiha lar kan), nana (aneen's best kakak sepupu)..hehe..to be frank, i still has no time to read the book..just went thru a glance..

when i showed the book to my brothers, all asking me, "siapa tulis nie??" so i told them, siapa lagi?? hehe..they are all truly and qualified to be my brothers when none of them believe it.."yea lar tue.." "hahaha..agak-agak aa.." "penipu.." and when Apak asked me, both my youngest brothers shouted at me, "aaa..Apak tanya tue, tak baik tipu.."

And later that night when i was talking to my mom at dining table, i heard Aneen crying..and then Ayyen joined her..my Adik told me, "tue diorg berebut buku dengan Tok..diorg tak bagi Tok baca..diorg kata tue mummy punya book.." "buku mana dik??" "buku naznin rayyan lar.." hahahaha..punya lar banyak buku Mak selalu beli, tak hingin Apak nk pegang..but this one sampai Apak rebut dengan budak-budak tue..i had to bring them out of the room or else tak habis budak-budak tue bergaduh dengan Tok karang..

So then i got the idea to write a book on 'Sejak bila kami berdamai: Tok vs Cucus'..idea jer lar..nak menulis?? dah berkarat dah segala frasa and prosa kata yang ada dalam kepala nie..
Ramai jugak yang mention about this book since that..hehe..i know, i know..but i'm not the writer..hehe..

AND..Can u believe this?? They actually have sequel..hahahahaha..seriously, this is very spooky (Aneen's fav word nowadays)..haven't read the Sejak Bila Kami Berkawan, yet, now the new one is coming out..waaaaa...

Permusuhan antara Rayyan dan Naznin semakin parah apabila tarikh pernikahan kedua-dua orang tua mereka kian hampir. Ayah Rayyan yang sekian lama menduda, jatuh hati pada ibu Naznin, seorang ibu tunggal. Adakah permusuhan mereka berakhir kerana perkahwinan itu?

978-967-5406-41-6;
Tarikh Terbit: 18 February 2010 ;
Jumlah Muka Surat : 272 halaman

at first i didn't know until my friend tagged me at facebook on this book..i looked at the cover, why so different?? then i realised..it's a different book..hahahahhaa..

ok..tomorrow start cuti lagi, Maulidur Rasul..if sempat, i'll look for this book..can't wait til pesta buku..if i can get this earlier, better..

oo yeah..handsome kan my anak teruna holding the book..sibuk nk bukak sweet..mummy dia yang over excited suruh dia ambik gambar...

Amarah

2010-02-24T14:24:00.003+08:00

Wanita bukanlah perhiasan mata
Wanita adalah pelengkap di jiwa
Yang perlu kau corak dan bimbingi dia
Dan pasti bukan sekadar dengan kata-kata

Manis mulut lidah kau berapi
Tanpa sedari hati kau sakiti
Ku menghargai segalanya
Namun mungkin kau yang lupa
Fikirkanlah dengarkanlah suaraku

Kau tak bisa hapuskan amarah
Walaupun engkau tahu
Aku mahu kamu mahu
Aku tahu kamu tahu
Ku takkan tunjukkanku amarah
Kerana aku tahu segala yang berlaku
Tetap akan berlaku di mana kudratku
Dia yang menentu Dia yang menentu

Hati wanita terlalu rapuh kau genggami
Yang ingin selalu dimanja dan disayangi
Ku bukan tagih janji yang kau hancuri

by Siti Nurhaliza & Kris Dayanti

I'm not a fan of Siti, or even Kris..but I juz like the song..seriously, I do like the song...

Sejak Bila Kami Berkawan?

2010-02-14T15:46:00.004+08:00

I woke up early today for my morning walk..it's been 2 days now and i'm planning to have it as a routine..hehe..manusia hanya merancang tetapi tuhan yang menentukan..tgk lar macam mana nnt..well..enough on that..

As i told u before, i woke up early today..so around 11 something, after a big fight with dear doter, i fell asleep..trust me, fighting is more tiring than 5km walking..so i slept..when i woke up, it's 1:17 already..so i took my phone and look if there's any 'unheard' call or msg..2 msg - one from my auntie asking for a phone number of my cousin, and the other one from my brother, Baby..it sounds like this, "ada buku novel remaja sejak bila kami berkawan: rayyan vs naznin" WHAT?? Immediately i replied his msg, "BELI!!" And so he said, he'll try..

And now it's 4pm already..everytime i heard my brother's voice, i'll ask, "awak dapat tak??" arrgghhh..suddenly all of them sounds alike..hahahahah..it's like i forgot the fact that this brother always come home late whenever he's out of the house..hehe..

I really can't wait and so i switched on my netbook and start searching, sejak bila kami berkawan..as soon as i typed 's''e''j', terus keluar result sejak bila kami berkawan..waaaaa..aku ketinggalan keretapi ker?? U know what, there's a result of 464,000 of sejak bila kami berkawan..hahahahah..seriously, i do ketinggalan keretapi..but of course the one that really talks on what i've been searching for only few of them..

here is what i found, it's from pts.com.my:

The synopsis:

"Rayyan dan Naznin adalah rakan sekelas yang sering berkelahi. Ke mana sahaja mereka pergi, mereka pasti bergaduh sehinggakan semua rakan dan para guru pening kepala memikirkan kerenah mereka. Namun campur tangan antara ayah Rayyan dan emak Naznin menjadikan mereka berdua tergamam. Apakah yang berlaku? Adakah mereka akan berhenti berkelahi?"

RM 14.50 / RM 17.50 (Sabah & Sarawak),

978-983-3654-99-4;

Tarikh Terbit: 27 August 2009 ;

Jumlah Muka Surat : 256 halaman

14 chapters and 256 pages..need to get the book first, then i'll know..and who is this ainin naufal?? why those names?? hehe..mesti sebab best kan..well..smart people thinks alike..need to get in touch with her..already sent msg to the cover doer..hehe..

Dialogue of The Day

2010-02-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

Scene 1:

Sunday - 7th feb

I was in penang with hubby..one day trip, so we didn't bring the 2 kids..1st time i slept without both of them..i had to off the phone during charging because the system macam dah nk kong jer..and when i on the phone, i got few sms..the most unforgettable one for that day was from mak, "kenapa mami tak call ayyen?? mami notti.."

Scene 2:

Monday - 8th feb

Usually every morning if she awakes, she'll come with Apak to send me to the bus stop..but that day she didn't want to come..i asked her few times, "no mom..aneen tak nak.." yeah..now, kengkadang i'm mom and hubby is dad..suka suki jiwa jer tukar nama orang..so that nite she asked me, "tomorrow mummy work dengan siapa??" i told her with tok..and i asked her, "aneen nak ikut??" and she said, "no..tak nak..aneen want to be besar like daddy.." and i asked her again, "like daddy?? aneen tak nak besar like mummy??" and she gave the most honestly answer ever, "no..mummy tak big..mummy small jer.." mm..i looked at daddy..daddy punn angguk-angguk sambil lipat baju and smiled..

Scene 3:

Tuesday - 9th feb

Ayyen is so particular on what to wear and everything must be accordingly to what we've been doing everyday..a routine is a routine..and he is such an observant..if there's something we do or wear or not, he'll ask..i was at the office and i got a sms from Mak, "apasal Opah tak pakai baju breast?? Mami pakai.." huhh..it's a 18sx story..but i just had to put it here..

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Yupp..my dearie son and daughter so banyak cakap..and not to forget, so banyak soal as well..sometimes menghiburkan, and sometimes memeningkan kepala..camana-mana punn, ai le yu so macc...

Uncle Ray yang tidak serik, terkena lagi

2010-02-04T15:56:00.003+08:00

Yeah..my everdearest brother seems like forget whose he's dealing with..few months in Jakarta makes him dunno his niece and nephew anymore..

This happened last night..ayyen was playing around while we all were having dinner..and suddenly Adan felt like teasing him.."ayyen minum susu jer.."

Ayyen looked at him in his anger version .."Heyy!! Bukan susu lar!! Milk jer.."

Terus Adan tepuk dahi and had a big laughed..Adoiii..susah betul lar diorang nie..nasib lar uncle ray dapat anak sedara yang speaking london version kampung padang balang tue..tapi tue lar, sungguh tidak serik uncle ray nie...

this is another story..tapi tak kuasa lar nak buat other title kan..because this one even shorter than the previous one..

usually after we had dinner and puas these 2 kids semak n sepahkan rumah mak, we'll go back to our house..before keluar rumah, aneen n ayyen kena salam everyone inside the house 1st, then baru boleh balik..if not, confirm mummy akan ugut, tdo dengan opah..hehe..being them, tak nak lar kan..

so semalam same thing lar..ayyen salam his tok that at the time was watching tv..and then he came straight to me who was waiting for him in front of the grill..so i asked him, "opah ayyen tak salam ker??" and then suddenly he laughed, "ehh..ehh..ayyen forgot pulak.." hahahaha..ala ayyen..macam pakcik-pakcik lar u..mummy punn tergelak jugak..adoii..then he went to salam Opah, yang pada ketika itu sedang membaca salah satu dari 3 novel yang baru sahaja dibelinya....

Uncle Ray terkena

2010-01-29T15:52:00.004+08:00

Ahh..lagi cerita terbaru..cerita yang semakin hampir dengan status 'jaafar tonggek' belum apdet lagi..hehe..tak apa, cerita ini pendek sahaja..baru sahaja berlaku semalam..diceritakan oleh opah Aneen..mak saya lar tue..hehe..cerita bermula apabila Uncle Ray Aneen a.k.a adik saya Adan sedang makan durian..Adan sedang bercuti selama sebulan dari UIN Jakarta..anak manja, cuti sikit mula lar bukak website Air Asia cari tiket yg bersesuaian dengan poketnya..jumpa aje pulak tue..ok..ok..meleret tak ingat dunia karang..

..back to my story..

Knowing that anak sedara dia tue tak makan durian, secara bersahaja dan berniat untuk mengusik dia mempelawa Aneen makan sama.."Aneen nak durian??"

Juga secara bersahaja dan langsung tiada niat untuk mengusik, Aneen menjawab pelawaan uncle Ray dia tue, "Tak nak Uncle Ray..Aneen don't eat durian..Aneen eat apple.."

Haaa..kan dh terkena tue..padan muka Uncle Ray..

Oo yeah..currently i'm at home, baby sitting my dear Ayyen..high fever - 39.2 deg..kesian dia..tapi tue lar, ada tenaga sikit jer, terus gunakan sepenuhnya..tak sampai 10 mins, berbaring semula..poor Ayyen..

*jaafar tonggek - ganti nama kepada perkataan 'dahulu kala'..siapa yang menciptanya tak tahu ler..but i've been using it since long, tak ingat dah bila..ingat ker semua org guna..hehe...

alfatihah to hajah enson (hubby's grandma) that passed away last nite..

Another Eps of Sayang Cucu

2010-01-27T11:43:00.003+08:00

Yea..yea..saya tau, saya sudah tertangguh dlm mengapdet blog saya ini agak lama..hubby mesti marah (walau tidak disuarakan sbb saya tidak memasukkan cerita-cerita yang melibatkan pelaburan wangnya dan bakat 'profesionalnya' dlm bidang fotografi tidak diwarwarkan ke alam maya)..anak-anak saya juga mesti mrh bila mereka sudah tahu membaca nnt, "kenapa kitorg x glamer januari 2010 nie??!!" Ampunn ya amat..tapi saya cuba untuk mengapdet cerita-cerita hiruk-pikuk saya dlm mengadap karenah anak-anak saya sepanjang bulan ini sebelum habis bulan ini..hehe..(i've 3 days off this weekend..i'll see what i can do..)

Kisah ini berlaku semalam..sebagai seorang perempuan (hanya perempuan yang memahami naluri perempuan), saya tahu kenapa saya ternampak terompah bertumit kaler merah jambu saiz Aneen di muka pintu bilik emak saya semalam..terdetik di hati, baru tue..jadi saya bertanya pada emak, "mana dapat tue??" seperti biasa, mak saya akan memulakan hikayat seribu jam sehari bersama cucu-cucunya dengan, "Allah......" hehe.."mak pergi YB (kedai kasut Yebeng yang terletak di greenwood), yea lar, mak gardening pakai crocodile.." yea mak..tiada siapa tanya kenapa mak pergi kedai kasut tue..tapi mak bermula dengan ayat mempertahankan diri atau dalam kata lain menjustifikasikan sebab untuk mak ke kedai itu..

Mak sambung cerita mak lagi, "mak tengok-tengok semua selipar harga 30 ringgit..mak tanya budak tue, x ada yg murah ker?? Budak tue jawab kat mak, "standard lar tue kak.." Amboi berlagaknya dia..Mak punn terus tunjuk kat dia selipar mak tue, "Makcik nk buat pergi pasar jer punn..xkan nk pakai yg nie.." Mak punn cakap kat budak-budak tue, Opah cari kat Bata lar mcm nie..mati keras gak mak 20 ringgit.." Aaaa..xkan terompah Aneen tue 20 ringgit?? Sambil bercakap sambil mak tunjuk pada saya satu arah, di atas lantai berhampiran dengan mak berdiri ada sepasang frogs (mcm crocs gak lar) warna biru..oo..Ayyen punn dapat sepasang..

Masih lagi belum tamat cerita mak, "Pandai pulak dia, keluar kedai, dia cakap kat mak, "it's ok Opah..kita cari shoes Opah kat kedai lain pulak.." hahahahaha..memang pandai anak dara saya itu..sekali lagi ditekankan di sini, hanya perempuan memahami naluri seorang perempuan..

Macam dia tau Opah dia frust x dapat cari shoes yang dia nak..yea lar, Aneen sendiri ada berapa psg kasut - sandal adidas, white minnie mouse crocs, selipar pergi pasar, white boot, dan yang terbaru yang opah dia beli semalam tue lar, dancing shoes katanya (sbb terompah tue ada tumit)..kalah mummy dia..Ayyen pulak, ada jer untuk tumpang tuah kakak..x balance dunia kami kalau beli barang untuk seorang sahaja..yea lar, 'kembar beza 14 bulan' kat rumah tue suka dengki-mendengki..pening nk layan..

Mmm..habis cerita ini sampai sini dulu kot..nnt saya cuba apdet lg yea..

note to dee..amacam dee percubaan aku untuk membahasa Melayukan blog aku nie?? berjaya x?? hahahaha..

note to daddy..d..tlg bwk diorg keluar yea wiken nie, i nk apdet blog..tp jgn pergi tempat best2 pulak..nnt i nk ikut, n menambahkan lagi koleksi cerita yg x sempat diblogkan..hehe..

Thank you Aneen..

2010-01-04T16:31:00.002+08:00

I was not feeling well since 2 days ago, my body temp suddenly got very high..so yesterday i just lay down on my bed..aneen came and asked me, "kenapa mummy sleep??" so i told her, "mummy sick lar aneen.." with a sympathic face, she said, "ow..i'm so sorry mummy..u stay here, i get soup for u.." and then she covered my body with blanket, and blanket, and blanket and pillows..waaaaa..so steamy..and then she went to prepare the soup for me..with ayyen lar..

few minutes later, "here mummy..your chicken soup.." she hand me the soup.."thank you aneen.." "you are welcome..sedap tak mummy??" "nice aneen..thank you.."

i wish dalam nakal-nakal and keras kepala dia (macam siapa lar tue) sifat dia yang caring nie kekal sampai bila-bila..amin..

the taste of the soup?? really you want to know?? the answer is..

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..i also don't know..because she cooked it with barbie kitchen set tools..and no fire allowed...

It's not funny dik..

2009-12-30T13:32:00.006+08:00

Happened last night @ mak's house..

They both were playing with the shoes (my old heels inside the shoe cabinet)..both of them love playing with the shoes..when I saw them, i scolded both at their hands..Ayyen trying to get protection from Apak by sitting on his lap..and Aneen was putting back all the shoes inside the cabinet..

And I was like bebel suka sangat main, mummy dah cakap berapa kali don't play, don't lar..Ayyen was smiling at my bebelan with mengada-ngada face on Apak's lap..and Aneen still not done with her 'duty'..suddenly Aneen said, "it's not funny dik.." immediately I looked at her, her face was selamba tak ingat and still berkemas..so I terus tunduk and heading to the kitchen to tell hubby (he was preparing burger..oo yeah, this happened after dinner..he is thin and he DO eat a lot..)..

On the way I saw hubby coming my way with penyepit in his hand and he asked me, "Did she say....??" I was like angguk-angguk and trying my very hard to hold my laugh..adoiii..

Yes adik, it's not funny..when mummy marah, means mummy marah lar..

Aneen..you are funny...

oo yeah..it was my jumper..

2009-12-29T17:47:00.003+08:00

Almost forgot to tell..Aneen was wearing my jumper..yeah..my mak is passing all my bajus to her cucu..all this while it all was kept well in a bag..yea lar, i'm the only gal in the family..all others are brothers..hehe..i don't know how to tell, but something really touch my heart whenever I look at her wearing whatever was mine before..can't wait til she's 21..mak will pass my 21st locket that she took away when i was 22..funny huh..i thought one its mine, its mine lar..but mak said, "awak dh 22..buat apa pakai loket 21.." oo..i don't know there's such theory..mm...

Kids' Outing Day

2009-12-29T10:09:00.006+08:00

On 24th Dec, me and hubby took our annual leave juz to spend a day, experimenting what it's gonna be if we bring the kids to the movie..all this while we heard stories of our friends bringing their kids to the movie etc, but we've never tried..it is simply juz because Aneen don't like darkness..going to the movie meaning you have to stay in the dark..which is so not her likely lar..and Ayyen, maybe he'll bored because he's the kind that cannot stay sit in a place doing nothing..and to make it worse, they both might yelling and screaming wanna go out from the movie before it end..the possibility of other people to stare at us in a way of asking us to go out is very high here..so, we juz gambled..bawak jer..kalau kena keluar halfway, or before thath (huwaaaaaaa..), kita keluar..

So, Aneen's main interest at the moment is anything that got to do with the word or identity of A 'PRINCESS'..apa lagi cerita yang ada sekarang yang ada kaitan dengan that word?? So, we went to watch The Princess & The Frog..hehe..a week before we went out, i already tunjuk-tunjuk dia trailer and pix of this movie, whenever terserempak lar..and then thru internet..so, we got her familiar with the story first..as for Ayyen, belasah jer..dia mana kisah apa jadi kat dunia lain selain dari dunia dia..so I don't think we going to have much problem with him..dia suka, suka lar..if dia tak suka, memang tak boleh buat apa punn dah..

On the day, we woke the kids up early..got them prepared and everything and we went out a bit early..we chose One Utama as our destination..so we got there and straigthly hubby queud for the tickets with Ayyen..while I went to get some foods with Aneen..tak breakfast tue, terus gi jer..tapi bekal makanan diorg, mmg I dh bawak..ramainya hamba Allah masa tue, tak payah cerita..and then (kihkihkih) when i looked people around me, ramainya orang bawak anak kecik..ramai jugak lar yang kira-kira baya Aneen & Ayyen masa tue..

So, masuk lar panggung..as what we expected, Aneen was so clingy at the first about half an hour jugak lar..she was sitting on her daddy..so unlike Ayyen, that sat on his own..macam dh besar punn yea jugak mamat tue..selamba jer duduk sendiri..hehe..to our surprised, dia memang tak buat hal (so uncles, if nak bawak Ayyen tgk movie, dipersilakan)..trailer and iklan punya lar banyak, agak meragam jugak lar our princess tue nak keluar and so on..i told her, "abang tue dh lock pintu, kena tengok sampai habis baru keluar.." hehe..

And alhamdulillah..we got to watch the movie till the end..our seats are juz near to the stairs, so Ayyen got to play there, with his new friend after minutes of watching..a good and nice boy really not his middle name..

After that we went to have our lunch and then we walked around and brought the kids to the Starship Galactica..RM20 per kid and need to be accompanied by an adult..and everyone need to wear socks..i knew that they need to wear socks but i didn't know that they need to be accompanied by an adult..so me and hubby got new RM3.90 socks each that we bought at the entry..huhh..tak pasal-pasal..Oo yeah..we also get to ride on the animal's ride yang jalan-jalan keliling that 2nd floor..that bangla said 6 minutes, but i don't think it was..very fast lorr..macam tak sempat duduk dah disuruh turun..we brought A LOTS OF COINS on the day..dah tau, mesti nanti they all nak naik pape kereta yang tak bergerak yang ada kat keliling tue..

And we went back about 4 something..Ayyen fell asleep when we were still on the way out from the parking lot..and Aneen 'tumbang' on the way back..

We had a good time..her uncles was like, "yea ker?????" when Aneen told them she watched The Princess & The Frog..so our next movie would be Shrek 4 and Alice in The Wonderland..yay!!

note to daddy..thanks Daddy for belanja us keluar jalan-jalan..nanti kita keluar lagi yea...

note to all..pictures were taken from the camera phone..that would explain a lots on why there's a jalur-jalur on the pictures...

Find me here, if you can..

2009-12-28T12:38:00.005+08:00

Aneen is here..among these other faces..few pics of her..ada yang same pic, ada yg different ones..cari lar kalo rajin..hehe..Ayyen x ada..kenapa ntah..ada jer budak2 yg kurang coman dr Ayyen kat sini (statement emo seorang mummy!!)..it's ok Ayyen..kita cuba lagi lain kali...

Abis daahhh..

2009-12-22T13:06:00.002+08:00

Yea ibu-ibu, teman-teman sekalian..sesungguhnya isomil that i bought during sogo sale itu hari finished already..and yesterday hubby bought another 4 tins..how long its gonna last?? mm..i dunno..

Actually i could say, Aneen is growing up with the milk..she basically refused to take any other solid food..except for nasi minyak (which is her favorite - tp "aneen xnk green, pink rice..aneen nk yellow jer"), nasi ayam (plain nasi ayam - without chicken.."aneen xnk chicken, aneen nk rice jer"), nugget and fries (mcD sahaja yea..yang from KFC, "x sedap lar mummy..tue bukan nugget..tue bukan fries.."), cake (choc cake only!!), cupcakes (topping & creamynya sahaja..cake mummy yang habiskan), big apple's pink donut (also topping & creamynya sahaja), maruku and keropok (ganu kiteee!!)..see..i could list down things she eats..

And as for ayyen - sungguh senang membela anak lelaki..he eat all and try all..yeah, he's allergic to egg, mango (both actually can't eat mango, they'll vomit if they eat) and other things..but he juz love to eat and the foods love him too..

So, siapa yang ckp i borong hari tue?? 10 tins tue..kira lar berapa lama ketahanan 10 tins tue...

Cakap banyak..

2009-12-17T16:28:00.004+08:00

Mak told me this story yesterday..

"Semalam mak balik rumah, k.nurul tengah mop rumah..budak-budak nie masuk sekali..tiba-tiba aneen jerit, "Heyy..Kenapa wet nie?? Kenapa tak clean??" K.Nurul yang tengah mop masa tue tengok dia, "dah clean lar aneen..bising-bising pulak.." then aneen still macam tak puas hati, "Kenapa tak letak soap??" K.Nurul tengok dia (i think dalam hati k.nurul, sabar jer lar aku budak nie), "makcik Nurul dah letak soap lar..cuba bau.." and being a 3 year old toddler, aneen tunduk and smell the floor..then baru aman dunia..k.nurul kata, "cakap banyak pulak.."

Mak told me the story and laughing at the same time..mak kata sebijik macam sepupu awak..tapi tue lar, baru 3 tahun dah berlagak mem besar..luckily k.nurul tue dah kenal perangai dia macam mana and faham sangat dengan kerenah both aneen n ayyen..hehe..k.nurul tue siapa?? she stayed at in front of mak's house and come to mak's house to clean and ironing..aneen and ayyen love to play with kakak (k.nurul's eldest 16 yr old gal)..ayyen even call k.nurul as mama..now, k.nurul and epi (her husband) also speaks english..kihkihkih..

So i said to mak, k.nurul kena bersih betul-betul lar rumah nie..mak said, "mak dah cakap kat k.nurul, "Nurul kena bersih elok-elok lar, nanti aneen bising.."" hahahahaha..and again k.nurul said to aneen, "cakap banyak.."

Mereka adalah sama-sama...

2009-12-16T12:46:00.004+08:00

Scene 1:

Both of aneen & ayyen were eating..every single time, i've to watch and advised them, "which hand aneen??"..and with that words she immediately change her hand, from left hand holding the spoon, she took it with her right hand..and continue eating..same story goes with ayyen..all the time, everytime we eat, either using hands or spoon, both will first used their left hands..bila tegur, tukar lar..after few fed, it'll started all over again..

Scene 2:

Ayyen was praying..khusyuk..mulut terkumat-kamit..i do wish he say whatever he's saying or read loudly, so that i can laugh at it..hahahahahha..all i heard, "Allah-bakbat.." every time he sujud (his own way), duduk (his own way jugak), he'll pronounced that "Allah-bakbat.." until one day i seriously had a look on how actually he pray..at one moment he sat there and he lift his point finger up - LEFT point finger!! alahai sayang mummy..

Yes..both of my kids are left-handed..and both me and hubby as many other people, we are using our right hands in whatever we are doing..out of 5 siblings, my 2nd brother, Titah is left-handed..i used to call him cacat..it was awkward looking at him handling scissor, writings and everything..and also, out of 5 brothers on my husband's side, the 4th, Pie is also left-handed..and both of them were born in 1981!! hehe..so i made my own theory, orang yang lahir tahun 1981 nie, memang lain kot...

Since aneen and ayyen were babies, whenever they hold things, they'll use their left hands..if i changed it to their right hands, it won't last for long, immediately they'll change it to their left hands back..they seems very comfortable using their left hands in whatever they are doing..tried to change but i failed..so i just let them be..but when they are eating, i won't tolerate..if we are nearby or eating at the same place, you'll hear my voice asking them, "which hand??" and you'll see immediately they'll change their hands..and we keep reminding them til they finish eating..

Once when ayyen was admitted due to viral fever, he used his right hand in everything..he was on dripped (the drip was on his left hand and they even wrapped it with blue bandage)..so he can't really used his left hand..when we check-out (cam hotel lak), i asked the nurse if i could keep the bandage..hehe..they asked me why, i told them i want to teach my son using his right hand..what a theory..first day at home, he vomitted on the bandage..kena lar basuh and jemur..so he's back to his way..letih..

Orang kata, orang kidal nie cerdik..amin..insyaallah..tapi tue lar, takkan both my kids are kidal..ntah lar...

Cerita Puzzle..(takde tajuk)

2009-12-15T15:10:00.004+08:00

It all started when ayyen got boxes of puzzle from Enor for his birthday..aneen and ayyen will play with puzzle, trying to solve the pictures, with tears and angers - mine & theirs..yea lar, bila tak boleh buat, aci nak nangis jer..sapa x hangin?? and so i ugut, "kalau nangis, mummy simpan.." and then baru lar things not as havoc as masa they all baru kenal, what is puzzle..

Seems like playing puzzle can stop them from running around the house and sepah-sepah with other toys, i bought more puzzle..aneen is very hardworking..she'll try to do the puzzle and try to finish it..and ayyen is like, try and error..more error will kill his spirit to move on..then he'll stop playing with this puzzle and trying to do another one..and it goes on.."man"..

Last 2 weeks, daddy was away during weekend, again..so i was thinking, how i want to distract the kids and less their gaduh time..and since i'm almost bored with the barbie movies, i bought new one - SNOW WHITE..yay!! got princess, got prince, got songs..deal!! and as to give her more interest, i bought the disney puzzle on snow white..3-in-1 puzzle - 3 puzzles in a box..hopefully they'll enjoy the cd and the puzzle..

Hehe..the idea works..alhamdulillah..aneen enjoyed the show..now she'll watch either snow white or barbie..well, at least, tak lar barbie all the time kan..buhsan weii..juz imagine, all her uncles a.k.a my brothers, know the songs..all this while, takde siapa peduli pasal barbie dalam rumah tue..

Yesterday when i came back from work, aneen continued playing with the puzzle..in few minutes she could settle the thing..and suddenly she asked me, in marah-like-tone, "mummy..kenapa tak beli puzzle pieces baru utk aneen??" owh..sudah bosan ka?? as usual, my answer would be, "nanti mummy beli.."..she took it as a promised..i sms her daddy, who was still at the office..and i remind myself, sogo this week because need to buy puzzle for aneen..demi anak lar katakan..;)

Dah memang dasar anak manja kan, when daddy got home, he showed them the new puzzle..adoiii..a box of 2 puzzles for aneen and a box of 4 puzzles for ayyen..yea..more puzzles..hehe..and them, happy lar...

this is one of the puzzle that daddy bought last nite

When aneen was still in my tummy, i'll make sure at least i solved 1 puzzle crossword a day..maybe her interest on this came from that habit of mine..alhamdulillah..ada jugak benda baik yang aneen ikut dari mummy..when i bought puzzle for them, i knw somehow the solving might generate their mind and will make them be more creative and teach them how to think..mission accomplished..

Here are some info on puzzle that i found on the net..

A puzzle is a problem or enigma that tests the ingenuity of the solver. In a basic puzzle, one is intended to piece together objects (puzzle pieces) in a logical way in order to come up with the desired shape, picture or solution. Puzzles are often contrived as a form of entertainment, but they can also stem from serious mathematical or logistical problems — in such cases, their successful resolution can be a significant contribution to mathematical research.

Solutions to puzzles may require recognizing patterns and creating a particular order. People with a high inductive reasoning aptitude may be better at solving these puzzles than others. Puzzles based on the process of inquiry and discovery to complete may be solved faster by those with good deduction skills.

Brainteasers

Puzzles are a great way for your child to exercise his brain cells and work out solutions, so make sure you have an adequate supply of puzzles. Don't give them to your child all at once! Give him one puzzle at a time. Let him spend time solving it. He may solve it a few times before he gets bored. Don't expect him to entertain himself by solving the same puzzle again and again. Once he tires of one puzzle, hand him another.

Hand-eye coordination

In addition to exercising your child's brain, jigsaw puzzles also help improve a toddler's hand-eye coordination, since your child will need to fit the pieces together. It helps your child recognise shapes, and this is an important step towards developing reading skills.

Reasoning

Certain puzzles increase your child's reasoning abilities. For example, a puzzle may be in the shape of man, in which case your child can figure out where the head, arms, torso and legs go, and fit the puzzle accordingly.

Asal-usul puzzle..what an info..semua di hujung jari..

The jigsaw puzzle is one of the oldest forms of amusement that dates back to the late 1700’s. The jigsaw has passed through many phases of development to become today’s modern pastime. Jigsaw puzzles have a range of uses, from education, entertainment, to emotional and physical therapy.

The predecessor of the modern jigsaw puzzle was invented by John Spilsbury in 1767. It was used as a teaching apparatus to help children to learn the geography of England and Wales. It was a wooden map with no interlocking pieces. In fact, interlocking jigsaw wooden puzzles were not introduced until much later, with the invention of saws that could cut raw materials such as wood with the accuracy needed to produce the interlock. From this beginning through the 1800s, jigsaw puzzles caught on and grew as a popular pastime.

A'ah..makin banyak puzzle, makin banyak nak kena kemas..tapi mummy dah buat syarat, tak masukkan puzzle yang sedia ada, tak boleh bukak puzzle yang lain or tak boleh main toys lain..berani lawan cakap mummy??

STOP FOLLOWING ME!! NO PICTURE PLEASE!!

2009-12-08T17:45:00.003+08:00

These pics took place at our friend's wedding..on the way to the wedding, she asked, "daddy..nak pergi mana??" And as any other 'creative' daddy, "nak pergi wedding.." mm..knowing that she's not at the age of knowing what wedding is all about, i told her, "nak pergi tgk princess.." then, "oo..nak pergi tgk princess eyh?? YAYY!! nak tgk princess.."

When we got there, the seats were full..and we had to wait til other people finish eating then we'll get the seat..oo yeah, we were late because hubby had a 3 days next-year-planning -meeting in PD..so he came back all the way from PD and later the next morning, went back to PD - this is like My Best Friend's Wedding for him..so he had to be there..and we didn't know its one of this majlis makan serentak since it was held at home..and we didn't even get the card saying we had to give answer blablabla..i think this happened to a lot of people..yeah..nak buat majlis kahwin, ingat senang ke?? Bakal pengantin lagi lar, its all in the things to do list but still, it happened like non of the things in the list..do u get what i'm trying to say here?? hehe..

..enuff with that..

While we were waiting, Aneen was playing with the flower petals at the bridal dais..she juz loves playing with the petals..there was once we went to Terengganu for a wedding..there's a lots of petals in front of the dais, and it was inside the house..while everyone else had their eyes on the bride and groom, she's picking the petals and put it in a place..she said to me, "messy lar mummy.." kuang kuang kuang..canne nak beritahu budak umur 2 tahun, "it's a concept/style/design/deco??" hah..ambik..mummy punn tak tau what is the right word to put there..and again, she was 2 years old back then..

Ok..now she's 3, and she's still playing with the petals..but in different way..she'll put it all in her hands and then she'll fling all the petals and shout, "SURPRISEEEEEEE.." adoii..she always do it and she did it there as well..and her action juz caught the eyes of the photographer incharged at the wedding..he juz snapped her picture..shoot by shoot by shoot..knowing she's caught in action, she was really distracted..look at the photos and you'll see the expression, "siibuuukkkk jer.." hehe..i don't know how many pictures do he had on her..but that's all he send to hubby (hubby gave his namecard to the guy..hehe..actually before there's a few photographers took aneen's pics and we did request them to send it to us via email..only this one answered the request)..

Aneen was very happy when 'the princess and the king' shook her hands..actually, that nite, she juz salam with the princess and the king..susah betul nk suruh dia salam orang..what a sombong doter she is...

Where's ayyen?? mm..a clingy boy was clinging with mummy or daddy almost all long nite..abis cerita..pendek kan cerita ayyen...

note to the photographer..terima kasih yea abg photographer sbb sudi tangkap gambar budak sombong nie..

note to the princess and the king..semoga berkekalan jodoh and "To keep your marriage brimming, with love in the wedding cup, whenever you are wrong, admit it; whenever you are right, shut up.." - Ogden Nash

Mimpi semata..syukurrrr

2009-11-30T11:04:00.002+08:00

I juz love to kiss my kids a lot..soooo much..very much..sooo very much..sometimes i juz kissed them like there's no tomorrow..listening to them laughing tickling is like a sound of music in my heart..even if its only for ten minutes and after that you'll hear my voice screaming and yelling at them to stop picking up other's toys, etc, still, the moment when we are playing together guling-guling, pusing-pusing on the bed is totally ours and ours only..masalah dunia lain, peduli apa..

Last nite, we did the same..i kissed ayyen like there's no tomorrow..he was laughing and we were playing..i pretend to bite his ear..he was like, NOO!! don't tickle..aneen came and join us..and we played..and knowing this won't go anywhere, i asked them to sleep..i was trying to get ayyen to sleep actually..but biasa lar, main-main dulu..hehe..and i gave him a BIG kiss, like there's no tomorrow..tak puas lar..

Maybe because of what i tot and i slept with the thinking, i had a nightmare..in my dream, i lost my little boy..astaghfirullahalazim..i was very sad, but not depressed, as in i was ready because i already gave him my last kiss..waaaaaaaaaaa..boleh ke mcm tue?? In my dream, i was thinking that this would be the best for him..i forgot how and why it happened..and i was afraid to open my eyes and wake up..i scared he won't be beside me..i don't think i want to wake up..i was hoping i just stayed there..if i opened my eyes, and he's not there, i'll be frustrated and sad, for the second time..it might and definately hurt me more than the first time..hisyyy..scary k...

And then suddenly i heard him crying..asking for milk..i opened my eyes, and there he was, beside me..syukurrrr alhamdulillah..it was a dream..i went to get his milk ready and thinking what a dream i had..waaaaaaaaa..leganya..

Huhh..malam nie nk kiss byk2 lagi..and nk main-main lagi..mimpi mainan tidur..i juz hope by telling and sharing this to/with all, nanti lambat lagi jd mimpi tue..hehe..kan?? org tua-tua kan selalu ckp mcm tue...

"Your parents and your children, you know not which of them is the nearer to you in usefulness; this is an ordinance from Allah: Surely Allah is Knowing Wise." (Noble Quran 4:11)

APA ADA PADA NAMA??

2009-11-23T14:42:00.004+08:00

What's in the name?? As i always write here, my kids names are aneen and ayyen..sometimes i juz call them kakak and adik..and growing with their age, they know who they are and people around them..

but things are different since the past few months..the story began when i started buying cd of barbie's movies for my lil gal..usually i juz bought barney, pocoyo, thomas & friends, etc..sometimes i bought disney movies..juz to variety the choices..planning to get upin ipin for them, but dunno when..hehe..

one sweet day, a doter of mine, which inherited the royal blood from the daddy, suddenly announced, "ini bukan aneen lar..i am pinses angleliese darling.." aa..amik kau..i dare to bet, she doesn't even knw her real name..but, she's very confident telling people around, "i am pinses.." hehe..it's a stage..i'm sure a lot of mommies outside experiencing the same thing as mine..sampai i punn became pinses mummy and her opah punn she called pinses opah..penyakit...

last week i went to help for a kenduri..aneen was with me..she likes helping things like this..hehe..and she really helped..a makcik or pangkat nenek lar to her, puji her, "pandai kakak buat.." tlg isi doorgift into the bag jer punn..and she whispered to me, "bukan kakak lar, pinses.." and so i told the makcik.."bukan kakak..nama dia pinses.." lebar mulut makcik tue, "ooooooo..sorry lar..tok tak tau.."

once we went to the clinic, she was dancing on the floor like nobody business..while dancing she announced to the world, "i am dancing pinses.." hahahahah..ini pengaruh cerita 12 dancing princesses eyh..letih dh nk suruh dia senyap and sit down..she was in her own world..and there's a kakak working in the clinic said, "nasib baik lar ko anak raja..mmg betul lar ko princess.." adoiiii..

since ramadhan and last week, she was constantly asked everyone to call her pinses angleliese darling..(ada perkataan darling x tahan tue..usually i juz called her darling..still accepted..if i call kakak or aneen, agak sukar utk diterimapakai oleh dirinya..)..then i bought new vcd - the diamond castle..one day opah called for her, "pinses angleliese.." then she tegur her opah, "bukan..pinses alexa lar.." pullookkk..adoii..one after another..

tapi alhamdulillah..she never forget her real name..whenever dia marah or bergaduh dgn adik, she know, she is nazneen insyirah..

different story with adik..whenever kakak declared herself as a pinses, he also wanna do the same..mak had to remind him, "no ayyen..kakak princess, ayyen prince.." so, pins ayyen it is..huhuuuuuuu..perasan x hengat budak berdua nie..there was once when my adik a.k.a their uncle H told aneen, "kalau aneen princess, uncle H prince.." then aneen scolded him.."bukan lar..uncle H bukan pins..ayyen pins.." hahahaha..dengan rs rendah diri, uncle H dia jawab, "tau lar awak anak raja..elehhh.."

my 3rd brother or their maulana gave ayyen nama manja, ryan bryan..since ayyen was born, he called him with the name..not always but frequently..and he works in lumut..before in terengganu..it's like once a month he came back to KL..one day apak called him, "cucu tokkk..." dia marah..he said to MY apak, "pins bayern bayern lar..tok tak pandai.." aaaa..tue dia..anak aku mereka-cipta nama dia sendiri..adoiiii..at 2 of age, he knows which name suits him best and sounds nice to his ear..

so now i have pinses angeliese darling a.k.a pinses alexa and pins bayern bayern at home..mana pergi nazneen insyirah dgn rayyan irtiza, they all knows better..

and daddy also got new name - king daddy..what a syok sendiri name daddy..hahahaha..as for mummy, aneen will always give the name of the watak pembantu - pinses pauper, and now pinses liana..such a poyo doter..yang heroin tue dia lar..

now she's watching barbie and three musketeers.."all for one, and one for all.." tue pulak yang ada kat bibir dia..adik, mcm biasa, kakak lar sifu terbaik dalam hidup dia...

ISOMIL - ON SALE!!

2009-11-16T15:20:00.004+08:00

As a member of Sogo, i always get their brochures or pamphlets on the sale events and any promotions..the latest one was the warehouse sale, held the whole last week..as i looked at the promotion, i was very delighted knowing that they going to sell ISOMIL for rm46.00 each on 14 nov..waaaaa..byk jimat dh tue wooo..like rm10 ok!!

so i planned with hubby, let's go and get the ISOMIL..kebetulan, stok tinggal nyawa-nyawa ikan jer kat rumah..its a mission then..mm..

early morning i woke up..whatever it is, we have to move before aneen is awake..usually, she'll wake up around 10am and above..so i bersiap and then woke my husband..ayyen was awake already..i took him for bath and got ready myself..then i sent them to mak's house..hehe..yeah it's weekend..but i alerted mak earlier k..and as a return, i have to buy new 'sebenarnya ada' from aisya sofea for her..hehe..

since we hadn't any breakfast, hubby planned to had one at the nasi kandar opposite sogo there..i said, "tak nak..nnt tiba2 sampai dh habis, menyesal tak sudah.." but i let him go lar if he want..tp dia tak nak..so we went up..it was 10:15am - and the crowd was like so ramai already..hahahahaha..i guess when it comes to shopping doesnt matter when it is or where it is, have money or don't have money - still ramai jugak orang..yea lar, u juz imagine - it was 14 nov - org Melayu kata tengah bulan..hisyy..

it's stated there, limit 2 tins per customer..hisyy..serious ramai orang dekat cashiers, and atas meja kaunter tue - all ISOMIL!! crazy..i saw this one nyonya, and with her like dozens of tins of ISOMIL..what?? dia ingat tue susu cap teko ker?? so my hubby said that dia nk beratur and bayar dekat diff cashiers..i beratur dekat diff one..i asked the gal, kalau akak nk beli byk2 blh ker dik?? she said, blh kak..tp akak kena byr dua-dua tin jer..ahh..bisa diatur..so i ended-up with buying 10 tins ISOMIL..jimat rm100 and 2 months we don't have to think about milk..aminn..insyaallah..

why ISOMIL?? besides my mak yg suruh, here are lil info on it..

USAGE

A nutritionally complete, soy-based, lactose-free formula
for children 1 to 10 years old. It is for children with
cow’s milk protein allergy (allergy or sensitivity to
cow's-milk protein), lactose intolerance, galactosemia,
and vegetarian substitute.

FEATURES
	Added with DHA & AA, Linolenic and linoleic acid, taurine, choline for optimal cognitive, visual and psychomotor development.

	100% Soy Protein Isolate, a high quality protein that provides all essential amino acids to support tissue building.

	Dual carbohydrate system, a blend of two carbohydrates—corn syrup and sucrose—using two absorptive pathways to maximize absorption and minimize risk of malabsorption.

	Unique Oil Blend (High source of oleic sunflower oil, coconut oil & soy oil) to provide greater fat and calcium absorption.

	Natural source of Nucleotides to support normal immune development.

	Higher level of vitamins and minerals (as compared to Isomil Advance EyeQ) to support growing up children’s nutritional needs for optimal growth and development.

and i've tried giving them another milk, but they said, "tak sedap.." adoiii..and i gave them dutch lady sekali..habis jer susu tue, "mummy..nk milk.." aa?? yg u all minum td apa???

Kenapa aa??

2009-10-26T17:28:00.002+08:00

Apsal entryku yg sebelum ini seperti tidak terregister jer dlm blogspot??
Biasa ke benda2 sebegini??

24th October 2009 - He's A BIGGER Boy!!

2009-10-23T10:03:00.004+08:00

Happy 2nd Birthday To
RAYYAN IRTIZA

Who couldn't be loved more.
You are loved for:

The little boy you are,

The special brother for your sister,
The little guardian in the house,

And The precious son you will always be

~ Daddy & Mommy ~

Cuba teka apa nie..

2009-10-06T16:26:00.003+08:00

What is all these looks like to u?? my daughter called it banana muffin..why?? i dunno..she is a fast learner..and most of the time, the teacher is the box with the many stories inside, located at our living rooms..so guys, let me introduce to you - BANANA MUFFIN..nice one..she likes, i like..we realized this thing has changed the name to BANANA MUFFIN on the 3rd raya..so, this is one of my raya stories okay..hehe..

Update story raya belum lg..story lain dulu eyh...

2009-10-02T12:03:00.005+08:00

Hubby went to Kuching yesterday - due to his obligation with TNB..as early as 5:30am he went out frm the house already..the flight was scheduled at 8am..and he will take the night flight back..keje betul2 daddy..take care..

at 7:18am, i got msg frm him..his flight delay due to operation reason..the next flight is full and he had to take the flight at 11:40am!! waaaa..lamanya nk menunggu..luckily we have the most beutiful and very big airport kan d..can walk-walk-round-round..

late night - ayyen slept already, when daddy came back..aneen was watching the 12 dancing princesses (barbie series lar nie)..every night movie barbie jer..i think i can play the song with keyboard already..seriously..keep repeating the movie..adoiiii..

then hubby unpacked his bag and went out from the room.."ini lar akibatnya bila dh lama sgt dekat airport tue kan.." he said while handling over a plastic bag to me..hahahahah..i opened..and TADAAAAAAAAAA.....i loiiikeeee...

uihh..sonotnya..very simple and beautiful and shining shimmering..white gold, he said..hisyyy..bila lagi nak pergi outstation lepak2 kat klia nie?? i x kisah..pergi lar...

note to daddy - tq daddy...

note to self - story raya mana?? apa lar u nie deng..hehe..nnt lar..xde idea lg nk update nie..xpe..raya kat kl nie 30 hari..insyaallah akan menyusul tue...

Salam Syawal 1430

2009-09-18T11:19:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya
buat teman-teman dan kenalan semua

Maaf Zahir Batin

daripada kami sekeluarga

dan juga daripada kami-kami sekeluarga..

Maroon dan Gold dipilih semua
bagi menyeri hari bahagia
Salam Aidilfitri buat pembaca
bersama kita berhari raya

note to all - raya thn nie adinda yg berbaju biru di tepi sekali itu tak ada sekali..beraya di perantauan..yg lain insyaallah semua ada..raya kedua we all beraya di kuantan..raya ketiga dh balik dh..jemput dtg beraya ke rumah..

Bila cuti hari Khamis b4 Raya

2009-09-18T08:53:00.004+08:00

A'ah..i was on leave yesterday..got few things to settle b4 we celebrate raya..nk cuti today - friday, susah pulak because got few things to settle at the office plus others ramai yang dh blk kampung..as a KLian, kira i sacrificed lar nie..

Morning

I sent the kids to mak as usual..then we (me & hubby) went out b4 9..we sent kueh raya to zz, my cousin, working at Sime Darby..thanks for your support girl..and then we went to jln tar..we parked at sogo - we changed mama's baju kurung..the one that we bought can't suit her..so, note to myself - mama x wear baju kurung pahang..and then we went to discover the beneath in Jalan Tar and Jalan Masjid India..we were looking for ayyen's baju melayu..hard to find the color that we wanted and exactly looks like the daddy's..bila jumpa, no size..at the end, we found it at Bak Collection..handsome lar my lil hero raya nnt..i always like the design and the material they are using at the Bak's..nice and simple and different than others..

Noon

Still at Jalan Tar..orang semakin ramai..b4 not that ramai..so we head to Kamdar and took our curtains there..took with money lar kan..nothing's free maa..after that we went to sogo..im thinking of getting apak new tshirt..found 1, but when i called mak to get the size (somehow i forgot apak's size..because he do looks slimmer nowadays - so it's either M or L)..mak said no need to buy, apak got new tshirts already..apak said, "baju apak dh byk.." hahahaha..so i didn't buy the tshirt..juz got him nice gajah duduk only..from there we went to ikano..where else if not to the branded outlet store..we were there for a lil while only..not many choices..plus, hehehe, they got many new clothes already..i bought slowly every month at sogo tue apa?? mm..after zohor we went to kl sentral..need to take few stuff from my k.noor there..from kl sentral we went to bangsar village..hubby bought gown for aneen..she refused to try it..so we went to change and get different one..so hubby choosed the maroon gown..hope she like it this time..byk cakap, baru umur 3 thn dh mengada-ngada nk pki xnk pki..

Late Noon a.k.a Evening

Got call from mak..asking where i was..i said on the way back..she said the kids buat hal and dun want to sleep..then she said, "balik cepat sikit.." i looked at the watch, it's 3:30..hahahaa..do u think if i'm working today or she didn't know that i'm cuti, she will call and ask me to come back early?? hahahahah..mungkin tidak..so we went home..ayyen finally slept with daddy and aneen stayed awake with mummy..

Night

Iftar at mak's - as usual..kfc from k.noor - tq k.noor, and nasi lauk kari ikan, ayam msk merah, pindang and ikan goreng..yummy..when they went for terawikh i let the kids playing with pop-pop..blablablabla, we went home - our own home..tried the baju on the kids..ayyen looked very handsome with the baju melayu (apa lagi kerja mummy perasan kalo x puji anak dia??)..aneen was very happy with the new gown.."i am pinses aneen.." allah..perasan x sudah anak dara raja aman sorg nie..then later on she slept in front of the tv..yeah, she didn't sleep at all today..and ayyen was very energetic..i was watching my Grey's Anatomy when he came inside the room and asked me to read the book for him..fine, i read while watching..and then he got bored and started to play with his car and truck..then suddenly he tried to throw all the toys from the bakul..terus i marah dia..then he looked at me and said, "topp..toppp..sleep opah..go!! go!! sleep opah.." (stop!! stop!! sleep dengan opah..) while the hand showing to his opah's house..ambooiiii..dia pulak nk halau kita..pada halnya dia yg buat perangai..ya allah ya tuhan ku..so poyoo..i juz let him played by himself..as long as tak bising..then he wanted to sleep..fine, i gave him milk, that i prepared it earlier..and gave him his blankie and pillo - also i brought it with me into the room when i want to watch the series..dh agak dh..

Alhamdulillah..i slept around 1:30am..very sleepy and so tired..i had a longer day today than yesterday when it was my deadline day..still, i can do it again next year..no sweat..tiring is nothing when it comes to shopping and facing the naugthy of the kids...

Sayang Cucu

2009-09-14T19:42:00.003+08:00

Hubby brought back 2 hampers for raya..hampers of kueh-kueh lar kan..thank u dear..thank u dear's friends..

And the hamper were so nice..with the ribbons and all the decorations..the basket looks different..i told mak, "plus this ribbon (the type yg mcm kulit pokok tue), mak dh ada banyak dh yang mcm nie..nnt mak boleh buat mak punya sendiri.." and mak also duk tilik-tilik the things whats inside the hamper..

"Huh..mana-mana ntah yang ada tue..anak-anak awak duk main, merata.." Hahahaha..i said, its your fault.."Kalau kitorg dulu, tak berani nk usik..nnt kena marah..budak-budak tue sekarang dengan mak, semua blh.." mak replied, "awak orang x suka mende-menda mcm nie.." What?? Where did she get that from?? "Tak suka?? Bukan x suka mak, x berani..sekali usik, mau mak mengamuk.." And as usual, "tak adanya.." hhahhahaha..yes mak, ada..

And so i said to mak, "sekarang, kalau they all buat apa-apa, mak juz "mmm.." tue jer..tue jer?? sapa yang takut macam tue.." So i started blabbering to mak, the opah's role that she's been playing now.."semua manja..semua boleh..sampai masa, they all sendiri know where to turn whenever Deng kata tak boleh.."

I started ngajuk what Ayyen always said, "tak nak kawan opah.." "dun do that!!" "Ayyen punya.." and blablabla..all of suddence mak laughed.."hari nie mak kena lagi..mak nak tgk tv.."opah tunggu sekejap yea..cerita nie nk habis dh..opah tunggu yea.." mak gelak sorang dengar..habis jer cerita, terus dia tekan cerita mak nk tengok..Allah lah..."

Haa..how?? This kasih sayang opah - cucu already spoiled everything..mak was known as the most garang auntie in the family..but when it comes to cucu, "ala cucu opah..come here..mummy marah ker??" Rosak..rosak...

Siapa sorang lagi??

2009-09-10T09:11:00.003+08:00

On the 3rd day puasa during our first year of marriage, my husband came back from work and told me, "i dh byr zakat..utk 3 org.." hehe..a year before, he only paid for himself..and additional 2 after he got married - me and aneen..

On the 2nd year, still in the 1st week puasa, he came back at work and told me, "i dh byr zakat.." hehe..very fast..he said, "nanti kalau tunggu lama-lama, beratur orang nk byr..tgk ustaz tue sorang jer, i terus byr.."

Last year punn the same thing happened..but this time, "i dh byr zakat..utk 4 org.." yeah..ayyen came out last raya, so we dun have to pay zakat for him in that year..ok lar..now he's paying for 4...

This year, he didn't tell me anything on paying the zakat..before i got married, i juz bought beras and give them to any unknown rumah anak yatim..the glamorous ones, let the ministers or celebrities do the job lar kan..because apak always do that - buy beras and give them directly to the poorer/asnaf..and then apak will buy the beras back from him/her..so, we'll get the beras, and they'll get the money..rezeki masing-masing lar kan..

So i asked my husband last weekend, we were inside the car heading somewhere, i forgot lar where..

Me : Daddy..u dh byr zakat ker belum this year??
Hubby : Dh..semalam x ramai org kat balai Islam tue, i byr lar..lps nie nnt panjang pulak
beratur ramai org nk byr..
Me : Oo..i thot u tak byr lg..
Hubby : Dh..tp i byr utk 3 orang..i bagi ustaz tue RM30 because i tak ada duit kecik..ustaz tue
kata x apa..and then tiba-tiba baru i teringat, "Ehh ustaz..saya nk byr utk 4 orang.."
Me : Ha..ha..ha..siapa sorang lagi D?? U lupa siapa??
Hubby : I lupa i..muka ustaz tue punn mcm musykil because last year i byr utk 4
orang..tiba-tiba this year, 3 orang pulak..

ha..ha..ha..luckily he said that he forgot about himself..if he mentioned my name or any of the kids, i nk merajuk dh sebenarnya..hehe..u are old lar daddy...

Little info on zakat as below...

The obligatory nature of Zakat is firmly established in the Qur'an, the Sunnah (or hadith), and the consensus of the companions and the Muslim scholars. Allah states in Surah at-Taubah verses 34-35: "34:O ye who believe! there are indeed many among the priests and anchorites, who in Falsehood devour the substance of men and hinder (them) from the way of Allah. And there are those who bury gold and silver and spend it not in the way of Allah. announce unto them a most grievous penalty- 35:On the Day when heat will be produced out of that (wealth) in the fire of Hell, and with it will be branded their foreheads, their flanks, and their backs, their flanks, and their backs.- "This is the (treasure) which ye buried for yourselves: taste ye, then, the (treasures) ye buried!" (The Holy Qur'an 9:34-35).

The prophet (pbuh) said: "Any owner of gold and silver who does not deliver from them their right, on the Day of Quiyamah (Day of Judgment), (the gold and silver) will be shaped as foils of fire. Then it will be heated in the fire of Hell; (and) then with it he will be ironed on his side, his forehead, and his back" (narrated by Muslim).

It is agreed between Muslims in all the centuries the obligatory nature of paying Zakat for gold and silver, and from those the other kinds of currency.

Zakat is obligatory when a certain amount of money, called the nisab is reached or exceeded. Zakat is not obligatory if the amount owned is less than this nisab. The nisab (or minimum amount) of gold and golden currency is 20 mithqal, this is approximately 85 grams of pure gold. One mithqal is approximately 4.25 grams. The nisab of silver and silver currency is 200 dirhams, which is approximately 595 grams of pure silver. The nisab of other kinds of money and currency is to be scaled to that of gold, 85 grams of pure gold. This means that the nisab of money is the price of 85 grams of 999-type (pure) gold, on the day in which Zakat is paid.

When is Zakat Due ?

1. Passage of One Lunar Year:: Zakat is obligatory after a time span of one lunar year passes with the money in the control of it's owner. Then the owner needs to pay 2.5% (or 1/40) of the money as Zakat. (A lunar year is approximately 355 days).
2. Deduction of Debts:: The owner should deduct any amount of money he or she borrowed from others; then check if the rest reaches the necessary nisab, then pays Zakat for it.

If the owner had enough money to satisfy the nisab at the beginning of the year, then the money increased (in profits, salaries, inheritance, grants...etc.), the owner needs to add the increase to the nisab amount owned at the beginning of the year; then pay Zakat, 2.5%, of the total at the end of the lunar year. (there are small differences in the fiqh schools here)

Zakat is due after one Lunar (Hijri) year starting from either the first day you acquired the amount of Nisab or the day you paid Zakat last year. The month of Ramadhan is considered to be the best time to pay Zakat.

U all dh byr ker blm??

note to hubby..tq daddy..lps nie u belikan we all bj raya pulak eyh..ehh..lg eyh...

TAK!! DIA TAK TAU!!

2009-09-07T10:21:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah..today is hari utk bersyukur i guess..so many alhamdulillah that i wrote and lafaz..so, alhamdulillah again..hehe..this year, i got the chance to do my terawikh..at 1st i left the kids to k. nurul's house because she didn't fast..and then anak dara dia pulak took turn..so i juz left them to be huru-hara with the the As..hehe..and plus, it's the last chance that i got to be a makmum for Adan before he fly..alhamdulillah, dapat lar berjemaah dgn hubby, apak and mak jd makmum Adan kat surau Taman Melewar tue..merasa lar jugak...

So..last night, after iftar, i went back and get ready to go to terawikh..rupa-rupanya kakak also is preparing herself to got for terawikh..alamak!! and i was already in my telekung..since day 1 i did my terawikh, i kept thinking, i can bring the kids..the can sit here..i juz have to bring this and that and make them leka..and my hubby, like any other jemaah, keep saying NO!! but last night, i became usual me, a stubborn cold hearted DENG..hehe..i want to bring the kids..i know i can managed them..i know..yes..i can...

And we all went to the surau..aneen was kindly so so lar, dpt ikut daddy pergi pray nie..and ayyen, being himself, excited lar dpt naik car..what he knows is nothing like us lar obviously kan..mm..

With giler penuh debar i brought them into the pray hall..i felt like all eyes were staring at me..auntie ati, one of the jemaah said, "bawak escort hari nie deng.." "a'ah..x ada org nk jaga hari nie.." makin kuat i berdebar..so we did our Isyak..at 1st, it was tenang seketika, because they both asking for their milk..and after a while, the long nigt began..hahahaha..very long u know...

I was praying with all others, but my eyes like watching them..with the perangai kacau calling mummy..mummy lg..and they sat near me..playing my head and touching my body..ok lar tue..the worries came when they started doing it to others..alahaiiii..seriously, i know what i read but i dunno what i read..haaa..faham?? hahahahaah..right after i gave salam, straightly i bulllaaaat mata pandang diorg..both were stunned..and i marah lar them..adoiii..letih tau jd mummy garang nie..jiwa dan hati kacau dan terganggu...

While waiting for the time to terawikh, the surau called an ustaz to give ceramah on Nuzul Quran..it supposed to be for half on hour..but i think it was longer..hehe..and, the kids warmed up with few jemaah and making friends..adoiiii..why we should stay with the garang mummy if other people can smile and play with us?? i think that was what they both had in mind last nite..

And again, it's time for terawikh..so i brainwashed them..pesan, ugut all complete..and rayyan was like a nice boy, sitting there and very behave..aneen was being her own notti gal..adoii..at 1st she started playing with the chalks and the blackboard (surau nie punn kelas agama budak2 sekolah rendah yg kain merah tue..)..thou i warned her earlier dun play with the chalk aneen, it's dirty and poisoned..but since the thing can make them ralit, i juz let them be lar..main lar aneen..lps nie i'll was your hand..

Not long after that and my nightmare began..buhsan giler rupanya main dgn chalk and blackboard tue..so they started running straight in the two saf..ya allah..i can't wait to finish this 2 rakaat terawikh..the moment i gave my salam, i heard a lady shouting, "apa lari-lari nie?? tak tau ker orang tgh sembahyang??" huhhh..amik ko..i looked at the lady..another lady was holding aneen and saying to her, "pergi kat mak, duduk kat mak.." nicely..unlike the shouted one..i straightly bukak kain, take my things and them and we went out from the hall..

So i stayed outside the hall..also got jemaah praying there..we also cannot go down because, there also got jemaah down there near the stairs..and i juz sat there with the kids..simpan mrh tue utk makcik tue and kept marah the kids..and this one nice lady tny asked me do u want to pray?? i said blh jugak..because at the moment, his son was sleeping on the mat..so she moved her son and gave place to me..i warn the kids, "Duduk diam..kalau tidak sleep dalam toilet malam nie.."

Finally i got the chance to finish my terawikh..alhamdulillah..while i was praying, i heard them talking..yes, i do heard them..hahaha..khusyuk?? what is that?? "aneen..opah mana??" "opah kat dalam.." "where??" "kat dalam.." and my eyes saw ayyen got up and on his way to the pray hall tadi, straightly i stopped sembahyang and tarikh ayyen..he cried..NO WAY i'm gonna let them to go into that hall again!! so there goes my terawikh and withir for last night..

As for that shouted lady, TAK..DIA TAK TAU..DIA BARU 3 TAHUN..KALAU DIA TAU, SAYA DH BAWAK DIA SEMBAHYANG SINCE DAY 1 LG..

Mak was really tak puas hati..she kept repeating what the lady said.."mak x kenal siapa dia..sebelum nie x ada punn..siapa entah dia..esok mak nk cari.." hahahahaha..emo seorang opah..and mak also said, "mak punn marah jugak budak2 dulu..tp bukan mcm tue.." hahahahaha..

And i'm thinking of bringing them again tonite..hahahahaha..bukan nk sembahyang punn, tp saja nk buat that lady hangin x tentu pasal..boleh??

Down here i quoted some hadiths on the matter..

Dari Abdullah bin Syidad dari ayahnya berkata, "Pada suatu ketika Rasulullah keluar untuk mengerjakan solat Zuhur atau Asar, beliau membawa cucunya Hasan atau Husein, lalu maju ke depan dan meletakkan cucunya kemudian bertakbir. Ketika sujud, beliau sujud lama sekali hingga terangkat kepalaku. Terlihat olehku, ternyata sang cucu sedang berada di punggung Rasulullah, maka aku pun kembali sujud. Setelah selesai solat, para jamaah bertanya, ‘Wahai Rasulullah, lama sekali Anda sujud hingga kami mengira bahawa telah terjadi sesuatu atau wahyu sedang diturunkan kepadamu.’ Rasulullah menjawab, 'Semua itu tidak terjadi, melainkan ketika itu cucuku sedang berada di punggungku dan aku tidak mahu mengganggunya hingga dia merasa puas bermain-main." (HR Ahmad, An-Nasa`i, dan Hakim)

Dalam riwayat yang lain dijelaskan;

Hadis riwayat Abu Hurairah Radhiyallahu 'anhu : ia berkata:Bahawa Nabi saw bersabda: Apabila salah seorang dari kalian menjadi imam, maka hendaknya ia memperingan solatnya, kerana di antara mereka ada anak kecil, orang tua, orang lemah dan orang sakit. Bila solat sendirian, maka soatlah sekehendak hatinya

(HR Bukhari)

Begitu pula, beliau saw pernah meringankan bacaan dalam solatnya, ketika beliau mendengar tangisan anak kecil;

Abi Qatadah Radhiyallahu 'anhu mengatakan bahawa Nabi saw bersabda, "Aku sedang mengerjakan solat dan mahu memperpanjangnya, namun aku mendengar tangis anak kecil. Lalu, aku ringkas (ringankan) solatku, kerana aku tidak senang untuk menyusahkan ibunya."

(HR Bukhari).

Bahkan, Amr bin Salamah, yang ketika itu berusia 7 tahun, menjadi imam untuk solat berjamaah.

Dari Jabir bin Abdillah bahawa Amr bin Salamah radhiyallahu a''nhu berkata, "Aku telah mengimami solat jamaah di masa Rasulullah saw sedangkan usiaku saat itu baru tujuh tahun. (HR Bukhari).

So daddy, boleh lar kita bawak lagi the kids tonite, kan??

Ramadhan and Rayyan

2009-09-07T10:18:00.000+08:00

Now we muslims are in the fasting month..alhamdulillah, so far i still hasn't missed my fasting..thou it gives me unease feeling inside my belly - due for few days already for my monthly-best-friend's visit..cuak k..cuak yang teramat nie..

All this while, when it comes to month of Ramadhan, it always remind me of my dear brother, Ramadhan..when he was small, he was so happy everytime he heard his name mentioned on tv..it's like, he's the celebrity of the year..pagi Ramadhan, tghari Ramadhan, petang Ramadhan, and malam also Ramadhan..being a small naive boy really enjoiced his moment there..and only slowly when he grew up, he starts to think that during Ramadhan, u have to fast.and when he became older, he also learns that, during Ramadhan, straightly for one month, he need to be an Imam for terawikh - which is a big thing for our apak's big heart..hehe..

well..enough of Ramadhan - he's in Jakarta now..pursuing his degree..so this is the 1st Ramadhan Ramadhan is not with us..but, it's Jakarta only..i think my mak thinks that its like from here to Perlis kot, because every day she's checking on him..hehehe..anak manja...

And as i'm become older, i got to know that, there's another thing that u should know during Ramadhan..there's a special gate of heaven which allows fasting people in Ramadan to enter..
The gate of heaven which allows fasting people in Ramadan to enter..

Shal bin Sa'ad reported the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) said: "Paradise (Jannah) has a door called Rayyan (the quencher), which is preserved for those who observed fasting on the Day of Judgment. It will be announced, 'Where are those who observed fasting?' The door, Rayyan, will not be closed until the last one of them enters." (Bukhari and Muslim)

Yes..Rayyan..and so i was so in love with this name..i loves reading novels..reading the story, the characters and the names the writers gave to the characters gives me ideas on what to name my babies..hehe..whenever i like or think of a name, i'll jot it down somewhere and seek for the meaning..and the same thing happened when i came cross RAYYAN..so, i told myself, i'll have my baby named as Rayyan..

And i kept waiting..the idea of me having a kid of my own is one thing, but to get a baby, u do have to get married..alahai..lemahnya rasa..it's not that its hard to get married..hahahahah..basically, we girls don't need to kumpul duit hantaran..juz go and pilih kain, buat baju, duduk diam jer lar kan..takde masalah..but to get the one yang akan kena kumpul duit hantaran tue was a major problem..hahahahhaa..(daddy..no offence..juz keep reading..) hey..it's not easy to know whether he's the one or not ok..and it's not for a day, then u'll get a new one the other day..manede cantu...

So i waited..and waited..and waited..until one day, a news from mak really hit me.."wan nyah dapat cucu lelaki, anak abg du..nama dia Rayyan.." Aaaaaaaaaa?? o know..not rayyan..pls..not that name..Arrrrrrrghhhhhhhh!!!..wan nyah is a wife of apak's cousin and mak's best friend..and abg du is my 2nd cousin..a'ah..kalau ikut hubungan tue mcm dh saudara jauh..but dun forget that i also mentioned, she's one of mak's best friends..meaning, we all always met..now and then..aduhh..

Seriously i got so frustrated..i told mak, "Deng suka nama tue..deng dh plan nk guna nama tue.." mak asked me for the meaning..and i told her..and she said, "guna jer lar.." hahahaha..i juz laughed..when to use, god knows...

And alhamdulillah, i got a girl as my 1st..i want a girl..too many boys/guys/men inside the house..i need a girl..i need to share my interest and my stories, that only we girls know and undertand..so i still kept the name Rayyan..tak apa..ambik lar siapa nak..tp i'll make sure one day i'll have my own Rayyan..

It's a well known story telling, i don't have to wait long till i got pregnant, AGAIN..and i do hope, this time, i'll get a boy..so i could Rayyan him..hahahahha..god listened to my prays..i got a boy..unlike the 1st one, we named her immediately after she was born (there's a hadith saying we should name the baby right after born)..this time we waited till seventh day (its a sunnah Rasulullah)..mak still remember that i wanted to name my boy, Rayyan..she mentioned about it before i delivered..she said, she told mak long about the name..hehe..obviously, she also likes the name..hehe..

Yeah..so we named our boy Raja Dzia Rayyan Irtiza..he was born on 2nd week of Syawal..hehe..NO!! we had Ramadhan already..that doesn't mean we want Syawal..

Rayyan..or ayyen..we juz hope that he'll be as wise as his name..insyaallah...

Rayyan and the meanings that i browsed..

Rayyan M Luxuriant, One of The Gates of Paradise

Origin : Arabic - Atmosphere, galaxy, the heavens

Origin : Persian - Fragrant herb, sweet scented herb

People name their children to distinguish them from others. The baby must be named on the seventh day. According to a Hadith a child must be named promptly on birth. The baby name must be meaningful. "You will be called by your name on the day of judgment" this is another reason why it is important to chose a baby name with good meaning.

Selamat Menghabiskan Puasa All...

p/s all - and wan nyah was so irritating..everytime she heard us calling Rayyan, she'll asked, "Rayyan?? mcm nama cucu i ker??" again and again - YES!! tapi x ada kena mengena dengan cucu u..hahahaa..if i may add, this Rayyan is a lot cuter and slimmer than your Rayyan..hahahaha..gila emo seorang ibu aku nie..she's not forgot it because of her age..she juz couldn't care less..yeah..so do i..

Ayyen oh Ayyen..

2009-08-28T09:46:00.003+08:00

this conversation was between me n my cousin, nadd..hahaha..yupp, yesterday morning..i know, office hour..hahahaha..so what?? i'm juz a PA..hehe..as long as i get my work done, so what?? kan aya..he's gonna be 2 this october..but his perangai is soooo somewhat i dunno how to tell..very demanding..now it's like everything got to be his way..mana blh dik..u r too small to be a boss..juz wait for your time lorr..

guys, juz enjoy the converation of the day..

10:43 AM Nadd: huhuuh

10:44 AM ptg kang ahli nursery bertambah lg 2

baru meriah

hahah

me: dr kelana jaya ker??

Nadd: yuppy

me: meh ddg nk letak lg 2, blh aya??

Nadd: aya x kisah

aya bkn kat umah pun

ahhahahahah

me: hahahhaha..

pengsan yg ada kat umah kang..

ayyen tue giler ganas..

perwatakan sungguh samseng..

10:45 AM lg 2 bln, baru nk msk 2 thn..

kalo dh 2 thn nnt, xtau lar camana agaknya..

Nadd: hihihihi

ganas?

hahahha

10:46 AM so..open house come bday party ye

hhihi

dpt duit raya lg

hadiah lg

hahah

me: hahahahha..

manede..

ry nie anniv mak..

10:47 AM sebln lps tue baru bday ayyen..

tp ganas lar aya..

aya ada x ingat2 suam kuku aneen tue ganas canne??

Nadd: mmmmmmmmmmmmm

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

mmmmmmmmm

lama mikir nih

hahahah

10:48 AM me: tue aa..

jumpa 2 kali setahun..

mana nk ingat apa..

Nadd: hahahah

me: tue yg ddg punn tny aya cantu tue..

Nadd: ahhhaah

10:50 AM so ayyen bp kali lg ganas?

me: ya allah..

berganda2 kalinya..

pening ddg dgn mak..

xleh biar diorg main sdiri..

yg kakak suka mengatur..

yea lar, KAKAK kan..

10:51 AM yg adik pulak, time ikut tue, ikut lar..

time dia xnk, hangin lar 1 bdn..

dia punn ORANG jugak..

bukan baby (sumer anak patung diorg nama BABY eyh)..

10:52 AM angin tue pulak, xde tangguh2 dh, x suka jer, terus dtg..

segera..

instant..

kakak kena lar debuk sana-sini..

takat muka kakak kena tampar, kena kesan kuku tue, xde apa dh..

ssh toll lar..

10:53 AM Nadd: uishhh

pembuli ni

dia wat kat kakak dia je ke kat org lain kene gak?

10:54 AM me: S.E.M.U.A yg ada lam umah tue..

"heyyy..DUN DO DAT!!'

"dia nie kan (sambil bgn menuju pd 'dia' yg dimaksudkan n terus pukul org tue..)"

10:55 AM "mummy..NOO!! ayyen pukul nnt!!"

"xnk kawan opah..(lps kena mrh lar tue..)"

10:56 AM tp, pantang nmpk org pegang key g kat pintu, baik lembut jer suara dia..

"nk g ana??"

blh??

so plastik lar my son..

8 minutes

11:05 AM Nadd: hahahahhahah

garang ek

alfie br tgh nyusun2 ayat

tapi masa ham n kakak dulu.. xde pukul2 ni

alfie ni ade sikit

(cam 3 org dh anak aku)

11:06 AM pukul

tanak kawan pun sikit

coz aya tahu dr mane dpt

kat umah mmg xde

*wink *wink

11:07 AM me: hahahahaha..

"padan muka" ada x??

11:08 AM kat umah ada..

21 minutes

11:29 AM Nadd: ahahhahaha

mane la dak2 ni dpt?

7 minutes

11:37 AM me: ms g umah wami, wami tegur ayyen..

ayyen jeling, ckp kat wami, "xnk kwn.."

ddg dlm blk k.shimah ms tue..

wami tny, mana mak dia??

ddg jenguk lar pala..

wami kata, sebijik cam mak dia..

11:38 AM tp mak dia, ada nama..

"deng xnk kwn.."

dia nie x sebut nama aa..

hahahhahaha..

blh??

11:39 AM Nadd: hahahahhahahahha

no komen

hahahahah

11:42 AM me: pg tue plak, b4 g bangi, kitorg nie duk bsiap lar nk kuar kan..

ddg dh siap mandikan diorg..

itu ini sumer..

susu x buat lg..

daddy lar yg buat..

11:43 AM sambil mata kat tv, "daddy jgn letak air hot byk2, letak little jer..lps tue baru letak milk.."

arahan dr tuan puteri..

ddg pandang aman shah, aman shah pandang ddg..

sakit perut ddg kontrol gelak dpn budak tue..

11:44 AM aman shah kata, "makin hari, dia makin u..sumer nk specific.."

hahahahahaha..

nasib lar..

blh??

11:47 AM Nadd: hahahahhahah

11:48 AM o well

11:51 AM me: apa well??

hahahhahaa..

the learning process tue will go continuosly..

11:52 AM kita punn x sedar kita nie 'cikgu' sbnr nyer..

tp yea lar..

yg specific tue logik lar..

yg xnk kwn tue, xkan lar sbb nurun ddg kot??

hisyy..

kebetulan jer tue..

6 minutes

11:59 AM Nadd: aya pun taktahu

alfie garang2

bukan nurun aya

faktor alam sekitar

hahahhahah

12:02 PM me: hahahahhaha..

tue aa ddg kata kat erah..

12:03 PM kalo kwn ddg tue tny ddg hows ur kezen (referring to aya), ddg xleh aa jwb, juz like me..

sbb aya x garang..

Mother - Daughter Chit-chatting

2009-08-18T16:51:00.004+08:00

this happened before we slept last nite..inside our room..a'ah, still sharing the same room and the same BED!! wait lar, nnt i'll teach them to sleep alone..time will come...

our heads already on the pillows..i looked at her, she looked at me..and i kissed her goodnite..

me : hisyy..busuk..smelly aneen..

she kissed me back..

aneen : mummy wangi..

and i kissed her back..

me : aneen busuk..

she kissed me again..

aneen : mummy chantek..

me : (hahahahaha..) kalau mummy chantek, aneen punn chantek jugak..

aneen : aneen chantek?? mummy chantek, aneen chantek??

me : iya lah..sama lah..

and she kissed me again..

aneen : mummy busuk..aneen chantek..

me : aa?? aneen busuk, mummy lar chantek..

aneen : NOOO!! mummy busuk, aneen chantek...

me : dh lar aneen..sleep..tomorrow mummy work..

aneen : mummy work?? tak cuti??

me : tak..tomorrow mummy work..

aneen : goodnite mummy..ai le yu...

me : goodnite aneen..i love u...

nite everyone..we love u....

She is THREE today

2009-08-07T11:44:00.004+08:00

Happy 3rd Birthday

NAZNEEN INSYIRAH

"U are our lil princess and
will always remain the same,
no matter how old u are.."

~Daddy & Mummy~

Now it's not KENAPA, it's APSAL

2009-07-31T12:03:00.005+08:00

Last Tuesday my cousin Nuzli came with her preggie wife Aishah to our house..they are expecting their 1st baby..alhamdulillah..juz want to share the conversation between Aishah, me and Aneen..

Aishah : Dalam perut auntie punn ada baby tau..

and she kissed ayyen and aneen goodbye..

and looking confusedly at me,

Aneen : Mummy..APSAL auntie eat orang??

huhhh?? me and aishah looked at each other and burst out our laughs..

Me : haahh auntie..apsal auntie eat orang??

Aishah : (hahahahaaha..) Auntie tak boleh jawab lar..sorry Nazneen..

Aneen : Mummy..APSAL auntie eat orang??

Me : Baby yang dalam perut auntie tue nk eat..dia x pandai eat
sendiri..so dia duduk dulu dlm perut auntie..nnt dia dh
pandai eat sendiri, dia keluar...(ok tak my answer??
huhuuuuuu)

and then aneen juz keep quite and continued watching her higglytown heroes..fuhh..what a relief..

well..i need to read more and more books, articles and jurnals..she'll ask millions of weird questions..and i need to give answer that suits her age and knowledge..susah wooo!! and soon ayyen will join her..arrggghhh...

Got attacked by gastroentritis

2009-07-23T14:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my apak's cousin, celebrated her birthday..hehe..kinda weird - an old lady celebrating her own bday - every year without missed!! Again, she celebrated her own birthday k, the majlis (party is really not suite in this case) was organised by her..i think she bought the cake herself..hahahaha..funny..but if she's happy that way, who are we to say things?? hehe..i know i did saying things here..duhhh!!

well..there i had nasi bukhari, curry meat and melons..and a PRAWN!! got chickens and all, but i didn't take it..it didn't look that yummy, if u get wat i meant..as for dessert i took some pengat pisang..ok lar tue..i'm getting fatter..hehe..fatter fatiha..mm..sounds nice..

oo yeah..this bday majlis took place during lunch hour - my parents came to my office and we went to the house in bukit damansara..after that i came back to the office..

the story began around 4 o'clock..i was doing my job - yesterday was my deadline..and looking for bills that needed from my colleague..i feel uneased with my stomach..usually i will come home late than other day during the deadline day but yesterday sharp 5:30 i went back with my colleague..my stomach is getting uneased more and more..

when i got home, i just lied down on bed and reading my novel - rooftop rant by hlovate..but the pain was sooooooooooooooo hurt..i was like pusing-pusing and guling-guling and gulung-gulung on the bed..sakit giler k..after maghrib my husband brought me to the clinic..i vomit on the way..luckily we had plastic bag inside the car..we dunno when we gonna need it...

so we went to Pusat Perubatan Kohilal and again, i was so lucky, my fav Doc Rainey Azmi was there..he checked me, which part of my stomach was hurt..and he said my body is hot - hot in temperature k..not hot, HOT!! hhahhaha..and diagnosed me with GASTROENTRITIS..i heard it for the first time..he said something like infectious in my saluran pemakanan..aa?? the whole stomach was hurt..i can't move..so that it was?? so right now i'm browsing the net to know what i'm having..;)

Gastroenteritis Causes

Gastroenteritis has many causes. Viruses and bacteria are the most common.

Viruses and bacteria are very contagious and can spread through contaminated food or water. In up to 50% of diarrheal outbreaks, no specific agent is found. Improper handwashing following a bowel movement or handling a diaper can spread the disease from person to person.

Gastroenteritis caused by viruses may last one to two days. On the other hand, bacterial cases can last for a longer period of time.

Viruses

Fifty to seventy percent of cases of gastroenteritis in adults are caused by the noroviruses.

Rotavirus is the leading cause of infection in children.

Other viruses that cause gastrointestinal symptoms include:

Adenoviruses
Parvoviruses
Astroviruses

Bacteria

Bacteria may cause gastroenteritis directly by infecting the walls of the stomach and intestine. As well, some bacteria like Staphylococcus aureus can form a toxin that is the cause of symptoms. Staph is a common type of food poisoning.

Escherichia coli can cause significant problems, and one type of the bacteria, E. coli O157:H7 can also affect kidney function.

Salmonella, Shigella and Campylobacter

Salmonella, Shigella and Campylobacter are also common causes of illness.

Salmonella - the cause of typhoid fever is contracted from handling poultry or reptiles such as turtles that carry the germs
Campylobacter - from the consumption of undercooked meat, unpasteurized milk
Shigella - typically spread from person to person

Clostridium difficile

Clostridium difficile (C difficile) bacteria may overgrow in the large intestine after a patient has been on antibiotics for an infection.

Parasites and protozoans

These tiny organisms are less frequently responsible for intestinal irritation. You may become infected by one of these by drinking contaminated water. Swimming pools are common places to come in contact with these parasites. Common parasites include these:

Giardia - The most frequent cause of waterborne diarrhea, causing giardiasis
Cryptosporidium - Affects mostly people with weakened immune systems and causes watery diarrhea

Other common causes

Gastroenteritis that is not contagious to others can be caused by chemical toxins, most often found in seafood, food allergies, heavy metals, antibiotics, and other medications.

perghhhh..so i got it from the prawn..only had one prawn and it really hit me aa..so i got berbondong-bondong pahit pills frm the doc..and 2 days mc!! oo yeah..doc said i demam..mm..didn't care about that at first..but, ok..and again, i got mc for 2 days..yeahh..long wiken for me..yabedabedu....

ouch!! it hurts!! no move involving stomach movement please..tq...

ok..ok..mummy highlight ayyen pulak...

2009-07-17T11:43:00.003+08:00

these past few entries, i always talked about aneen..seems like bias lak kan..so unfair..ok..ok..this entry mummy will talk about u my dear rayyan irtiza..

rayyan irtiza..1 yr old and 8 mth..soon, becoming 2..mm..what he can do now??

- walking..cannot stop..only stop when it's time for MILK!! he is one but he is everywhere (when we are inside the house lar kan..)

- riding a.k.a 'rempit'ing..allah..if u see him with his bikes, and the way he turned the bikes, and the way he climb the hill of pillows with his bikes, u'll think that he must be the best student of any rempit school..(tok likes to watch him doing the 'stunt'..smiling all the way whenever his grandson is in action..)

- acting..mm..whenever i got upset or mad of them (which is almost all the time lar kan..), he'll make face..then he'll go into the room..sitting on the bed, and then smiling alone..can aa?? mummy tgh mrh dia nie..dia main2 cantu lg..aduhhh..

- reading..hahahaha..alhamdulillah, juz like his eldest sister..he juz love to read..now his opah is teaching him alif ba ta..hehe..after bismillah, he straightly goes to ba..forgot about alif..then looking for nun, ghin..hahaha..skip all other alphabets..mana boleh dik..and then he'll jump to wassalamu..hahahahhaa...

- fighting..fav fighting par title would goes to uncle T, my second brother..allah..uncle T juz call out his name, he starts making face already..and the fighting begin..letih dgr..sometimes uncle T got hit by anything nearer to opah or mummy or opah and mummy..definately the things flew from our hands lar kan..

- talking..hehe..mak told me, yesterday's breakfast, she was eating alone with ayyen..she fed ayyen ns goreng..after the 1st bite, ayyen said to her, "opah..cedappp.." hehe..mak said, "mak sorg jer..tahan jer lar gelak..pandai sgt cedapp cedap nyer.." hehe..and many more other words..and he can like answer our questions in sentences..alhamdulillah, my kids cepat jalan n cepat bercakap..it is juz we need to control where they are going and what they want to say..ahh..whenever i marah him, he'll say to me, don't do that..apa?? up to me lar..i'm your mummy..huhhh..

- dressing up..hahahaha..yeah, it's true..i'm not making stories..perhaps, i shall say that he's better than aneen..he juz loves playing with my and mak's tudung..playing with the hat..and shoes..and whatever, that can he can put on him and make he look at the mirror and said, "cantikkk.."..aduss..this part very dangerous..i need to really control on this matter..cuak k..

mm..what else ayyen?? tell me..ahhh..i know..i know..

- biting..mm..for this past few days, he juz love to bite his sister..everytime they fight over the books, bikes or anything, usually bikes, he'll bite her..everyday, in this week, when i came back home, i'll see the 'hate' bite on aneen's arm, back, chest..hehe..way to go adik..well he won't start if aneen didn't start 1st..she juz loves taking whatever adik is playing with..saja kay, purposedly (dh redundant lar plak)..so, she deserves it lar..but still, i'll marah ayyen juz to show that, it is bad to do that..

what else?? dunno lar ayyen..my mind is jammed rite now..daddy is asking for udang goreng n bawang byk2..those bawang kat umah already expired..mummy is thinking of 'taking' some bawangs from opah's..hehe..

okeh..i'll jot some more when i remember..as for now, thats it..luv u ayyen..mmmuuuaaahhhhh...

From my hubby with love..

2009-07-12T13:41:00.005+08:00

i know this cost u lots of sweats and hours and thots..
yeah..some people can get 7 of this easily..
so what??
it's from my husband okay..
thank you maan..
really luv it..
like i said, nnt bg lg yea..
hehe..it doesn't have to be the same thing..
hahahhaa..
this is what i call as
"TESTAMENT OF LOVE"
not because of the price..
but for the sacrifices you made to get it for me..

and you old man (phone), get lost!!
hhahahahhaa...

and my princess already posing with it..
becareful aneen..it's priceless...

First Time!!

2009-07-11T19:17:00.004+08:00

yayy!! got it already..the story began two weeks ago and its FRIDAY!! hehe..usually i will go out on friday..well, when else i could go around without having to shout calling names in public or changing diapers or stop for preparing milk for the kids?? my fav spot, definately Jalan TAR or Sogo or Sogo AND Jalan TAR..hehe..

but last two weeks i had so many cores need to be done in the office..my colleagues all asking me why aren't u out?? "Imam masjid Sogo dah panggil tue.." hahahaha..yeah..yeah..yeah..say whatever u want..my work gives me pay..without the pay, imam Sogo panggil ker imam masjid wilayah ker, i cannot go anywhere u know..

well..still..not going anywhere, doesn't mean i'm not windowing anything..hahahaha..been so berkenan with the tshirt bought by Ilin for her babies..so i tried for the first time, buying online thing - bought the tshirt..so i made order and paid online (thanks maybank2u!!) ..hehe..after a week waiting, i got it last nite..yeahhuuu..nice tshirt..juz like shown in the blog..thanks nora for sending me the tshirts..and thanks ilin for giving me the add..nnt bagi lagi yea apa-apa yang menarik...

aneen was so happy..she juz can't wait to wear it..hahahaha..tunggu yea aneen..nie baju raya ke-8 tau..sabar...

"kenapa Aneen pandai??"

2009-07-07T11:31:00.003+08:00

nazneen insyirah is gonna be 3 next month - exactly a month after today..she's going to be 3 but somehow we do think she's more than 3..whenever she's gaduh with her adik, she'll get upset and say things like, "eiii budak nie..bukan macam tue.." - hey aneen, u are different by 14 months only..not that old..or she'll say "adik, jangan main purse opah..nnt opah marah" - adik starts playing with purse opah when adik 1st saw her playing with purse opah - with all the cards, coins and notes..and last nite when apak was having his dinner, i heard aneen said to ayyen, "adik..jangan main kuah.." and few seconds after that, i heard opah said, "oo..marah adik jangan main kuah, dia main tak apa.." kantoiii..

at that age, she can think and different things right or wrong already..but still, she's a lil kid..even she knows it is wrong, still she want to do it..the 'i-want-to-do-that-instinct' is inside her..hehe..become like mummy ahh..good girl...

the thing that we really cannot stand nowadays is when she starts asking kenapa this and kenapa that..aduhh..almost all the time she'll asking questions..and yeah, sometimes, we do have the answers..and sometimes we don't know what to answer..and most of the time, we are lazy to say or answering things..it's very tiring when she juz keep repeating the question..

mak told me, aneen woke up one morning and asking about makcik nuyu (k.nurul that always come and clean mak's house and live in front of the house).."opah..makcik nuyu ada x??" and then mak who was doing housework at that time juz said to her, "makcik nuyu work..work..work.." and mak add some more, "kakak (k.nurul's eldest and 16yrs old) school..school..school.." aneen looked at her confusedly "why opah ckp banyak-banyak??" hahahahhaa..mak had to tahan gelak (rasakan mak..), and said to aneen, "opah nk work..nnt aneen tny opah banyak-banyak.." and so then, she didn't ask mak about k.nurul anymore..she juz waited for k.nurul to come and then after k.nurul finished her work, aneen will go to her house to play with kakak..

"mummy..kenapa baby menangis??" "mummy..kenapa daddy dia tak hug dia??" "mummy..kenapa mummy work??" and so many others kenapa...

yesterday, i came back from work and saw my brother's car..oo..he came back from lumut..he juz called me on sunday asking to speak with anak sedara saya - aneen and ayyen lar..and now he's in front of me..this boy, always play and make jokes like that..all of suddent, he's home..and then, he juz went back..so yesterday he came back juz for a while..he said he's from klang and need to go back to lumut immediately because he need to finish his report by tonite blablablabla..

ayyen and aneen are so manja with their maulana..so they were following him from back to front, front to back..they were like his lil shadow(s)..hehe..and i asked ayyen, "ayyen, maulana work where??" ayyen said, "lumut.." pandaii..and aneen suddenly said "kay marine mummy.." i praised her, "pandai aneen.." and she asked me, "mummy, kenapa aneen pandai??" hahahahaha..my adik's friend was there, laughing..my apak was behind aneen, smiling..and i juz said to her, "mummy punn tak tau kenapa aneen pandai..tp mummy bersyukur sangat aneen pandai.." that was the best kenapa that i had..i'm so thankful with God gifts..just ask me anything aneen, i don't mind..if i cannot answer, ask daddy..he also doesn't mind..kan daddy??

the only reason why i won't forget michael jackson

2009-07-02T14:00:00.004+08:00

it happened in 1993..after my PMR (it was the 1st yr known as PMR and the new system of education for form three has been applied) (ehh..why it always happened during our years aa?? UPSR punn kita kena dulu, PMR punn kita jugak..hmm..)

nobody cared about us..nobody was bothered with whatever we were doing..they were all buzy with their studies and coming exams - final year, SPM and STPM!! so we were all like u r free and do whatever u wanna do, as long as u r inside the schoolgate..hehe..

so, as to show that the teachers still doing their job, many activities were held..like drama, nasyid (sekolah agama mana blh buat pertandingan karaoke..), pantun&syair competition, and i also forgot whatever i had that time..i was living in my-friends-own-world!! i think they also had netball competition between classes..there were 3 ummu habibah, ummu kalthsom, ummu salamah and ummu umairah..i was in 3 ummu salamah..

seriously..i couldn't remember any of the activities..i juz remembered we were moving from library (school library) to maktabah (hostel library - it is a library in arabic..;))..took the attendance..and then i think we were soooo free..(but i knw there's one eye that always following me and my other 11 frens - she's the reason why the whole school looked at us as we were such a trouble group in that school)..

but i do remember this one activity..english nasyid..every class need to present a nasyid but in english..the funny part is i also what was the song that sang by my classmates..seriously..i tried and tried and tried..nope..i totally forgot..besides, it was like 16 years ago!! (maaaaaaaaa..so old ahh?? that long?? waaahhhhhhhhh..) and i still remember the song that won that english nasyid competition..the 1st time i heard it, i also like it..and i definately know that this song will win..

whoever in 3 ummu kalthom that chose the song, congratulations..u were such a brilliant, who think outside of the box..i nvr thought that we actually allowed to do that..please know people, in 1993, it was hard to find an english nasyid..seriously..we juz had ..aaa..what was that group name?? the nasyid group from wat, smap kajang?? huwaaaaaaaa..i'm getting older..need to eat kismis aa balik nie...

the song was heal the world by no other than deceased michael jackson a.k.a allahyarham mikael..it has deep meaning and everytime i heard this song i remember the nasyid competition..and it reminds me whatever me and my friends were doing being a teenager..hahahha..so naughty..or we were juz being normal and other peoples were soooooo muslimah solehah..

we might not be the best that she hoped and wanted us to be, at that time..but gals, today we are someone and somebody that we should proud of..and these all were not because of her..we had our time and we cherished our moments..we did make our school a better place for us at that time..seriously, we did...

Heal The World lyrics

little girl talking

((i think about the gererations
and thay say thay want to make it
a better place for our children & our children's children
so that thay thay thay know it's a better world for them
and i think thay can make it a better place))

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me

You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
heal the wordl we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

Pictures Speaks A 1000 Words

2009-06-29T17:29:00.013+08:00

yeah..this all took place on last saturday..early in the morning we woke the kids and rushed preparing them to go out..if we are late by 1 minute, opah will make excuse and say, "awak lambat..mak ingat awak xnak pergi dh..malas aa mak.." mm..that is my mak..so by 8:45am we all were ready..

so i went to mak house to call her out..when i came in, she was there, lying on bed, "mak dh siap dh td..tp mak rasa semput pulak tetiba.." mm..what a typical mak..always like that - make plan and then cancel it with thousands excuses..

so we all juz went ahead to klcc park - let the lil munchies playing around - had breakfast at rasa klcc - end up walking to aquaria..what a long day..they were having fun..aman shah was the photographer for the day..hehe..that's why i duk enterframe jah..hehe..;)

we came home around 3..very tired..so damn tired..

after maghrib my cousin's maid, ernie came to my house, "k.deng..mak teh panggil makan.." hahahaha..lucky me living next door to my mak..

oo yeah..mak didn't go to klcc with us, eat nasi lemak tangling and go to sogo..but mak cooked chicken chop, bihun lada itam and marinated chicken wings that night..for my dearly youngest brother before he left to ukm..ntah pape, mcm jauh sgt ukm tue..but well, x kisah, we all yang tumpang kenyang sekali..hehe..

note to all - those who have fb acc, all these pix also can be seen on my photo album..uploaded it already yesterday..

note to daddy - hard to upload the pix like how u want it..nak tgk lbh, bukak akaun fb lar daddy..;)

My Winter Song in Grey's Anatomy

2009-06-27T23:07:00.003+08:00

Juz a short entry..i juz watched one of my fav and cannot miss series, Grey's Anatomy..today eps was when Addison called Shepherd because she's desperately need help for her brother - he got worm in brain..(yierkkk!!)

And as any other eps of Grey's Anatomy, and also any other stories, they'll have background songs..and today's song is My Winter Song by Sara Bareiilis and Ingrid Michealson, the song that i put in my mixpod..huhuuuuuuuuuu..and tetiba i overexcited jap..

okeh guys..need to end this here..my adik a.k.a anak-manja-mak is going to reg to ukm tomorrow so he want to use this pc til subuh esok lar kot..hahahaha..okeh..bye..

SoGo SALE!!

2009-06-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

SOGO SALE!! yay..but then again..when exactly there's no sale at sogo?? almost all the time..i think they print the SALE plastic bag more than the usual, the blue colour one..

sale..hehe..pay day..hehe..what else?? early in the morning i already had in mind what to buy..hahahah..so for breakfast, i ate something heavy..so that i won't rushing thinking of what to feed my grumpy stomach..smart aa?? i know..i always am..always know what to plan and what to do..hahahahaha..my brain works that way..(yea lar tue..perasan..)

as i was choosing what to buy (my fav dept is at 4th floor - kids dept lar beb), i looked around..so many mummies, mamas, maks u know..i laugh inside..we all were thinking and doing the same thing - getting baju raya and BAJU TDO for our anaks..so many choices..u juz need to pick and pay..well..i think this is what is so special about women..we were created for things like this u know - for shopping, to shop, or juz mingling around inside the shop..

here where we org melayu always said, byk org byk ragam..its like everyone potrays everyone..we are the same us..i am so thankful we were created with different needs and tastes..because it is scary imagining we all have the same taste and need..boleh jadi bergaduh berebut barang yg kita nak..which is very bad..but that is what buying and wanting powers can do to us..

as i looked around, for the baju and perangai org keliling, i saw someone standing in front of my eyes..our distance is less than 1 metre..she was like, "ehh.." and i looked again at her and "ko sapa?? apahal??" she laughed.."aku tampar hang kang baru tau.." hehe..she's x lain x bukan my bestfriend a.k.a my coursemate a.k.a my classmate a.k.a my housemate a.k.a my soulmate lar pendek kata zaman belajar dulu or before DBKL took her away from me..hehe..i met my beloved irdawaty ismail..last time we met when aneen was like 6 mths..and now, ayyen is almost 2 and they still hasn't meet each other..and she's like me and other mothers, looking baju for her daughters..hehe..

sogo sale craze..i love it..i loooiiikeee..yeah..but do my husband like what i like?? hahahahaa..i dunno..today i juz bought few shirts and quarter pants for them daddy..and yeah, bj tdo a pair each..not that much..more days to go till the next pay okeh..

mm..tomorrow morning we will go to the KLCC park, with the kids and opah..i said, "after that we go to eat nasi lemak tangling.." opah said, "opah belanja..and then we go to sogo.." owh..is that mean, i'm going back to sogo again tomorrow?? hahahahaha..and do u think by going there, even after i juz went there today, i won't buy anything else for the kids?? no guarantee..wait and see..hehe..life is great..

note to dakwat - miss u thou..the 5 mins is not enough to cover the the 'miss'..but it's covered however..miss those time we were together too..all the ups and downs..very sweet like j.co tiramisu..slurrpp..

i am who i am

2009-06-24T09:16:00.003+08:00

i am who i am..

don't try to change me..
i won't be like who u want..
i'll never be..
because i am not..
i am who i am..

i want what i want..
i don't care how can i have it..
all i know,
i want what i want..

u can think what u want..
u can feel what u like..
u can say what u know..
but u'll never know what u have done..
or what u are doing..
it is simply because,
u are who u are..

i won't change u..
i don't want u to be somebody else..
i'm with u because i knew who u were..

but u have change..
u become someone else..
u are not the one that i knew u before..
u are almost a stranger to me..
i don't know why..
i don't know how..
somehow, u are not the same..

don't worry..
i don't need your money..
i know what i want..
i know what i like..
i'll get it myself..
because i don't need whatever yours...

simply because..
i am who i am...

our SUPERB day out holiday!!

2009-06-22T14:59:00.004+08:00

last friday, due to daddy's duty and responsibility, we all overnite at Seri Premier Pacific, Kuala Lumpur..formerly known as Pan Pacific..where?? opposite The Mall and Legend, next to PWTC..where?? please refer to google map..hehe..

okay..we stayed there since last friday and checked out on Sunday..well..yeah, it's very near to our house..tried to limit wat to bring and so on..my hubby said, alah..kalau x cukup apa2, kita balik jer ambik kat rumah..hehe..seriously, we lived in gombak, and pan pac really not that far..everyday i naik lrt to sogo or masjid jamek, i'll pass the pwtc station..its juz one station away from my office..

we went there after dinner..we had dinner at home, packed and then straightly went therel, juz to sleep..hehe..the story began on the next day..

aman shah was having his long service award event at the pwtc..so he got a room for himself and he brought us together..he said, so that we can relax..a'ah..relax sgt lar i dgn anak dia yang berdua tue..so on saturday, he had to at the dewan merdeka hall, pwtc for the whole day..what shall i do?? staying inside the room with the munchies?? going back home by my own with the kids?? or what?? hehe..u see, a day before (friday lar kan..), i went to jalan masjid india to look for kain for baju raya..it happened to be, i found no kain that really catched my eyes..hehe..not that i cerewet, it's juz that, i failed to find it..hahahaahahaha..what a way to say it..so, i decided to bring the 2 sweethearts of mine to jalan masjid india, by lrt..and i did that!!

at first, it went very well..from pan pac, we went out, we crossed the road and went to lrt station..aneen was a bit afraid..tho she's excited with ride on train, but still, she afraid of that big thing called TRAIN..and ayyen was very excited.."train..train.." yes...train..hehe..when the train arrived, aneen was fine..she walked into the train..she never let go off my hand..i had ayyen in my arms..finally we were inside the train..and ayyen start his first seek of attention attitude for the day - he cried..adusshh..but when i showed him around, he became cool..and he started showing the other train outside that went different way..hahahaha..ayyen, u are inside one ok..

and not more than 10 mins later, there we are; me, aneen and ayyen - at lrt masjid jamek..yabedabeduuu..YAYY!! i did it..i brought the kids here - all by myself..and hopefully i could bring them back, by lrt as well..because i bought the return ticket..ala..rm2.40 jer punn..hehe..

so we walk..i showed them kain, and kain, and kain..hahahaha..what else to see?? aneen was a bit moody because strangers touching her face, her cap, her head..everytime they did that, she'll looked at them and said, "tak nak kawan.." hahahaha..and ayyen, also like his sister..he gave them looks..and then he said to me, "mummy..marah.." hahahhhahaa..he asked me to marah those people..how lar dear..they all bigger than mummy..

and all the way, aneen was walking and ayyen was in my arms..huwaaaa..juz imagine, he's 9 kilos and i have to like dukung him all the way..everytime i stop to look at the kain, i'll ask aneen to sit on the chair at that shop and i juz put ayyen on the bunches of kain..nasib lar, mummy metropolitan macam nie lar kan..

and after one hour, ayyen got bored..see, men - no matter how age - they'll never understand us..and he started moody..aneen got a pair of baju kebaya..i tried to find one baju melayu for ayyen..but nevermind, to find ayyen, i've to bring daddy along..because daddy also kinda cerewet when it becomes to baju and kain..and YESSSS, i got nice kain for baju raya for me and aneen..doube yabedabedu for me...

so we went back around 2, also by train..we took the train from station bandaraya..hehe..far eyh?? for aneen, yes..and for me, also yes..remember, i've to carry the 9 kilos son of mine all the way long..adusss..but still, i'm happy..they also happy (because of the train part - not the walking part)..

right after we went inside our room, ayyen got slept..straight for 2 hours..wahhhh..so tired aa adik duduk atas mummy?? adusss..and aneen, i tried again the baju kebaya on her, posing in front of the mirror with her baju and refused to take it off..i msg her daddy to come to the room and look at his daughter..hehe..terharu daddy tgk ayu nyer anak dara dia tue..with the buncit belly..hahahaha..

and she finally took it off when we went to the siling pul (it's how aneen pronounce it, actually it was swimming pool)..hehe..their favorite spot..so we were there for like til kecut their fingers..and before maghrib, we went back to our room..

and yeah, my right hand and shoulder still have that pain of carrying ayyen..but i'm happy..i did it..taking them out, all by myself..i want to do it again, thinking of bringing them to klcc park..mmm..

note to all - no pix of me with them at jln masjid india k..no photographer around..huhhh...

No! Don't TOUCH!!

2009-06-19T09:56:00.003+08:00

Rayyan is going to be 2 this coming October..but his developing is quite fast..he starts walking when he was 366 days old - a day after his 1st bday..his teeth is almost full (while in the way to make it full, my body was also full with sorts of colours - green, purple, dark blue - he juz loved to test how sharp is his teeth)..and he already can talk, not word by word, but already can make a sentence..

last nite i changed his diaper..and his daddy ringan tulang wanna help mummy..usually ayyen will say, "buuatttt..mummy buatt.."..not really say, he actually cried, not crying but more to shouting, but not too loud..u know lar how..and that did happen last nite as well..

when i put the diaper under his butt, daddy wanted to finish my work..yeah, daddy likes to help..and ayyen noticed this and he suddenly said to his daddy, "NO!! DON'T TOUCH!!" his daddy was surprise..hahahahha.."apa dik??" he asked his beloved son again.."no..don't touch.." hahahhaha..and daddy said, "u are not even 2, and u tell me not to touch u??" hahahahaha..well daddy..ayyen is a smart boy..i didn't eat the dates, honey and do the puzzles during my pregnancy for nothing...

yes, PD trip..

2009-06-16T10:44:00.008+08:00

yeah..we went to PD last weekend..this time we stayed at TNB banglo..nice house, with 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms and a kitchen..we were there since friday evening till sunday noon..nothing much to tell..except that, in front of the house, after the fence, the PD peoples were having a school holiday expo..so they were karaokeing till 1am..our abah juz couldn't sleep..because u do know when the frogs are singing, there's nothing much we can do to soothing our ears..it was bad..everytime when the new frog started singing, my husband and his brothers made face..seriously, non of the PD frogs, at that moment, could really sing well..

and as for my kids, they enjoyed the trip.."mummy..nak main sand.." so we went to the beach..me and hubby were not so sure at first that they gonna enjoy the beach..because last time we checked, aneen didn't like playing at the beach..she said, "dirty.." to the
he sand, etc..but this time it was totally different..they loved it..especially with the duckies (thanks tokmi) around..

and their daddy, i think the most happiest man in this trip..belum apa-apa, dia masuk air dulu..there was once aneen shouted to him, "daddy..becareful.." my sister-in-law said, "terbalik pulak..sepatutnya daddy dia yang cakap mcm tue kat dia.." well..now you know who's the grown up in family..

cannot jot down much here..got duty calls..hehe..secara konklusinya, best..even i didn't have chance to get ride on banana boat, still, best..we were planning to put our granny in the front seat of that banana boat..then we assumed like suddenly because of her thinny bodice, she got blew away..and we need to get rescue team to find her..hahahaha..giler kejam cucu-cucu nenek..peace nenek..u can give the gold necklace to raz, since she's trying so much to convince u, she's the cucu nantu mithali and she juz forgot where she was when she jumped to the couch, that happened to be in front of u..hahahahaa..wat lar u raz..

note to aya : more pics will be uploaded in the FB k..;)

Jom baca buku..

2009-06-11T11:59:00.004+08:00

simply i became so jealous when i looked at ilin's blog on the books she bought at MPH for her kids..really jealous till i cannot wait any longer..so after work i told my husband i want to go to MPH tonight..hehe..so we went there..we went to MPH bangsar village, bangsar..i went to the MPH jusco wangsa maju already..but i think the price is more expensive there than in bangsar..and i think MPH bangsar got many choice of children books..usually i went to the one in the old wing..but last nite we went to the one that in the new wing..so teruja k tgk buku-buku yang ada kat situ..

oo yeah..we means me, daddy, aneen, ayyen n opah!! hehe..opah pantang dgr kedai buku, terus nk ikut..she juz love to read novels..any new books in town, dia tau dulu...malay novels lar..

and so we pilih and pilih and pilih..

we juz bought these..

and this..

only found 1 dot-to-dot book

i asked the salespersons where do they keep the dot-to-dot books..they looked confuse like i spoke to them in welsh..they said no such book..aa?? are u kidding me?? i told them, i went to MPH one utama, there got so many u know..(if they asked me to go to one utama, i know lar how to belasah them..so primitive..) so i korek and korek and korek by myself, i found this, one and only dot-to-dot book that left..i hope their supervisor is reading this and do somehing about it..

it cost daddy this much..aneen, ayyen, say thank you to daddy..
"thank you daddy.."

i think last month's pesta buku, i also spent this much on their books..hehe..mummy so puas hati..thinking of going to other MPH til the sale end this weekend..cannot maa..going to PD tomorrow.."alaaaa..."

i juz dunno what to do

2009-06-10T13:56:00.004+08:00

she's so stubborn..all she know, she juz really going to get what she wants, no matter how..sounds familiar huh??

yeah..she do looks like me..but pls, juz be me on that part and nothing more..and NOOOO!! she doesn't stop there..and watching her everyday growing up, i dun think she will..she is SOOOOO me!! so stubborn, won't give up, giving orders, making rules, etc - in her own way, but still, juz like me..

and these few days, she juz love crying..merengek sesajer..and while crying, she's mumbling..and then she'll get upset..hello..ckp punn tak betul lg, and then some more u wanna tell me things and cry..mana mummy faham..and then lagi lar mengamuk..i juz gave up..i asked her daddy to take over..if she stays with me, god knows what will happen to her..

usually after she cries, she'll say, "nak hug mummy.." and as a loving mother, i'll hug her..but these few days i juz bolayan..i biar jer..and when she asked me things or trying to tell me something, i didn't say a word..not even look at her..lagi lar depressed budak tue..haaa..biar dia rasa..wat?? she thinks she's the only one got feelings and heart??

i will let she do and be by herself..after a very loooooooong while then only i'll started to speak with her again..then i'll tell her, if u want me to listen to u, u should listen to me too..it juz won't work like how u want it..and then u know what she said?? "ok mummy..understand.." speaking london bagai x ingat..and then tue janji time tue jer lar..after that buat lagi..

she's going to be 3 this august..next year insyaallah i'll send her to school..but i'm afraid what she's going to do with her teachers and friends when she's in..i remember when i was in kindy..i didn't have many friends..i can't remember if i had any..all i remember, i juz played all by myself - on the rooftop - not really rooftop..it's a verandah and i juz liked to sit there and watch other kids playing..the teacher didn't realize this but my auntie saw me one day (oo..my 2nd cousin was in the same kindy as i was and actually i was the one who said hi to mak lang when i saw her car - from that really one rooftop k..kihkihkih..kantoiii..) and told my mak..so my mak told the teachers and they blocked the way to the verandah..ampeh..and during recess, i juz stayed with the teachers..OMG!! i REALLY didn't have any friend there..hahahahaha..hopefully aneen won't be like mummy..amin...

but still, what shall i do???

To Go or Not To Go??

2009-06-09T15:28:00.005+08:00

My husband, as usual, has booked a date to stay in tnb PD banglo for this weekend..till yesterday i still hasn't decide either i wanna go or not..but last nite we got a msg from my MIL, she bought the pelampung and spade set for all her cucus already..huwaaaaaaaaaaaa...

So, i've to go lar nie?? have to lar kan because the granny wanna play sand castle with the cucus..mm..so PD, here we come!!!

note to nazhrah: weii..so not tiffany your new tiffany's layout..or u can juz change the name to greeny now..hehe..aku try nk give comment, tp duk xleh jer..asal?? but still, lawa aa...(guys, it's important to puji or angkat your fren a.k.a sifu once in a while..)

1234 - plain white t

2009-06-08T17:45:00.001+08:00

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

Mummy need these!! UPDATED!!

2009-06-05T16:54:00.004+08:00

It's school holidays..hehe..thou none of my kids are reg to any school yet, don't you dare saying i'm not involve in school holidays activities..early this week i got a mail from toys r us..they sent me catalogue for offers during school holidays..and immediately my eyes catches these..

aduss..the price is as low as rm169 each..i need these..i want these..seriously..badly.. hahahahah..yes, i'm guilty..it's me who want these things most, not my kids..so what?? trying to persuade opah to buy these..opah kinda setuju..but apparently she juz spent rm1000++ for the car (thanks to their uncle, maulana..)..but still, she asked aneen, "aneen suka yang mana??" hehe..asking a lil gal what thing that she like in the toys catalogue..she wants everything lar opah..

and then opah said, "kita share lar, separuh - separuh.." hahahahah.."yea lar mak, deng ckp td, mak beli 1, deng beli 1..harga sama.." hahahhahah..mm..then she said, "titah, awak share dgn adik awak beli mainan untuk anak-anak sedara awak..awak tak pernah beli apa punn utk diorg.." hahahahhaha..so my brother yang kena..

the sale is until end of june..u can check here for details (iklan lar pulak utk toys r us) http://www.toysrus.com.my/toysrus/specialoffer/jsp/newMYListProduct.jsp?action=MassiveDeals09&index=Outdoor&lang=en# ..hehe..

and juz now i got a msg on my phone..another promotion on school holidays, from MPH, children's books - up t 20% discount..uhhh..daddy..jom pergi mph!!!

yeahayyy..daddy bought it already - on the last day sale..hehe..thank you daddy..he struggled so hard to do the things..and he surprised the kids by hid it in ayyen's blankie..

well aneen n ayyen, stop jumping on my bed k..happy jumping all!!

Room 622 @ APSH

2009-06-01T16:30:00.006+08:00

so he got admitted..managed to get few photo of him, and them..hehe..already put it in the fb, but x kira, still wanna put it here..

for those 3 days, ayyen was very sedar diri and not even moody like always..he juz dun like to see the blue uniform..everytime they enter the room, he'll lalak like GOOOOOOO AWAYYYYYYY..I DUN LIKE UUU..and of coz, it also happen whenever the doc came in..he was under doc nasir..even when the cleaner came in, also he cried..and when they all went out only he wanna ask me, "mummy..sapa tue??" and when i told him who, he'll say, "marah.." hehe..pandai-pandai...

there was one incident where they were 5 nursing students came in..they asked me whether they can check his breathing and all.. i said, "boleh..kalau dia kata boleh.." hahahahaha..the moment they opened the door, he started staring and make face already..jeling terbalik..then they came nearer and he looked at me and cried..HUWAAAAAAAAAAAA..aduss..they immediately said sorry and went out from the room..hahahaha..and you know what he did, he stopped and said, "hmm.." no tears no nothing..selamba..so berlakon lar my 2 year old son..

he was dripped..so cannot go anywhere..juz lying on the bed..even breakfast, lunch n dinner also in bed..that's why he was amazed when i pull the cardiac table with his breakfast on it..excited..alhamdulillah, even his temp was high, he still had good appetite and still want to drink his milk..he even shared my nando's chicken salad with me..hhehe..demam?? what is that??

the 3rd day admitted, he got used with the nurses and doc already..didn't cry..no more tears..he juz asked, why and why and why..when the doc came to take his blood sample for the 2nd blood test, he even said thank you to the doc..hahahahhaa..so unlike the 1st day there..

and yeah..maintain garang..ask his mamaya..all have to be his way, following his rule, like how he want it to be..tak padan dgn sakit..his opah said, both her cucu are like general..hahahhahaha..i dunno which general..she juz said general..hahahahha..opah is very garang, and yet she marked her grandchildren as general..so u should know how garang is my babies..

every now and then i've to update both his opah and tokmi how is he today..when i woke up, wajib, there were messages from them on my phn asking how's rayyan..hahahahaha..so, this is its like taking care of a grandson huh..i had a really bad cough, nobody bother to ask how i was..very sad..mmm...

My lil hero is sick

2009-06-01T15:58:00.005+08:00

Ayyen was admitted..his temperature was up to 40deg!! poor ayyen..

the chronology of his notti fever, bad cough and mean running nose as below..

- may 20 - 4:30am - his body was so hot..a night before, it was a bit warm..i gave him neuforon (ubat demam yg slalu ada dlm fridge)..he was a bit uncomfy in his sleep..moving here and there..so i touched him and i felt it was very hot..i woke his daddy and we brought him to ampang puteri..

when they took his body temperature, it was about 39deg..so they juz give him d pill..d pill where they put it into your butt as to cooling the body and neutralize the temperature..(mm..i was thinking, if it can coolen your body, can we juz take it whenever we are feeling hot or yg sewaktu dgnnya?? hehe..my cousin told me, "ubat tue utk budak2 jer lar k.deng.." hehe..x blh lar tue eyh..mm)

and then they sent us back home..the doc told us to come again after 2 days if the temperature is still that high..so we went back..

- may 21 - 25 - his fever was on off..sometimes the body was warm, ala suam-suam kuku gitu..and sometimes, like he never had a fever..aneen also got infected..but not as serious as ayyen..but what i hate most during this period is that, their bodies can get very hot around 2am til 4am..adusss..can cause panicking k..

- may 26 - i got a bad cough..ayyen temp was high..how high i dunno, we dun have the device to take the temp (mm..note to myself - get it 1 at guardian today deng!!)..so after maghrib we went to the hosp..ayyen's temp was 38deg and mine was 37.5deg..hehe..u are considered as having a fever if your body temp is up to 38deg..ampeh..ingat ker blh dpt mc..and they took ayyen's blood to do a blood test because it's been a week since he had a fever..and then, again, we went back home..

- may 27 - i got a call from mak asking me to come home and bring ayyen to the hosp..and we did..my god, the temp was 39deg..it was soooo hot..so he was admitted..we were prepared and we brought the things needed with us..so we got a room and i stayed there with him..

so we stayed there and was allowed to go home on 30 may..huwaaaaaaaaaa..very buhsan k..1st time in my life, batuk punn duduk hosp..and the doc didn't entertain me at all..tried to get mc, but can't live ayyen alone in the room..so i spent my 2 days annual leave there, in the room 622, with my lil hero...

and aneen staying with opah..spent the nite with opah..mm..and when mummy got back, perangai ada 1 mcm why-mummy-left-me-and-be-with-adik-only-aa lar..

Poor Rayyan

2009-05-27T13:18:00.004+08:00

Last wednesday, around 4:30am, my sleeping beauty got disturbed..i tot the kids want to have a milk..owh ayyen rupanya..his body was a bit warm last nite..i touched the head, ya allah..panas nya..immediately i woke my hubby and told him..so we decided to bring him to the hospital..we sent sleepy princess aneen to opah's and straightly went to ampang puteri..

27 may 2009
( i juz managed to write it only for the 1st para when i got a call frm mak asking me to come home because ayyen's fever getting worst..)

gROWINg UPS

2009-05-25T12:53:00.002+08:00

It's them..aneen is going to be 3 this coming august..and ayyen is going to be 2..but whenever u ask ayyen how old is he, he'll say "3 yrs old.." he's repeating whatever the sister said..ayyooo..

they are growing up..growing..and growing..and growing..and really makes me pening..and now, it is worse, semua nk mummy..change the diapers, mummy..i want milk, mummy..they'll go to daddy when daddy is holding the car key..starting from when daddy wearing a pants or trouser, and then daddy will take his watch and ring and wallet and phone - the kids will following daddy..sayang daddy..so smart the children nowadays..all have political minded..

aneen is in the stage where i need to know this is what and i need to know why it is like that..arrrggghhhh..too many questions, too many answers..and even sometimes the uncles said, awak nie ckp byk lar aneen..hehe..daddy is smarter, aneen, the end..hahahahaha..how to bluff a smart kid?? you want a smart child, and then you refuse to guide them..it just won't work that way..

ayyen..like i said, he's following whatever said and done by the sister..the best anak murid in the universe is his middle name (like his own original name isn't long enough lar kan..hehe) and he even better than the sister..plus, he's a boy - he loves to climb and jump..i bought a plastic horse, two actually, each one of them got it..he was like 'rempit' whenever he's on his horse..so professional..and he's only one and a half year..

aneen loves reading and we always bought books for her..ayyen also like to read but he likes cars n bus more..hahahaha..i wonder why..

yeah..it is tiring..tiring in a bless..luv u babeh..mmuuahhh....

"80 ringgit is still an 80 ringgit lar.."

2008-08-18T11:25:00.006+08:00

It was a very fine day..last friday after office hour, my husband drove us to Ipoh, Perak..my husband got work there..so i decided to go with him n brings d babies along..we reached ipoh around 8:45pm..our 1st stop was jusco ipoh..hehe..we were all very hungry, so jusco would b d best stop 4 all..

we went out from jusco around 10 something..aneen didn't eat at all..she was juz happy playing in d playground at the food court..she was among d smallest but we could hear the voice from outside..

so we reached the heritage hotel around 11pm..ahh..can't wait to check-in and settle d kids n everything..it was a long journey..at d lobby, aman shah went out from d car n took d trolley to put all the things in..i went out to help him since there were cars queuing behind our car..when i want to take more things from inside the car, it was LOCKED..my door n all other doors..n ayyen n aneen were INSIDE D CAR!!

aman shah was busy taking out our things from the boot..slowly i told him, "aneen locked the door.." "WHAT??!!!" the engine, aircond n radio were on..n d kids were inside d car..i said told aneen to open d window..she always play with the button..aman shah said, no use because i locked d window button already..oo ya allah..ok..now what we do is we try to ask aneen to push d window lock n then let her open d window..she should know that because she always play with all those buttons..

it's quite difficult to ask aneen to do that because near that window lock, there are so many buttons..but we managed to get her to unlock d window..d problem was that there were other buttons near there n she might get confused..so i brought her to the co-pilot seat..n tried to make her open the window..

meanwhile, ayyen started crying..n people started coming..we were at the lobby entrance..i dunno what they said about us..but believe me, we are not that kind of parents and things happened accidentally..the hotel staffs tried to open the lock..n the potter told us that he called the locksmith already..

we waited for the locksmith and kept trying to ask aneen to open the window..at first she was laughed n was happy looking at the people around us..then i think she juz realised what happen and she started to cry..aman shah kept saying that worse come to worst i'll break the window..i said break lar..he was panicking..

so many suggestions n ideas came out from people around.."mana kunci spare?" "ada kat rumah.." "pergi lar ambik sekejap" "rumah kat kl" "ooo.." cuba pecahkan tingkap belakang nie yg suku nie, x rugi mana..lps tue blh bukak kunci pintu tue.." "mm..masalah nyer button central lock ada kat depan, dekat driver seat.." "ooo.." n this brilliant chinese uncle, slowly spoke to whom i dunno behind me, "they should break the window lar..its juz few cents.." i turn my back n say, "even if it cost the whole car, i dun care..i juz wanna let my kids out!!" "oo..no..no..i was talking about the window only, not d whole car.."

after half an hour they stucked inside the car, the locksmith came..within few minutes he managed to open the door..i heard people around asking, how he did it..i said, "it's his job.." aduhh..what a relieved..

thank you for all the suggestions, attentions, hands that we had that nite..it was a long nite for us..people like tunjuk2 us n said whatever they want..who cares?? i know what happened and i know it's nobody's fault..this is when we'll say, "things juz happened.."

so, next time, make sure u have spare car keys in your wallet or pocket..x use if u keep it in your handbag because you still cannot do anything if you left your handbag inside the car..or if both of you are coming out, make sure at least windows are open..but still, if you have kids like aneen, they will help closing the windows for you..hahahahahha..i also dunno lar..

it was very tiring..n the locksmith cost my husband, "usually i'll take rm400..but since it's night and u have kids, rm80 only.." hahahahahaha..my husband said, to me lar, "yeah at that time do whatever u have lar kan..but the end of the day, an 80 ringgit is still an 80 ringgit lar.."

Thank you ALL!!

2008-08-12T10:11:00.024+08:00

Am sorry all..it's quite dissappointing when u browse to a blog and the entry u read or u see was the same one that u saw yesterday..very busy..with what?? i also dunno..hahahahhaa..work things lar..what else..the laptop that i'm supposed to use now is with my three-selfish-brothers..i thought i can update this blog during night time..but seems that would b the hardest things to happen lar..

So..what Aneen got on her birthday?? I'll just upload the pix here n share d joy with u..

young musician?? it's from Uncle Hakam n co..

so nice this pink nike..tq uncle yen n mummy fida..

ahh mamaya..aneen like this dress..bandung mari?? NOOO..mummy said it's from sogo..tq..

mm..bj kurung 4 raya..so ladylike lar mummy's gal..tq wan yah..

n d cute turtle from ayah sham n mak long rita n co..aneen refused to let this turtle go..it's hard to take a photo of d turtle's big eyes..

mm..from mama lina with love..what an adorable english gown..i like it..i like it..

this sweet gown is from aneen's beloved atok n tokmi..tq..atok..tq tokmi..tq yum yum leaves..

this long sleeves suit is frm auntie yatie next door..tq..hehe..mayb bcoz she always saw me going out during night, she gave me this..tq..tq..

aa..this is from ki bah n co..hehe..he knows i'm such a sexy gal..tq ki bah..mmmuuuahhh..

this barbie is from uncle jaja n co..hehe..uncle jaja juz got a baby gal last month..congrats..so now he's starting to learn buying toys for girls..hehe..mummy..i need more dress for my barbie..

soo cute..this cute teddy bear is from opah umi..hehe..
tq..come again next yr eyh..

mauuseeeeeee..hehe..aneen still can't pronounce mickey or minnie mouse..it lost along d way..this bag is from uncle bob n auntie ras..yiiieehaaaaa..auntie ras, duit raya dun forget k..

woooo..ayah ji..mummy x give aneen play with this wooden shape fitter..she afraid i'll knock ayyen's head with it..bcoz opah saw i did that to ayyen with my plastic shape fitter..but tq ayah ji n mak nani..can't wait to play with it..ayyen, u can take my old one..

what?? tok..now aneen also have my own laptop..tak heran lar tok punya tue..mine have musics n very colourful..n use battery only..so saving..tq daddy..tq mummy..luv u..adik..if u 1 this, ask for the new one from mummy..u can't take mine..NO SHARING!!!

hmm..lots of bj raya k..hehe..mummy so relieved..hahahaha..because now only got ayyen's new bj in d cupboard..aneen's all she wore it already..so these new dresses i have to hide it somewhere else..hehe..

oo yeah..aneen also got lots of $$$..tq for those who were soooo generous..hahahahaha..luv u all..mmmuuuaaaahhhh..

okeh..i will update soon with all d pics took by daddy on d day..now i have to finish my work..zohor punn belum lg nie..i started this since morning..never tot dat i managed 2 finish it today..alhamdulillah..

Aneen's Birthday!!

2008-08-04T16:55:00.004+08:00

She's 2 already..my dear princess is a big girl now..we held her birthday party last saturday..hard to invite everyone, due to the tight budget..hahahaha..x lar..it was a last minute planned..alhamdulillah..all went well..aneen was very happy when ppl wish her happy birthday..til d next morning when she woke up, still she shouted at her daddy, "daddy..eppy 2 u......."

n d lil ayyen also shared the joy along with his sister..he got gifts as well..y?? hahahahaha..i dunno..thanx for those who came and making d big RAJA DHIA NAZNEEN INSYIRAH a happier girl...

i'll update later d details on what happened that day..now still got so many things need to be done..my Dato' will be outstation next week..so i have to clear all the claims n cheques by this week..or else, nobody will sign d cheques and everybody will blame me for them being poorer this mid of d month..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

She's Making Me Crazy

2008-07-25T11:33:00.005+08:00

Arrrgghhh!!! i'm loosing my temper with aneen lately..

She's so naughty..

She's so stubborn..

She know what's right & what's wrong..

She know when i say no, it means NO..

But she still wanna do things..

Like the way she want it to be..

Like the way she like how it to be..

And she's making me crazy..

YES, she is only TWO..

but i know, she know, what i know..

HUH..where did she get all this from??

I asked my husband, "sama x muka i dgn aneen??"

And with selamba he said, "sama..degil punn sama.."

Am i?? Pity mak if i was like aneen when i was at aneen's age..

but i surely do know, that i'm not..

because, if i were like that, mak will definately say, "sama sebijik mcm awak masa kecik dulu.."

there - i rest my case..so, i'm x like her n she's not like me..

And she's making me crazy...

Kids @ D Arcade

2008-07-17T17:30:00.014+08:00

Look at the kids..based on d pics u can make ur own story..but my story goes like this...

Aneen was playing with some fishing game..Ayyen was still looking around and trying to learn what is the thing..

Ayyen looked at Aneen and wonder, what make she so happy with that stick thing??

Ayyen thought, mayb i should give it a try..u'll nvr know how it really feels until u try.."kak..let me try this kak..excuse me.."

"Adik..tepi..dangan tacauuu..tatak tgh main nie.." "japp lar..nk try jer..ehh..best aa kak..patut lar dr td senyap jer..apa tak ckp best main benda nie.."

"Alaa..bukan mcm tue lar dik..alaaa..nk main jugak..daddyyyy.."

"Ehh..nape org kat situ bising-bising aa?? kat situ lg best ker..cer kakak tgk.."
"A'ah kan..cam best jer main yg tue..kita g sana pulak aaaa.."

Watching them growing up really cheering my life..waiting for them to grow up, MASYAALLAH..

Officially 30 years old

2008-07-14T14:40:00.002+08:00

Hmm..last saturday, i'm 30 already..hehe..wat to do, we cannot hold d time and ask them to wait for us..time n tide wait for no man, remember that..

so..30..mm..dunno wat to write..hahahahaha..so excited abt d arrival, n yet, x words i could say abt it..mm..30..juz another number..

i got big apple from my hubby n my kids sharp at 12am..yeah..d babies r still awake..but i was so tired..i slept early dat nite..i'm 30 u know..so u should know dat i'm a year older than i was b4..so, let me celebrate my day with lazying my eyes..

so..i woke up in d morning with a lot of plans in my head..i wanna go to visit my colleague's baby who was juz went an operation..(she's juz 2 and her nerve was attack with menangitis til she lost her hearing..only 2 n she already went an operation 2 put a cochlear implant inside her ear..i only went 2 d hospital, bcoz of myself, twice - juz 2 give a labour - only!!), n my bestfren since standard 3 held a birthday party 4 her son in sungai buloh (n she was born 11 of july, a day older than me..we nvr missed wishing each other happy bday since years..hahahahhahaa..)..yeah..that were d plans 4 d day..mm..

how it turn-out 2 be?? we juz stayed at home..doing d washing, etc..lunch at mak's..she made n nasi dagang 4 me!! thanks mak..hehe..n then after that we went to d alpha angle..i juz want to let d kids play n enjoy themselves..what else would b better than that?? even on your birthday..aneen enjoying d ownself riding..ayyen as well..like he's d same age as d sister..pretending 2 b an older boy..hahahaha..n then we juz spent our time there..x shopping..i broke already..tis month i spent a lot of my pay juz 2 buy toys 4 them..hahahha...

at nite we juz spent d time at home..so relaxing..home sweet home..

thank u 4 those who sms/called n wishing d best 4 me..luv u all..

here who they r n their wishes..hehe..so enter frame..

paicah - Selamat hari jadi. semoga murah rezeki dn panjang umur (01:17am)

irda - hepi bday deng! semoga pjg umur & murah rzki. dah makin tua ni,cpt2 ler tmbh koleksi anak, hehehe.k, kim slm raja (08:11am)

k.lina - Epi bday 2u, epi bday 2u, epi bday 2 dedeng, epi bday 2u.. (08:59am)

chang - Happy hari tua tok besan! semoga capai kebahagiaan dan kejayaan! (09:50am)

nadd - epi besday mummydeng. guess wat? wan gal bt wan shahrizal might wanna share bday cake with u..haha (11.21am)

don - yo geng, hepi beday. smakin tua dah ko. jgn amik botox plak..hahaha (13:47pm)

min - hi deng happy birthday..may happyness be with you all around (15:31pm)

abg sham - happybirthday, dapat saya makan nasi dagang (19:03pm)

erah - hepi 30th besday. 1st year angka 3. kena soh raja aman bg hadiah besar, huhuhu (20:51pm)

erma - salam sis..heppy besday..huhuhu..smoga pnjg umur & dimurahkan rezeki..Amin! hehehe..x g celebrate ke? (21:34pm)

ayah su - askum. hepi belated besday. muge panjang omo (20:37pm -13july)

k.zieck - hepi belated bday, smlm keje, x sempat nak wish. (09:06am -14july)

and callllss from those who remember..tq..mmuuaahhhhhhhh..

and..i got nice cream sling bag frm mak on sunday..tq mak...

The BIG THREE-O, I am

2008-07-11T16:46:00.002+08:00

Huhuuuuuuuuu..Happy bday to me, happy bday to me..happy bday to deng..happy bday to mee...

Alhamdulillah..2mrw is my BIG DAY..i'm turning 30 lorr..

Alhamdulillah..with Allah's n My Parent's Bless, i turn to be what i am today..
Alhamdulillah..with d BIG THREE-O, i'm
1. a wife - when i was small, i always imagined that i'm getting married at 30..hahahahha..so dreaming to be a so-called career lady lar kan..
2. a mummy - with my 2 babies, who ever thought that?? hahahaha..but, i'm happy some people sometimes forget tis true fact..

mm..wat else to get, to achieve, to have??
1. i want to have my own house..insyaallah 1 day..any day around d corner..where?? dunno lar..hard 2 get good house with a good a.k.a reasonable price these days..
2. a better job - of course lar with better offer, rite..anyone?? need a hard-like-stone-PA???
3. save more money to go 2 mecca..mm..dat shud b d long-term plan..my short term - i ONLY want to go to korea n bandung..hahahahahahha..astaghfirullahalazim...

ahh..so lalut..i called/sms/told my brothers - only 4 bros - about my big day..i asked gift frm them..so many excuses i received, so far, only frm 4 of them..

mak wanna cook nasi dagang..i said cook on my birthday lar..then she said, u cook urself lar..mm..better i juz go to ulek mayang n get 1 4 me..

my husband..hahahhahahaa..i told him, i don't want makan2 di hotel mana2..i want material..or trip..hahahahaha..jangan kacau dia..dia tgh pressure what 2 get 4 me..hahahahahha..daddy, laptop cukup lar..x payah pening2..hahahaha..

okeh dear..got to go now..later i will update u on how i feel being older by 1 year..later lar..now still young, no feeling..hehe..

Someone's Special Day

2008-07-09T09:38:00.004+08:00

Happy Bday My Gal..many happy returns..

semoga dimurahkan rezeki, aminn..

dan dipanjangkan umur, amiinnn..

luv u..mmuuuaaaahhhhhhhhhhh..

d happiness wish shud b glittering..tp x blh lak biler dh post kat sini..sowwii...

p/s: so, wat shall i get as a souvenir nie?? hehe..;)

A Day @ Pyramid Bowl

2008-07-08T09:49:00.004+08:00

Due to my busyness n lazyness, i got x time 2 update tis blog..hehehe..plus, too many issues really caught my attention tis days..so, my time was full with browsing d net 2 update my 'cpu' on wat happened so on n so on..most of d time, i got 2 read d thing in d morning n when i browsed back late afternoon, d website or d certain blogs like gone..i needed 2 be invited by d owner lar tis lar n dat lar..n sometimes, d sign of "this page is under construction"..WHAT??!!!

luckily such thing wouldn't happen 2 tis blog..hehehe..can, or might, but i dun want..hehehe...

Anyway, since i got few times (i need 2 finish d hono things or d writers n d stringers will keep calling me asking 4 their payments..), i would like 2 share wit u guys some photos of my family n my babies..

It was sunday, 29th june..tnb held a bowling tournament with d media sides..my husband was with d Astro Awani team..proudly he said 2 me, "i dpt nombor 13, dari 13 group.." hampeh..talking like so pro..u can bully adik n adan lar..others' it proves u can't..hehehe..

The tournament was held at pyramid bowl sunway pyramid..WOW!! it's bigger than before, i mean d building lar, x d bowling alley..hehe..last time i was there like 2 yrs ago..now they have jusco n many other shops..during my ITM times, i used 2 'lepak' n watching movie there..b4 we have another 'lepak' place called mid valley n klcc..hehe..

Aneen really enjoyed d day..ayyen s well..they woke up early morning..x so early, but still we had 2 wake aneen actually..we reached there around 11:35am..d game started at 12 noon..

Look at his friendly face..my smiley iron boy..

Time to sleep..who cares about d noise..he fell asleep around 12:30 n woke up 1 hr after dat..

Pretend to b a shy gal..duhh!!

mummy n mummy's luv..i think fairuz did d shoot..

fruits of my heart, they r..

time 2 go back..wat a tiring day...

Character

2008-06-26T17:20:00.007+08:00

Watch your feelings
They become your thoughts
Watch your thoughts
They become your words
Watch your words
They become your actions
Watch your actions
They become your habits
Watch your habits
They form your character

muhtaaj ilallah;madzacker ibnussubky

my brother email me this..when i asked him was it his own thought or quoted from someone else, his answered was, u've been knowing me for 26 yrs sis and u asked me that?? hahahahaa..i like it n i juz wanna share it wit u, my friends...

Holiday in Terengganu (ep 2)

2008-06-20T16:40:00.004+08:00

Hmm..we all slept at m.long's house..there were sooo many of us..me, aman shah n d kids, got a room..bcoz we reached there early..my parents, also got a room for them; m.long saved it for mak..my wami (mak's younger sister) and her husband, also got a room..my cutam (mak's youngest sister) and her family, slept in a room downstairs, ayah su n family, slept at d 1st hall..my bros, at d 2nd hall..ayah sor n his son, slept in front of d tv..hehehe..luckily mama, mak's older sister a.k.a nadd's mother, stayed at her sister-inlaw's..

FULL HOUSE!! hehe..it's x dat we can't stay elsewhere, but tis time, everybody wanna stay at m.long's..it's like when i was small n we all went back 2 tganu for raya..everybody were there..we meet, we eat, we talk, we laugh, we went to batu burok, at nite - we went to gelas besar..tis was something like dat, but not quite..tis time, not enough quorum..many of my cousins couldn't attend d wedding..luckily, my zz dearest cousin was there too!! she's m.long's youngest mother of 2 n my age..hehe..so we r like satu kepala since small until now lar..hehe..besides nadd n norza..hehe..

ayah long said, from outside, d house looks like used cars sale..hahahaha..actually next to m.long's hse is m.ngah's hse..n d house was vacant..only my cousin, ang, lives there with wife n son..m.ngah stays w k.intan..so there's still 3 empty rooms there..but nobody wanna go 2 dat house..d hse was haunted..hahahahahaha..it's true!! seriously..nobody wanna go there..so scarry...

okeh..2nd day there, saturday

d wedding

alhamdulillah..sekali lafaz, ju belongs to aman..d ceremony went well..it's only dat d temperature was so high n it was so hot..so we didn't stay long..

hehehe..i forgot to tell u guys wat happened d nite before..aneen slept 11:30, thanks to her opah..hehe..n she woke up around 1..hahahahahaa..to shorten d story, whoever slept at m.long's last nite, really found it very hard to sleep..hahahahah..she couldnt closed her eyes n cried, almost thru d nite..mak went upstairs around 4 n aman shah took d baton..i was there, sleeoing beauty..hahahahaha..weii..mak was around, wat else to do, sleep lar..besides, aneen asked for her, x me..hehe..;)

and then, in d morning, everybody was like, radio mana bunyi aa?? sapa x tdo semlm aa?? sapa nangis bising aa?? hahahahaha..nasib aa...so, she didn't sleep d whole nite, n morning..n she fell asleep when we all on d way to ju's house..from 10:00 am..n she woke up around 5 pm!! yiehaaaa..she missed d ceremony, d lunch, everything...hehe..lucky us...

aman shah said, tis time he want to go to batu burok n hang out there..i said, u go lar, bring ur kids along..i wanna stay at home..so dat day, when aneen woke up n i changed her, i asked aman shah to bring d kids to batu burok..i sent adan, my brother, to go wit aman shah..n u know wat, i sent them to go to d pantai..when i went there for spot check, they all went to a&w and had tea there!! mmm..i waited beside my car around 40 mins then only i saw them..zz juz laughed..i followed her..

ala..aman shah is here already..am sorry all, have 2 cont tis next time..till then, mmuah...njoy ur weekend...

Holiday in Terengganu (ep 1)

2008-06-18T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm..we are back..to our beloved hometown Gombak-KL..

Alhamdulillah..d days went so fast n it feels like yesterday we reached my m.long's house in Lorong Gemia, K. T'ganu..n as i told u earlier, we were there since friday n we came back last monday..wat happened there?? i'll try to wrap it up as simple as accurate as short as i can..

friday

early morning..

As usual, aneen didn't sleep at all..she was all awake all nite..n ayyen joined his sister in staying awake dat morning..n 2 add d spice 2 our nite, while i was doin d packing, suddenly d hse was black-out..for seconds, everybody was quite..if i'm x mistaken it was almost 1 something..aneen n her beloved ayyen, were playing inside d room wit all d clothes..i was at d kitchen, preparing their milk basket..ayyen suddenly cried out loud..mayb because he was surprised n scared 2 d sudden darkness..aneen shouted my name..my husband took his phn n called 15454..hehe..as a TNB staff, he did wat he had 2 do..x point of him left me all alone w aneen when he was busy 4 d launching of dat hunting no. if he didn't use it..;)

I took d candle n lite it up (when we shopped b4 we moved 2 our on hse, d candle was among d 1st thing dat i put in d trolley..it is very important.. we dunno when we will use it, but when we really use it, its a need n must have thing)..suddenly aneen, "mummy..eppy 2 u.." hahahahaa..me n aman shah laughed.."yeah aneen, happy birthday 2 u.." n she still wit her eppy 2 u..she was so happy wit d candles..n ayyen was so uncomfortable..it was dark n so hot..my husband took d portable clip fans n try to cool his prince..n when he called d 15454 again, they told him there was a problem wit d cable at batu caves..this is wat happened when d irresponsible human being out there acting like they care 4 nothing n stole d cable, wire, copper n watever they can sell..n their act troubled other ppl..i wonder why tis kind of ppl come out from their mother's womb?? n d operator told us dat it might took 3-4 hrs 2 settle d prob..aduhhh!! im thinking, x way d kids goin 2 sleep tonite..my husband said, we'll move very late lar like tis..mmm..up 2 him, he's d driver..luckily 10 mins after dat, d electricity came back..alhamdulillah..i quickly put ayyen 2 sleep..aneen was stil wit her eppy 2 u wit d candles..lots of things need 2 b done..

i got to sleep around 1 hour something n woke up at 5am..aneen was still awake..hahahahhaha..she's our small lil bodyguard..so i continued packing n looked around if i missed anything..around 6, i woke my husband n changed aneen's shirt n trouser..by 6:45 we were inside d car already..n my brothers were still packing n my parents were still inside d hse..so we started our journey 1st..before we reached greenwood, aneen fell asleep already, juz like how we tot thing would b..mm..hope she sleep well along d journey..

aman shah wanna try to go thru Jabor..some says its nearer n faster..so we followed d signage to Jabor..n suddenly he sounded so frustrated.."i dh agak dh..there must b other way..tis is jalan pantai.." when i looked around, oo..we were in cherating already..hehehe..so, we must missed any junction dat supposed 2 lead us 2 Jabor..few mins after dat, mak called.."where r u??" "Cherating.." "aaa?? mak dh agak dh u'll missed d junction..u should follow d signage to muktafi billah..d Jabor signage lost somewhere around.." "mm..mak smpi dulu lar.." "mm..budak2 buat apa??" "sleeping.." "mm..ok lar..c u at m.long's.." "mm..ok..."

so we reached KT around 12:30pm..n we stopped 4 times..mak reached half an hour earlier..hehehe..so aman shah said, "not much different lar kot between jalan Jabor n jalan pantai.." hehe..

so, we were in tganu again, after almost a year n a half..d 3rd 4 aneen, n d 1st 4 ayyen..

dat evening we had tea at my k.intan's hse..it was a short notice..n she only prepared laksa, banana fritters, roll pie w chicken curry filling (nadd..dlm bhs susah nyer yea..hehe..), rojak, caramel n murtabak raja - for 15 ppl..hahahahahah..like i said, it was a short notice..i dunno wat else will b on d dining table if we told her earlier..thank you k.intan...

ahhh..time 2 go back..my husband juz called..i hv 2 go back by bus..i hate short notice like tis..i'll missed 5:50 pm U2 rapidkl..aaarrrrrgghhhhh..

2 b cont...

Happy Daddy's Day!!

2008-06-12T16:44:00.010+08:00

"A father is always making his baby into a little woman. And when she is a woman he turns her back again." -- Enid Bagnold

None of you can ever be proud enough of being the child of SUCH a Father who has not his equal in this world-so great, so good, so faultless. Try, all of you, to follow in his footsteps and don't be discouraged, for to be really in everything like him none of you, I am sure, will ever be. Try, therefore, to be like him in some points, and you will have acquired a great deal." -- Victoria, Queen of England

"That is the thankless position of the father in the family-the provider for all, and the enemy of all." -- J. August Strindberg

"Blessed indeed is the man who hears many gentle voices call him father!" -- Lydia M. Child

Terengganu, here we come

2008-06-12T16:06:00.002+08:00

Yayyy!! tomorrow i'm goin back to tganu, my mak's hometown, for mu cousin's; Aman, wedding..

It's d 1st long journey to ayyen..i dunno how he'll b along d journey..i juz hope he sleep most of the time we r on road..my husband plan 2 start d journey around 5 am or right after subuh..it's about d same time wit aneen's sleeping time..

we all gonna stay at mak long's hse..it's gonna be very pack there, dat's wat i heard from mak lar..hehe..pack punn pack lar, sure very happening..it's been a while since d last gathering we had..

as for me, d last time i went back to tganu was raya last year..& i was there because aman shah had his TNB open hse raya..aneen was like few months only..and we were there like 2 weeks after raya..so we met only uncles and aunties who still lives there..juz few left..others 'migrated' to kl already..heheheeh..but whenever we met, it's like all makang ikang, g jalang..u won't have any idea dat actually some of us even born in kl..rite nadd?? hmm..

so..d wedding is between ahmad azman tajudin & juliana sharida..aman is my ayah de's eldest n basically this is ayah de's 1st kenduri..unfortunately d timing is x rite..x many of my cousins will be around..u c, my mak has 15 siblings, n it also means i have around 80++ cousins n i dun want to count how many nieces n nephews we all have..it's like, u have 2 start ur saving for angpau since now!!! (for anyone dat their acc balance like me lar kan..)

back 2 d wedding story..hehe..d akad nikah will b on d 14 june, tis saturday..n d kenduri at ayah de's hse will b on d nxt day, 15 june..

i took leave til tis monday, so i dunno whether i'll b back on d 15 or 16...

oo yeah..we collected money..some of us wanna buy presents themselves..but for those who joined d collection team, we managed to get around RM1400++..my wami bought a fridge..she went back there yesterday n mak said she told d shop person to wrap d fridge nicely!! hahahahahah..how nice?? i dunno..i can't wait 2 c it tomorrow..

So guys..wish us safe journey..n save fuel!! hahahaha..huwaaaaaaaaaaa..i dunno how much it's goin to cost us..hopefully x dat much..(in your dream lar!!!)

Not feeling well

2008-06-09T15:07:00.001+08:00

Hi all..am sorry for not updating this blog..my babies all are not feeling well at the moment..my sleeping hour?? so weng like the fuel lar..aduhhh..

Juz wanna share something with u, d beloved readers..

Last Friday we went to d clinic..aneen's temperature is not likelly encouraging..sometimes she'so hot..while ayyen there's up & down..so we brought them 2 c d doctor..n of coz Klinik Famili TTDI, and d doc was Dr Soraya..(i like her face; so soft n so lawa..)

Ayyen's temp was 37.5 degrees..
Aneen's temp was 38 degrees..

Aneen was amazingly behaved..usually its very hard 2 bring her to sit still n let d doc do d check-up..even if im x feeling well, d doc also found it very hard 2 check me because of my overprotective daughter..but tis time, she let d doc take d temperature, check her chest n lung n she opened her mouth when d doc asked her to do so..hahahahaha..so big gal lar my princess..

And while d doc had her check-up, i asked Aneen..juz 2 distract her..

"Aneen nk ubat??"
"Nanak..nanak ubat..ubat x tedap.."

Hahahahahha..Dr Soraya juz laughed.."x tedap ker??" still her answer was, "nanak..ubat x tedap.." hahahahahaha..

So, as a return for her refusing 2 take any medication, i asked d doc 2 insert d pill inside her b***..heheh..she cried, but not as loud as she always do..

U have 2 choose aneen, it's either u take ur medication thru ur mouth or thru ur b***..i won't take NO for answer...

Guess who??

2008-06-05T16:03:00.004+08:00

It was raining and I dunno where's their blankies..so i juz took mak's tudung and put it on Ayyen..at 1st he was mad..then he's like, i'm d son, u r d mother, do watever u want..hahahahaha..

Mummy..UP!!!

2008-06-03T13:54:00.004+08:00

Its been this way since d last 2 days; when i was sleeping, aneen woke me up.."mummy..up..angun mummy..up.." and she asked me for something..

the first day it happened 2 days ago..me n my husband went to our friend's wedding at Dewan Perdana Felda..we left aneen & ayyen at mak's dat night..hehe..that day aneen woke up at 1:00pm!! and after that she didn't sleep at all..hehe..she was playing around n watching her ceria n playhouse disney channel..

So we left them around 7++ after maghrib..hehe..ayyen was asleep at first..we waited til he woke up by himself but it seems hopeless..mayb he was very sleepy n tired bcoz he didn't sleep much that day..ahh..all tis happened 2 days ago, means on sunday k..so we woke ayyen n changed his diaper and cloth n brought him to mak's house..so, i left ayyen n aneen very fresh n so awake okay...

We went back around 11:30..(mak already told me to come back not so late!! hehe..cannot promise aa mak..) from outside i could hear aneen's crying..when i came in, she was crying with closed eyes and mak tried to put her back to sleep..ayyen was sleeping..mak said aneen was asleep around 9 something n ayyen 1 hour later..ayyen juz woke up juz now n mak gave him milk and he juz continued his sleeping handsome..

Hmm..should i repeat the fact that aneen slept at 9 and now it's like 11 something n she still wanna sleep?? and ayyen was asleep like since 2 hours ago and still sleeping?? in my head, huwaaaaaaaaaaaa..what time i'm going to sleep?? tomorrow i'm working..aduhhh..and how should i bring rayyan home without make him awake???

Suddenly mak said, ayyen tinggal sini lar..if u take him, he'll awake then what time he's going to sleep again?? huhuuuuu..settle 1 problem..aneen mak?? bawak dia balik lar..hahahahahaha..this is when we can apply what orang Melayu or orang tua-tua always said, Langit tak selalunya cerah..hehehe..

So, i brought aneen home..my husband asked me, where's ayyen?? Ayyen sleep at mak's house..i planned to sleep over at mak as well because me n ayyen never been apart before..but, what time should i go to mak's?? aneen definately will want to come with me..i asked my husband to come with me, but he's too tired to move already..(i wonder where his promised on he's going to take care of aneen tonite when he took d coffee at d ballroom juz now went..) so i guess i'll juz wait til aneen sleep than i'll go to mak's house..

Suddenly..mummyy..mummy..angunn..up!! mummy..ohh..i fall asleep in front of the tv..what aneen?? what do u want?? mummyy..butakk!! butakk!! she showed me her TWISTIES pack on her right hand and her bowl on her left hand!! aduhh..i looked at the clock, it's 1:30 AM already!! huhuuu..huwaaaaa..hahahahahah..huhuuu..i dunno what is the right thing 2 say here..i juz took d twisties n put half of it into d bowl..she juz watched me n then ate her twisties while watching her playhouse disney ch..

to make it short, she slept at 5 something that morning..she's so aneen...

and last night, i went to my tailor's house..next week i'm goin back 2 terengganu..my cousin is getting married..so, i've no baju to wear..(hahahahahaha..really???) so, after i cooked d dinner, again, we went to my tailor's house..my husband put aneen n ayyen inside d car get their milk ready..when i came in inside the car, aneen showed me her sunglasses..hahahaha..it is night lar syg..nobody is wearing sunglasses during night time..she asked me, cantekk?? canteekk..syg mummy mmg canteekk..so panca sitara..and she's not wearing hers, she was wearing her daddy's adidas (if im x mistaken lar..he's such a collector..)..so u can imagine d sunglasses is so big for her face..

Not that far from our house, not even reach greenwood yet, aneen fell asleep already..hahahha..my husband said, i thought she was adjusting d specs..and the truth is she was struggling not to fall..n i tried to take the specs frm her, "eeehhhhh.." HAHAHAHAHAHA..so trendy n rugged lar my daughter..

Hmm..so we came back and reach home around 9:30pm n aneen still sleeping..hehe..when my husband put her in front of the tv, then only she awoke..so, what time she's goin to sleep tonite?? No!! the question should be restructure..What time she fell asleep THIS MORNING?? mm..nobody knows..

N as usual, suddenly..mummy..mummy...angun!! mummy..up!! mummy..yea aneen..why?? mummy..nak u'uk..AAAAAA?? i looked at the clock..it's 3:30AM..mm..what else she wanna throw away at tis hour?????

2 nites in a row, aneen woke me up and asked for something..i wonder, tonite or the exact word would be, tomorrow early morning, what time she's going 2 wake me and what else does she want...

Dunno wat 2 write

2008-05-30T15:33:00.004+08:00

feel like jotting something here..but my condition x allowed me to do so..
i feel like vomitting
so dizzying
so tired
so zombie

all bcoz - aneen slept at 6AM today!!

her sleeping time totally turning up side down till 360 degrees..like nenek kebayan u know, "siang tidur, malam berjaga.."

and everytime i wanna sleep, she'll ask me to wake up.."angun mummy..UP!!"

and everytime i yawning, tears will come out, n she'll say, "mummy..angan angissyy.."

HUWAAAAAAA..god knows there's a big flood in my heart at that time..mummy work lar sayang..

but she's only 2 yrs old..what can she understand about it?? n d most important question is, WHEN she's goin to understand it??

i forgot when was d last time i really sleeping in my room with all of them sleeping like any other babies...

anyone..pls help me..!!!!!

Thanks Maan

2008-05-29T15:22:00.004+08:00

Before i forgot, i want to THANKS MY BELOVED HUBBY 4 SENDING & SPENDING TIME HERE, AT MY OFFICE, WITH ANEEN & AYYEN, LAST NITE..

THANK YOU..THANK YOU..THANK YOU..

U see, i'm working at a small publishing company..(so many people asking me am I working??) as a PA..hehe..2 executive chief editor..my cousin said, ala2 ugly betty lar..n then she quickly changed her sentence..but this 1 not ugly lar, pretty betty..hahahahahah..yeahh rite..(anyway, thanx k.noor..xoxoxo)

N since i've a degree in masscomm (LONG LIVE MASSCOMM UITM!!), to make it sounds so perfect, majoring in journalism, i kinda also need to do some editing, translating and writings as well..depends on what my boss want me to do..its like sharpen my blunt writing skills..hehe..

2 make it short (i'm infected with my nadd disease), yesterday was our deadline for our special issue..so everyone were so busy finishing or at least trying 2 finish whatever articles, news, write ups dat they have to do..so did i..but then it's still like unfinished business..usually, since im only incharge in admin, so when everyone else stayback at the office, i can juz go back home on time to my babies..

But yesterday once i stepped into my hubby's car, my phone started ringing..my office number appeared on d screen..we went 2 giant, still got few calls..mm..i don't do much, but i do help..and when we came home, aneen was sleeping..it was around 7:30pm (huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...) n ayyen juz woke up..so i told my husband, i think i wanna go 2 d office after dinner..n b4 we had our dinner, ayyen slept again..hhahahahah..so lucky them..

Around 10, Aneen woke up..it's about time, so we went to my office..n there, my husband waited there with Aneen n Ayyen till i finish helping watever i can help lar..aneen was playing around..hehe..like she works there as well..

After 2 hours, about 12, we went back home..n u guys know something, around 2 hours in the office, x sign of sleeping or wanted to sleep from aneen or ayyen..only d daddy kept yawning..poor daddy..

THANK YOU MAAN..U JUZ CAME BACK FROM PENANG AND U WERE SO TIRED BUT U STILL WANTED 2 SEND & COME WITH ME TO THE OFFICE..LUV U..MMMUUUUAAAAAHHHH......

PAMPERS, anyone??

2008-05-29T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hmm..PAMPERS, anyone?? I have 10 at my house at the moment..yesterday my husband called me, "yang, pampers hari nie kat Giant, RM26.99"..so, he fetched me from work and we went straight to Giant Batu Caves..

The store limit it 2 3 packs per person..usually, my husband will take 3 and i'll take another 3..so we are save like til the following month..both Aneen & Ayyen are using pampers..the usual price would be RM36.99 at Giant and RM44 at Sogo..so much different, which i dunno why..so, every weekend, my husband always look at any hypermarket sale ads to see whether there's any sale on Pampers or not..

It all started when i was still pregnant of Aneen..mak taught me to start buying pampers, whatever brand, from now on..so dat u always ready sith stocks and won't feel so pain when u need to buy more pampers, in d middle of the month..so, when Aneen came out, 5 packs of pampers, variety brands were ready 2 be used..hehe..and that habit still going on now, it's a good habit wat..ddduuuhhh..

Aneen is using L, Ayyen is M..but i think Ayyen need to use L when hi finished his M pack..at Mak's house, still got stocks..d packs that u see in the picture only at my house..at Mak's, there's more..hehehe..

Having 2 babies need you to plan your budget wisely..as 4 me, this is 1 of the way..this month we buy pampers, nxt month we can spend the money to something else..or we can juz save it..mayb we can spend it on their milk..hehe..wait til i tell you about their so lips licking good milk..

So, last nite we juz 'donated' another RM162.00 to Giant..mm...so generous...

1st Fall!!

2008-05-26T16:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday we went 2 Giant 2 buy some groceries (SOME?? RM190.30..thank u daddy..mmmuahhhh..)..Aneen was sitting inside d trolley and Ayyen was wit me in d baby carrier..

While we were shopping, aneen suddenly wanna walk by herself..she didn't want to be held or carried.."nak alan.." ok fine, alan..so she walked here n there..so free n so big girl..i think those in giant yesterday recognised my voice already.."Aneenn!!" "yea mummy.." we were like dat almost all d time..aduhhh..

finally, we were DONE!! okeh..so we all went back..on d way out, in front of d entrance, aneen fell down..she started 2 cry..ya ALLAH, she fell at d road, there's a slope there n she's so 2 yrs old walking..i took her and carried her..she almost quit crying when she saw d blood on her both knees..ARRRRGGHHHH..she cried even louder..poor her..

ayyen was smiling n playing with his sister..everytime aneen's crying, ayyen will start laughing, smiling n playing..hehe..so naughty..

aneen fall asleep inside d car on d way back..

when we got home, i clean d wounds n put some afiat on it..she started crying again..aduhh..pity her..1st time in her life..hahahahha..she doesn't know, more 2 come in future..heheheh..

she tried 2 hide her wounds with her elmo's leg..look at her sad face..so hurt u know..only those who had it knows how it feels..hahhahahahha..poor my lil princess...

They Are Not Twins!!

2008-05-26T15:40:00.011+08:00

Everywhere we go, people will ask, twin?? Hehe..NO!! They are different by 14 mths..hehe..

When Aneen was a baby, people always said dat she looks like her opah..my mother lar..if dat so, means, looks like me lar..Nooo..like her opah..like me lar..only cuter..hahahahaha..poyo lar those people..my daughter, looks like me lar..10 hours of laboring, u want 2 give credits 2 others aa?? wat lar u..

Now Ayyen is 7 mths..n people says he looks like his tokmi..my mother in law..PULAAAKKKK..weiii..my son lar..of coz lar looks like me also..thou only 4 hours in dat cold scary witty labor room, he's mine u know..

When Aneen was born, d nurse in d labor room told me, "Puan, anak Puan ada lesung pipit.." hehe..i juz smiled, alhamdulillah..however she's gonna look like when she grows up, i dun care, she'll always look sweet..i dunno..those who have dimples, always look sweet, rite?? im sure my Adik, Cutam n Nadd agrees wit tis tot...

Hehe..my best friend, mizan said, "doh anok dio, sumo nok ikut supo dio..sikit pung dio x wi rupo oghe laing.." So, they looks like me lar..basically..they have my eyes..they have my features..they have my love..

(hahahahaha..wat love got to do wit all tis?? i also dunno..juz feel so dizzy rite now..mayb due 2 d bihun dat i ate during lunch juz now..i think we cannot eat bihun 4 lunch..my cousin nadd also had bihun 4 lunch 2day, n rite now she's also suffering of headache like me..mm..so lalut..)

Ehh daddy..dun worry..they got ur name with them..hehe..dat 1 registered in BC, IC n all u know..so, they are also yours lar..

Still..they both are not twin..i dunno why people keep asking dat..they have d same head..their hair amount, also almost d same..but d sizes r different..rayyan is 7.7kg last week..n nazneen i think is around 11kg now..1 is walking, running around already, n another 1 is still in d stroller..twin?? which part??

the above pic was Aneen when she was same age as ayyen now..in tis 2 pics, aneen and ayyen look d same..when i was pregnant 4 d 2nd time, we had a 3D scan..d baby inside looked exactly like aneen..hahahaha..d face, d chin, d nose..everything..when he came out, also looks like aneen..but now, they have their own looks..of coz lar kan..hehe..

Amazingly, 1 looks like my mother, n another 1 looks like my mother-in-law..n people still say they r twin...subhanallah..

Lil Hairless Armies

2008-05-26T10:32:00.008+08:00

Hmm..last friday i took a leave..mak had 2 send Adik to Matriks Melaka..and no one else going to take care aneen n ayyen..so who else going 2 take care of them if not their mother..so I had 2 stay wit dat 2 lil hairless armies..hehehe..so scary..but yeah, i was stucked wit my own babies, on last sweet long friday...

In the morning, it's not dat hard..because aneen woke up around 1:45 pm!! hehe..so relax aa..x really..she slept at 5:15am!!!!!! Luckily i didn't have 2 go 2 work, so i stayed up wit her..n i was very lucky because she ALLOWED me 2 watch cinemax ch..hahahahah..not so boring lar..so unlucky lar d daddy..he failed to watch d MU-Chelsea match because his princess controlled d tv..sorry daddy..u juz need to learn more on child psychology..i wasn't only got 2 watch my movie, but she watched it 2gthr with me..hehe..;)

So..i cleaned d house, washed and dried d clothes, cook, n so on n so on lar..wat we always do when we the wife are home lar..ayyen woke up around 10 something n then slept again around 11:30..well..so many things could b done when they r sleeping..there i found d meaning of d word PEACEFUL..hehe..

But of coz, once their eyes r open, there goes d real world..hehe..malay says, baru tahu langit tinggi rendah..i can't do anything..both of them will follow me..aneen will b like my small shadow..n ayyen, will follow with his walker..even 2 d kitchen..hahahahahaaa..there's a time when i know ppl around dat area can hear my voice..aduhhh..they juz dunno how 2 shut up n stay still..

Hehe..like i always said, it's very tiring..but they are my sweetheart..x matter how tired i am, end of d day, when they look for me 2 get them 2 sleep, all d tiredness gone..my body, still got weaken..but my spirit n my love, grow stronger..but, i do wish i had a maid..i wish...

Really Tired

2008-05-22T15:33:00.004+08:00

Aduhh..yesterday i was home around 6 smthng..alhamdulillah nazneen n rayyan already in their pyjamas..but dat would b d only thing dat i could b relieved of..towards d nite, they were so challenging n so demanding..and i feel so tired thru d nite..

and my husband - there's gonna b a BIG match between MU n Chelsea around 3 am, so he was sleeping..quite early..so i kinda warn him, if u r tired, it's ok if u wanna take a nap watsoever..but, if u sleep now, so dat u can watch ur match, u know wat i'll do..hehehehe..so garang aa..YES, I AM!!

then he woke up n play with his babies..hehe..sian lakiku..but i was really tired..look at aneen..i gave her bubur mcD..n u c wat happened..

so messy..d bubur was all over her face, d dining table, d shirt, d trouser, E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E!! n u can c d fear in her eyes..she was afraid i'm goin 2 pissed off..

n now..so dun care aa..really enjoying d mess dat she did..oh god..i have 2 take her n give her a bath..aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

n as for rayyan..he was so angry being so long in d walker..when i took him down, he was rolling all over d floor..i have an own self moving mop u know..aduhh..look at him..instead of sitting inside d walker, he prefer playing wit it..

"do watever u want mummy..i'm happy wit my toy..u can go n take care dat selfish kakak..dun worry about me.."

mm..n of all tis mess n tiring hour, i was blessed wit a 10 mins rest..aneen fell asleep around 10:30..n then ayyen took turn around 11:00..huhuuuu..n i take tis time 2 watch trek selebriti jimmy wit mama rina..hahahahhaah..they went all over d places, where mama rina used 2 school, work, lived..as far as i could remember, tis is d episode where jimmy did lot of travelling..hahahahahaha..my husband found it's very hard 2 finish his maggi n watch tis ep trek selebriti at d same time..

and around 11:15, aneen cried my name..yieeehaaaaaa..i looked at my husband n he looked at me..n then we both turn 2 look at d clock..like 15 mins after dat, ayyen woke up..huwaaaaaaaaaaa..n last nite, or early tis morning, around 4am, aneen finally fell asleep..her brother slept earlier than dat, but still x as early as other normal babies...

Big Apple & Sweet Cherry

2008-05-22T09:59:00.010+08:00

Am sorry nadd 4 d delaying in updating tis blog..never tot dat i already have fan here since i juz new in tis blogging thing..hehe..;

Last Saturday, i feel like craving 4 donuts..so, since ayyen still didn't get his 6th month injection, due 2 his flu, coughing n all, we went out after lunch hr..our clinic is Klinik Famili TTDI..hehehe..stays in gombak n d clinic like so far from tis end KL 2 d other end..thanx 2 d new kepong hiway..

mm..pls x think dat i'm bein double standard here..we did go 2 clinics in gombak..but there were so many unwanted incidents happened 2 me n my babies..so, since my husband is so used with Klinik Famili TTDI, we juz went there..my mother-inlaw used 2 work there before she pensioned..

i was thinking of j.co..but 2 go 2 pavilion, d idea of going there only already make me think twice, d traffic, d parking, d heat, n d 2 BABIES!!! so i juz change it 2 d nearest place i can get my donuts..frm j.co, i changed my mind and thought of big apple..so, we juz went 2 one utama..hehe..inject belum lg nie..bcoz my mak always pesan, "after u get ur injection, bring ur baby home straight away..we x want them 2 get any fever.."

sooo, one utama, here we r..1st thing 1st..we were juz looking 4 d donut..hahahahah..big apple, we r comin 2 u..mm..tis is d 1st time we 1 2 look 4 big apple here..dunno where n which floor..if at mid valley, we know lar..so, we started looking 4 shop..searched it at d screen n there, we found it..it's at d same row wit a&w..i can see d queue..

ahh..i joined d line..can't wait 2 get my donuts..mm..quite worried actullay..y am i like tis?? am i preggie?? NOOO!! i'm in d middle of my ****** rite now..its juz my tongue..wanna taste dat sweeties i guess..dunkin is always there..but when i say i want big apple, means i want big apple..some ppl might dun understand, wats d diff?? after all it juz a donut..d same 1 dat u can get from makcik kueh wit cheaper price..hmm..diff ppl diff thinking..

mm..yummy..sedapp giler....
mmm..j.co anyone?? i juz miss d taste of tiramisu n oreo flavor..

aneen really enjoyed d day..she queued wit me..tho it was very hard 2 keep her in line, but she's there..wit her mak nenek keletah..so entertaining..she juz never fail doin dat, entertaining me..hehe..ayyen was sleeping inside d stroller..after we got d donut, then only he awake..mayb d smell awaken him..hehe..

after a while, aneen asked 2 b seated inside d stroller..mayb bcoz she's very tired of walking..hehe..since arrived, she refused 2 b held or carried..such a big gal huh!! hmm..so, daddy has 2 carry ayyen n aneen stayed inside d stroller..aneen is asleep..hehe..at 1st we're here only 2 get d donut, then we'll go straight 2 d clinic..seems like we change d plan already..since aneen is sleeping, kiranya persetujuan bersama me n my hubby, kita boleh melangkah panjang nie..hehehe..so, we juz go window shopping there..xthng 2 buy actually bcoz we juz bought clothes 4 d kids last 2 weeks!! always shopping 4 them..4 me??? *sigh*

mm..so, we went into frm 1 shop to another..then i saw ayyen so sleepy on his daddy's shoulder..oo..poor him..he must be very tired..i told my husband, let's get another stroller 4 ayyen..hehe..so, we ended up went 2 jusco n choosing a stroller..hehe..a small one, we were thinking it's more 4 aneen than ayyen..ayyen will stay inside d big one..so, we took d orange sweet cherry stroller..n i put ayyen inside there..

mm..we went out from there around 7..my husband stopped at masjid taman tun 4 maghrib n then we went straight 2 d clinic..so, ayyen is 6 mth 3 wks n weight 7.7kg..

i got my big apple, aneen got new orange sweet cherry n ayyen got his immunisation..tq daddy..luv u..mmuuuaaaahhhhh....

Sibuk..sibuk..

2008-05-15T15:13:00.002+08:00

tis poem freshly created by me..hahahahaha..dedicated 2 all penyibuk out there...

Semalam aku sibuk..
Hari ini aku sibuk..
Esok belum tentu aku tak sibuk..

Bila aku tak sibuk, kau sibuk..
Bila aku sibuk, kau lagi lah sibuk-sibuk..
Suka sibuk, tak boleh ke kalau kau tak sibuk??

Sibuk..sibuk..
Selalu jadi penyibuk..

Apa kata, kau buat kerja kau,
Aku buat kerja aku..
Aku tak kacau kau,
Kau pun tak kacau aku..

Tapi..
Kau tak kacau aku..
Kau kacau kawan-kawan aku..
Lagi susah bila macam tu..
Terus semua orang jadi sibuk..
Bak kata orang-orang tua,
Cubit peha kanan, peha kiri terasa..
Susah juga kerja dengan tukang sibuk ni..

Sibuk..sibuk..
Selalu jadi penyibuk..
Tapi..
Terima kasihlah..
Sebab kalau tidak, tak ada pula tukang sibuk…

SL PUTRI
Kuala Lumpur

I'm so SLEEPY..

2008-05-15T09:51:00.003+08:00

Huaaarrrgghhhhh..i'm so sleepy..y?? u tell me y...

this is Ayyen

watching clifford d red puppy

@ ch 613

TIME 1:30 AM

n this is Aneen

playing wit her bottle warmer

so bz in her own world

TIME 1:30AM

n this is dear beloved DADDY

u can see wat he's doin

juz come back frm work like 1 hr ago

TIME 1:30 AM

So, u guys juz guess where i was at dat 1:30 AM..*sigh*